(Hey God) Why are you doing this to me? Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be? Why am I seething with this animosity? (Hey God) I think you owe me a great big apology Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie (Hey God) I really don't know what you mean Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme (Hey God) Can this world really be as sad as it seems? Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don't tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't (Hey God) There's nothing left for me to hide I lost my ignorance, security and pride I'm all alone in the world you must despise (Hey God) I believed your promises, your promises and lies! Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie You made me throw it all away My morals left to decay How many you betray You've taken everything Terrible lie My head is filled with disease My skin is begging you please I'm on my hands and knees I want so much to believe I need someone to hold on to I need someone to hold on to I need someone I need someone to hold on to I give you everything My sweet everything Hey God, I really don't know who I am In this world of piss

It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love that I'm walking in It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love that I'm walking in It's quiet company It's quiet company It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love and I'm walking in It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love and I'm walking in It's quiet company It's quiet company It's quiet company And I can't fall asleep Without a little help It takes a while to settle down My shivered bones Wait till the panic's out It takes an ocean not to break It takes an ocean not to break It takes an ocean not to break It takes an ocean not to break Company It's quiet company It's quiet company And I won't follow you Into the rabbit hole I said I would But then I saw Your shivered bones They didn't want me to It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love that I'm walking in It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love that I'm walking in It takes an ocean not to break It takes an ocean not to break It takes an ocean not to break

You hold me like you're gonna drop me Knowing you'll never do it softly Slipping through your fingers with the grease Then you told me I taste like a lolly So sweet, but only when you want me Changing like a channel on TV I saw the newspaper on the Front lawn of the neighbours and thought "They haven't brought it inside yet" Now I'm remembering the things I can't forget I've been figuring out How to figure things out But you'd rather your eyes shut tightly So you don't have to see what I see You've been living with doubt Leaves a bad taste in your mouth Now I've been holding on too long If you're gonna drop me do it softly It's such a terrible time to Be the one, the bubblegum, the glue that's stuck to you Why can't I scrub me off of you? I've been figuring out How to figure things out But you'd rather your eyes shut tightly So you don't have to see what I see You've been living with doubt Leaves a bad taste in your mouth Now I've been holding on too long If you're gonna drop me do it softly It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible but I'm not you It's terrible but it'll do I'm terrible and so are you

Go Corrosive tainted by my sin I'm spillin' blood and I can hardly contain it Corrosive hallowing the hands Stiffened I eat away Eat, eat into the surface Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it You, you push it You, you push it You, you push it Explosive more violent more violent All consuming throbbing straight to the circle Explosive move on reaction I slow it down, I slow it Down, down, down, down, down Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it You, you push it You, you push it You, you push it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it I see it, I need it My mind is corrosive I trip on corrosive I freak see through me My eyes are explosive I feed on it Black out crucify me Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it You, you push it You, you push it You, you push it Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it Yeah, you push it You, you push it You, you push it You, you push it

This is not This is not This is not I hate this! Lines and the light stream Screaming by the scream Burning down, not me you see me suffer Haunted by your spirit Undead by your spit Taunted by yourself alive Dazed and burning state Hazed and spinning fate Dazed and burning I say, "I can't come" You say, "This ain't home" Hating this I mouth your name This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this! This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this! Your voice in my mind Come home it ain't time Burned down, not me you see me suffer Solace to inspire Lowness to my fire Taunted by yourself alive Dazed and burning state Hazed and spinning fate Dazed and burning I say, "I can't come" You say, "This ain't home" Hating this I mouth your name This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this! This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this! This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this! This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this! I hate this! I hate this! I hate this! I hate this!

Everything we share is nothing Everything we share is now dead My emotions are distorted Creeping silence, nothing is said This is what it's come to, don't you Don't you hate me? I know I would I remember times of innocence Take it back, I would if I could I'll destroy you Visions of hell consume my thoughts Forgotten tears through all these years My fainting hopes have disappeared Through all these years Through all these years I'll destroy you Visions of hell consume my thoughts Forgotten tears through all these years My fainting hopes have disappeared Through all these years Through all these years As I sit here in my dark room Twisted music pounding my head Rules are broke and I can tell you I know I'll destroy you too I'll destroy you Visions of hell consume my thoughts Forgotten tears through all these years My fainting hopes have disappeared Through all these years Through all these years

Cosmetic photogenic This pain is fleeting, ring out Mechanical the passion Your head is bleeding, slow down Cosmetic photogenic This pain is fleeting, ring out Mechanical the passion Your head is bleeding, slow down Can't keep doing this What you want me to Marching sheep herd said "See my broken head" Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols It's ugly, you see I don't care what you think now Forgive, forget Don't take the east way out It's ugly, you see I don't care what you think now Forgive, forget Don't take the east way out Can't keep doing this What you want me to Marching sheep herd said "See my broken head" Can't keep doing this What you want me to Marching sheep herd said "See my broken head" Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Can't keep doing this What you want me to Marching sheep herd said "See my broken head" Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Marching sheep herd said "See my broken head" Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Live your own life I got myself out of my sight Kill your idols Kill your idols Kill your idols