Talk to Myself - Santiers & Beumont

Alone I'm searching for devotion In a faded melody My soul is tryna' cross an ocean Down on bended knee Locked up my codense and rhyme Don't know what I try to say My heart all the time was stolen By bad poetry Some nights I talk to myself I said the words that I could say to no one else And some nights I talk in my sleep I said the words I never said when you were with me Some nights I talk to myself I said the words that I could say to no one else And some nights I talk in my sleep I said the words I never said when you were with me I'm gone, the nightmares cut me open Love's insanity So long, words are left unspoken Couldn't set them free Watch all the language run dry Thoughts go on holiday My heart, I'm left with a broken Vocabulary Some nights I talk to myself I said the words that I could say to no one else And some nights I talk in my sleep I said the words I never said when you were with me Some nights I talk to myself I said the words that I could say to no one else And some nights I talk in my sleep I said the words I never said when you were with me Some nights I talk to myself I said the words that I could say to no one else And some nights I talk in my sleep I said words I never said when you were with me

I don't go out much 'Cause parties are too much And I don't need any more judgement So, you keep your gossip You're cool and you're toxic Already got someone who does it It's me, and that voice in my head Telling me that I'm better off dead If you think that you can make me cry More than me, myself and I Well, go ahead and try If you talk to me like I talk to myself I'd give you the finger, I'd say, "Go to hell" You can be mean, make it sing pretty well But you can't say shit I don't say to myself I wish you could hurt me So maybe when I bleed I could blame somebody else But she's sick and she's twisted A bit masochistic There's no point in calling for help It's me and that voice in my head Telling me that I'm better off dead If you think that you can make me cry More than me, myself and I Well, go ahead and try If you talk to me, like I talk to myself I'd give you the finger, I'd say, "Go to hell" You can be mean, make it sing pretty well But you can't say shit I don't say to myself Like you're useless, you're stupid You're hard to love No one likes you, you're crazy, you're totally fucked If you talk to me, like I talk to myself I talk to myself It's me Yeah, that voice in my head telling me That I'm better off dead If you think that you can make me cry Well, me, myself and I Make me wanna die If you talk to me, like I talk to myself I'd give you the finger, I'd say, "Go to hell" You can be mean, make it sting pretty well But you can't say shit I don't say to myself Like you're useless, you're stupid You're too hard to love No one likes you, you're crazy, you're totally fucked If you talk to me, like I talk to myself I talk to myself

Won't you say why You're a stranger now? Your eyes escaping mine When I sit you down Don't you feel like we're holding on? Onto a fairytale but the magic's gone Been months of bluffing the blushes And faking the butterflies Wake up, yeah I'm kicking The castle down Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk I think it's time to talk Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk Ohh, yeah, be true to what we want Forget, how it felt from the outset Hopeless to reset Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk Kinda missing how we kicked off Always in overdrive, now the feelings lost Blind to notice, we've been losing touch Long gone the fairytale, yeah we killed the rush Been months, of acting affection and staging the valentines Wake up, yeah I'm kicking the castle down Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk I think it's time to talk Be true to what we want Forget, how it felt from the outset Hopeless to reset Ohh, yeah I think it's time to talk

When the night is, getting darker And the dawn feels far away Wish you were here to, here to hold me You'd always show me, the path to take But I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning, learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself When the mountains tower above me And the shadows stretching long There's a small voice deep inside me That reminds me to carry on Yeah I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning, learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself When I'm tired and feel like giving up When I'm crying to the skies above Between my heart my mind my gut I'll trust myself I'll trust myself Yeah I'm Learning Learning Learning Oh I'm Learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself (I'm learning, to trust my) Oh I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself

Yow Dynasty Entertainment (mhm) Hmmmmmmm Stay to miself Dem neva gimi no help Stay to miself Dem neva gimi no strength Ice Nation Stay to miself wid mi bottle a mi rum and mi weed Mi Glock 17 and Brii Head haffi guh open inna piece If anybody fuck around we Mi si nuff likkle yute tun theif 'E fucked up but mi happy anuh me Now a Ice Nation a lock 'e street When nuff tell mi mi wouldn't reach But mi still a see Used to pree inna di river now a bigga sea Stop play ball how long and mi stilla keep Mi heart safe from people, yeah yeah yeah Dem kill mi friend and now mi bredda gone weh lef' mi Hear di fool dem a talk seh a karma ketch him Mi wi' stop him a di bar and mek di bomber wet him Like a Dadda pon di field a suh di hammer deh kick Marrow 'plash pon di wall from dah Glock yah weh criss Douple explosion, dat a flick yuh duppy Fi yuh body cyaa' fix from di paramedic Dats why mi stay to miself Buckle up mi belt, put on mi shoes and gone fimi wealth Dem never gimi strength, dem neva gimi no help Stay to miself wid mi rum and mi weed Mi Glock 17 and Brii Head haffi guh open inna piece If anybody fuck around we Mi si nuff likkle yute tun theif 'E fucked up but mi happy anuh me Now a Ice Nation a lock 'e street When nuff tell mi mi wouldn't reach Bun di weed and levitate A chill pon di cloud fi days a beg God fi fall di rain (arite) Di rifle buss and clear di way Mi gyal a travel wid 'e 'K, wi get 'e food fi mommy plate Mi and mi timer inna race Fi get a house inna di States And get a rock wi couple kit fi guh to space Mi di tell yuh seh dat a di Ice way Stay to miself wid mi rum and mi weed Mi Glock 17 and Brii Head haffi guh open inna piece If anybody fuck around we Mi si nuff likkle yute tun theif 'E fucked up but mi happy anuh me Now a Ice Nation a run 'e street When nuff tell mi mi wouldn't reach But mi still a see Used to pree inna di river now a bigga sea Stop play ball how long and mi stilla keep Mi heart safe from people, yeah yeah yeah Dem kill mi friend and now mi bredda gone weh lef' mi Hear di fool dem a talk seh a karma ketch him Seh mi stop him a di bar and mek di bomber wet him Like a Dadda pon di field a suh di hammer deh kick Marrow 'plash pon di wall from dah Glock yah weh criss Douple explosion, dat a flick yuh duppy Fi yuh body cyaa' fix from di paramedic Dats why mi stay to miself Buckle up mi belt, put on mi shoes and gone fi di wealth Dem never gimi help, dem neva gimi no strength Stay to miself Dem neva gimi no strength Stay to miself Dem neva gimi no help