Supposed to Last - April Kerr

Searching for the reasons we all get lost Standing on the banks of a river that we cannot cross If you spend your whole life living in the past Then you're just a stranger in a photograph I don't know why some are meant to leave In my mind you're still here with me But if God can smile then feel less lonely Then you're right where you're supposed to be But if God can smile and feel less lonely Then you're right where you're supposed to be Then you're right where you're supposed to be Everything seems different now, I wish it was the same Standing on our old street in the pouring rain Man I'd do anything to hear you say my name Why does the brightest light have the shortest flame I don't know why some are meant to leave In my mind you're still here with me But if God can smile and feel less lonely Then you're right where you're supposed to be Then you're right where you're supposed to be

Sat on the rooftop Watching the birds flying free Watching the clouds walk And watching the rain become the sea Hearing my love talk Every breath she ever breathes Like it was always supposed to be like that But then we broke up And she went west and I went east She got a new boyfriend A little too soon if you're asking me I heard that she loves him A little bit more than she'll ever love me And it was always supposed to be like that I look to the skyline And said how many falls until I fly Look to the old times and said How many roads until I find And oh it's tough now Cause love always, love always is unkind I sat on the rooftop And I watched the birds flying free I watched the clouds walk And I watched the rain become the sea And just for a moment, just for a moment I felt so free from all I'm supposed to be I look to the skyline and said How many falls until I fly Look to the old times I said How many roads until I find And oh it's tough now Cause love always, love always is unkind

There's so many ways you can ruin my whole day Like when you walked out, and you told me you need space Then you walked back in with nothing good to say Are you over me? I see it on your face, oh, yeah When I think about the future Didn't think I'd lose ya Your clothes are in the bedroom Reminding me of your body Now we got no future Don't know what to do now Girl, I wish you would call me Tell me, is this how it's supposed to be? Only you can make me this lonely I can't have you going on and on and on and on without me Tell me, is this how it's supposed to go? Loving you is all I wanna know I can't have you going on and on and on and on without me How many times will it take 'til I lose my mind? How many times will I take back my goodbyes? How many nights will I say I want you back? I wish I didn't have to chase the past (past) When I think about the future Didn't think I'd lose ya Your perfume in the bathroom I wear it so you cover me Now we got no future Don't know what to do now Girl, I wish you would call me Tell me, is this how it's supposed to be? Only you can make me this lonely I can't have you going on and on and on and on without me Tell me, is this how it's supposed to go? Loving you is all I wanna know I can't have you going on and on and on and on without me Don't have to go this way Don't pull away I'm here to stay 'cause You're not just anybody, anybody, anybody Come be my one and only Girl, don't you wanna hold me? I need to know Tell me, is this how it's supposed to be? Only you can make me this lonely I can't have you going on and on and on and on without me Tell me, is this how it's supposed to go? Loving you is all I wanna know I can't have you going on and on and on and on without me Tell me, is this how it's supposed to be?

Na Na Na And that's facts And that's on god Check it I won't slip so best not approach me Big dutty glizzy I tote, I'm supposed to Niggas tryna get me yeah I know Streets is getting sticky getting cold I always keep my stick man imma blow She suck me got my dick up in her throat I'm with the gang I'm with the mob you already know Bro caught a body so you know we make a toast Bro caught a body so you know we popping bottles And you know she off a molly cause she fucking everybody And I keep it a stack No cap up in my rap My bitch she hold my gat Pull up and then splat On gang Said OG's don't rate me but they never gave me shit Got it on my own I lost my face where it was cold Screaming free up GG man he got the phone on hold They hit him with a AM and he hug it never told It's dark up on my side I seen some shit I never told Don't come up on my side you wanna leave up in a box Got the glizzy in the box it got the lock BLM, and you know that I'm still screaming fuck the cops I'm still screaming fuck the pigs Pull up on me bust your wig And I'm Peppa from the south I really got it how it is And I'm from where Raptors play Where the Blue Jays yeah they slay Seeing demons everyday I ain't even sleep today On god I won't slip so best not approach me Big dutty glizzy I tote, I'm supposed to Niggas tryna get me yeah I know Streets is getting sticky getting cold I always keep my stick man imma blow She suck me got my dick up in her throat I'm with the gang I'm with the mob you already know Bro caught a body so you know we make a toast Bro caught a body so you know we popping bottles And you know she off a molly cause she fucking everybody And I keep it a stack No cap up in my rap My bitch she hold my gat Pull up and then splat On gang I know they can't stand me Tryna win a grammy, get it for my family Don't get calls from my aunties But I still love my family, buckets call me Andy Popping percs like it's candy She into the xannies, bitch take off your panties My lifestyle be a game bro No you cannot tag me, red dot look like acne Four up in a Faygo She eat me like a bagel Sliming I can't say no And I swear I won't change no Cause I'm from the Lane oh got it on the Jane oh I won't slip so best not approach me Big dutty glizzy I tote, I'm supposed to Niggas tryna get me yeah I know Streets is getting sticky getting cold I always keep my stick man imma blow She suck me got my dick up in her throat I'm with the gang I'm with the mob you already know Bro caught a body so you know we make a toast Bro caught a body so you know we popping bottles And you know she off a molly cause she fucking everybody And I keep it a stack No cap up in my rap My bitch she hold my gat Pull up and then splat On gang

Push it down Put those feelings away You weren't meant for him So just stop crying Just pretend that you're alright And maybe it won't show But it's not easy This way And it's not easy Being okay And it's not easy Seeing you happy When I'm lost I'm lost Push it down Or else you'll be the one to blame But can't they see the tears in your eyes That fill up with pain And how am I supossed to pretend that it's alright Cuz when you hold me close It feels so right So right So right So easy But there's no time to cry You've gotta just let it go And fly And it's not easy But I have to move on And it's not easy But what's done is done And it's not easy But you seem happy So I'll push down all these feelings And just pretend Push down all these feelings And just forget

I see him standing over there And I can't help but stare Then he gives a subtle smile Next thing I know he's standing right next to me And I forget how to breathe So I just stare And I think he got a little scared And I'm not sure what love is But I'm sure it's something like this And that might seem weird And I might seem crazy But that's the way it is But if you take a step back And look from my perspective, it's perfect And next thing you know You've got relationship goals Hey you with the pearly white smile Come on over scooch on next to me Hey you with the sparkling eyes I wanna get to know you oh I made the first move And I took him on a date And we talked for hours Staying up late He holds my hand And does whatever it takes to make me fall a little harder And he says I'm not sure what love is But I'm sure it's something like this And that might seem weird And I might seem crazy But I don't regret it I am so happy Look from my perspective And you'll see it's perfect Oh baby, we've got relationship goals