Talking To Myself - Idle Discourse

I'm tired of talking to myself Of talking to myself Of talking to the man in the mirror Think that I could use some help Yeah, maybe someone else Could help me see it clearer I've been drinking, thinking too much One of us has got to change One of us can stay the same Which one is gonna be the child? (Oh) Which one gets to smile? 'Cause all my youth, it washed away I took some pills and can't see straight Now I don't know which way to turn 'Cause I'm tired of talking to myself Of talking to myself Of talking to the man in the mirror Think that I could use some help Yeah, maybe someone else Could help me see it clearer I've been drinking, thinking too much Ooh-ooh-ohh I've been thinking too much, oh Ooh-ooh-ohh I've been thinking too much, yeah And I know it's been a while, oh Since I've seen you smile Took a lot to run away, oh I came back here yesterday Who I am and who am I To not try to fix this? I've been all alone all night Trying not to listen to my thoughts I'm tired of talking to myself Of talking to myself Of talking to the man in the mirror Think that I could use some help Yeah, maybe someone else Could help me see it clearer I've been drinking, thinking too much 'Cause all my youth, it washed away I took some pills and can't see straight Now I don't know which way to turn I'm tired of talking to myself Of talking to myself Of talking to the man in the mirror Think that I could use some help Yeah, maybe someone else Could help me see it clearer I've been drinking, thinking too much

(Talking to myself) Is anybody listening out there? Asking for a friend I know Swear I've never been this lonely (So alone that I have to go) And you deaf button my calls Damaging all of my thoughts Wonder what it's like being like you Then again I should probably just drop it all Can't hang up, 'cause I know who the person on the other side is Giving up, 'cause what's the point of living life like this? Like you set a trap, God damn, I fell Right into your lap, ain't hard to tell Notice when we talk that you're not much help Might as well be talking to myself Talking to myself Easier to have this out But I don't hear a thing coming out your mouth, no Probably just a sign that you switched up Honestly surprised that you picked up Make me wanna throw my phone And everything at home that your ass still owns, yeah It's like, it's like I'm muting the convo Too behind, you forgot about the timezone Can't hang up, 'cause I know who the person on the other side is Giving up, 'cause what's the point of living life like this? Like you set a trap, God damn, I fell Right into your lap, ain't hard to tell Notice when we talk that you're not much help Might as well be talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself Can't hang up, 'cause I know who the person on the other side is Giving up, 'cause what's the point of living life like this? Like you set a trap, God damn, I fell Right into your lap, ain't hard to tell Notice when we talk that you're not much help Might as well be talking to myself (Talking to myself) Talking to myself (Myself, myself, myself) Talking to myself Talking to myself (Myself, myself, myself, myself, myself, myself)

Tell me what I've gotta do There's no getting through to you The lights are on, but nobody's home You say I can't understand But you're not giving me a chance When you leave me, where do you go? All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself, talking to myself But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself I admit I made mistakes But yours might cost you everything Can't you hear me calling you home? Oh, all the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself, talking to myself Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself I'm talking to myself, I'm talking to myself Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, talking to myself

24/7 I been out my mind Don't believe in heaven but I bless that wine Less than kind I'm a mess that's fine But I stress this lesson test your might Don't go blind when the lights flash Eyes roll back inside my mind's cracked They bide their time till the sky's black Take a big, bright red pill from my hand Faces are twisted, I'm blistered forgiveness Not easy to come by the world is a prison You witness this shit and you choose not to listen Polybius taking your mind for a spin kid I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always Whoo I don't know why I'm like this Crisis, high risk All for the night thrills Got lost in a substance, abundance, Indulgence no wonder we slumber in bullshit But the culprits are up on your screen Sat in the Dáil and they run all the schemes Ignoring your feelings they feed on your fears We'll always be screaming and fall on deaf ears Been years since I felt that sunshine Sometimes bloodlines Lead to the punchline Everybody's looking for a vibe from above like Praying to a god that just don't give a fuck I'm I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under Always falling under always falling out I'm falling under This isn't me it's just words that I wrote Feeding the beast in the back of my throat Demons, release me need the antidote Abusing my sense my lungs filled with smoke This isn't me it's just words that I wrote Feeding the beast in the back of my throat Demons, release me need the antidote Abusing my sense my lungs filled with smoke See this isn't me it's just words that I wrote Feeding the beast in the back of my throat Demons, release me need the antidote Abusing my sense my lungs filled with smoke This isn't me it's just words that I wrote Feeding the beast in the back of my throat Demons, release me need the antidote Abusing my sense my lungs filled with Take my thoughts Take my speech Take my loss and Take my reach Take my soul Take my skin Take my goals and Take my sin Take my choice Take my face Take my voice and Take my place Take my money Take my grace Take my love and Take my hate Take my life Take my pain Leave me soaking in the rain It's cold outside This ain't no game Ain't no lives It's no arcade Break my bones Break my mind Break my clock and Waste my time Take those odds and Play my hand Call my bluff and Take my land Watch me burn Hit me twice Wait your turn and Roll the dice Beat the house Well, you might try But take my word You'll always die So raise your hands To the sky Praise a god That you don't like Raise my fist Release my grip Polybius Taking my mind for a spin

We aren't defined by our ideologies Sexual proclivities, or ethnicities We aren't defined by our nationalities, gender identities We must rethink our current critiques Because we're more than what lies on the surface Strangers are not our enemies Sometimes the hunger for power feels stronger Than the desire to coexist together Opposing perspectives provoke altercation We clamor in anger through confrontation Our destination's dehumanization Animalistic behavior without realization We have forgotten how to see ourselves In each others eyes Cognitive dissonance holds us hostage Examine the ignorance that we marinate in We judge each other from our worst examples While rating ourselves by our best intentions Tribal sovereignty narrows our empathy A double standard that's double dealing History will repeat itself Until we redefine ourselves Redefine ourselves Redefine ourselves Redefine!