Surviving Self Resentment - Insense

I wish I could believe you, then I'll be alright But now everything you told me really don't apply To the way I feel inside Lovin' you was easy once upon a time But now, my suspicions of you have multiplied And it's all, because you lied I only give you a hard time 'Cause I can't go on and pretend like I haven't tried to forget this But I'm much too full of resentment Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing (mean a thing), no The very thing you gave to me I thought I could forgive you, and I know you've changed As much as I wanna trust you, I know it ain't the same (it ain't the same) And it's all because you lied I only give you a hard time (hard time) 'Cause I can't go on and pretend like I haven't tried to forget this (forget this) But I'm much too full of resentment (I'm much too full of resentment) I may never understand why (why) I'm doing the best that I can and I I tried, and I tried to forget this (forget this) But I'm much too full of resentment (you lied) I'll always remember feeling (you lied) Like I was no good (you lied) Like I couldn't do it for you (you lied) Like your mistress could And it's all because you lied Loved you more than ever (you lied) More than my own life (you lied) The best part of me, I gave you (you lied) It was sacrificed (sacrifice) And it's all, because you lied I only give you a hard time 'Cause I can't go on and pretend like (I can't go on and pretend like) I tried, and I tried to forget this (I tried, and I tried, and I tried) But I'm too damn full of resentment I know she was attractive, but I was here first Been riding with you for six years Why did I deserve to be treated this way by you-you? I know you probably thinking, "What's up with Bey?" I've been crying for too long, what did you do to me? I used to be so strong, but now you took my soul I'm crying, can't stop crying, can't stop crying You could've told me you wasn't happy I know you didn't wanna hurt me But look what you done done to me now I gotta look at her in her eyes (you lied) And see she's had half of me (you lied) How could you lie? (You lied)

Resentment! I made a short term fix for a long term problem Can I learn to love these chains? Oh, I know I had a point, but now I forgot it Well, I'm circling the drain No, I can't stop feeling like every day is exactly the same With a one track mind, I don't think I can change Trapped in memories, stuck on replay, replay, replay Starts with a spark, then it's a wildfire Burning me up Burning me up I dance with demons on a high wire Lift me up Lifting me up Resentment! You know I lost my voice when I let the rot in (Hurts you, cuts both ways) Pouring out my heart, all this unforgiven Washing over me like rain No, I can't stop feeling like every day is exactly the same With a one track mind, I don't think I can change Trapped in memories, stuck on replay, replay, replay Starts with a spark, then it's a wildfire Burning me up Burning me up I dance with demons on a high wire Lift me up Lifting me up Resentment! I've got this chip on my shoulder So I press the issues on sight For all who needed your judgement Welcome to the eye of the tiger! Go! Starts with a spark, then it's a wildfire Burning me up Burning me up I dance with demons on a high wire Lift me up Lifting me up Starts with a spark, then it's a wildfire Burning me up Burning me up I dance with demons on a high wire Lift me up Lifting me up It's a wildfire It's a wildfire Resentment! It's a wildfire It's a wildfire Resentment!

At the table we're polite I make a joke but it falls flat Silence falls where laughter daily used to blow Your job is fine, your friends are cool You will make me work for you Bitter medicine's exactly what I need Before I know, I left you bruised But when I catch your old perfume It takes me back to nights of passion in your room You've made an effort with your hair It's not for me, I do not dare To think that I'm the one you dress for anymore Slow down You don't care to remember Slow down You mean to pay me dust When I caught your eye I could tell the flame was far from gone Am I wrong? Yeah When'd you call me up, this morning? Well, your voice is like a knife I must like the way it hurts me every time Please forgive me if it seems Like I'm trying to conceal What is happening to us or how I feel I think I'm angry and I'm sad I kept your T-shirt and your cap All this evidence is surely looking bad What do you think about me still? Are you happy and fulfilled? Well, I always had a cut that doesn't heal Slow down You don't care to remember Slow down You mean to pay me dust When I caught your eye I could tell the flame was far from gone Am I wrong? Slow down You don't care to remember Slow down You mean to pay me dust When I caught your eye I could tell the flame was far from gone Am I wrong?

Don't hide your face, what you were before It doesn't have to be you anymore Maybe you've been scared and that's what you know And all the shame gonna call you home It's gonna call you home Never was your fault but still a part to play You carry it so close you can read its name In a lot of ways you're still that lost kid Yeah, You can still survive but not exactly live No, not exactly live Gonna stand this ground Gonna say it loud Never define yourself By choices others make If no one said it yet It would be a shame That ends right now You're not alone in pain Never alone in pain Never alone in pain Never alone in pain Never alone in pain