Super Bullshit - Lauren Ruth Ward

Thank you for your silence, your continuing compliance It's your head buried so deep in sand that ushered in the virus (Oh, no) Please don't lift a finger Don't get up, just sit right there (Oh, no) Don't worry about the thoughts Inside your pretty little head So we stick to the script and recite your lines Don't break from the character just keep it inside But this is bullshit (Bullshit) It's finally coming into focus (Focus) You're lying and I think you know it But you're too afraid to face the storm you helped create Yeah, this is bullshit (Bullshit) And did you think I wouldn't notice? (Notice) Cracks in your theory are showing like a broken vase Your grip around me dissipates And we are separated only by divisions and the walls that we create (And we are separated only by divisions and the walls that we create) But we are more alike than different when we stop and take a minute face to face (But we are more alike than different when we stop and take a minute face to face) They say we're divided and we are conquered Yeah, but our enemies have never been each other, no 'Cause this is bullshit (Bullshit) It's finally coming into focus (Focus) You're lying and I think you know it But you're too afraid to face the storm you helped create Yeah, this is bullshit (Bullshit) And did you think I wouldn't notice? (Notice) Cracks in your theory are showing like a broken vase Your grip around me dissipates So we scale the walls and fire escapes A wheat paste brush and cans of paint To cover up your walls with something new 'Cause we all know Your signs say we're not good enough Not cute enough, not smart enough Not worth your love, out with the old And in with something new (Bullshit, it's coming around But this is bullshit, it's not slowing down This is bullshit and it always was And this is bullshit and you know it) Bullshit, not sorry to say But this is bullshit, you've been lying to me Bullshit and it always was And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know That this is bullshit coming right at you Bullshit coming home to roost Bullshit and you're too afraid To face the storm you helped create This is bullshit This is bullshit Bullshit and you're too afraid To face the storm you helped create

I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today Throw some money in your face Shoot your baby momma with a K These bitches getting lazy, sparing fuck niggas lately I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today Pop my life you can have it, keep that lil bitch ain't flexing Stacking that money like palettes, I want blue cheese no salad Woah oh with the draco, baby I'm gone pop it, they hotter than a cheetoh Lifestyle of the perc aye, got these bitches doing percs aye She gone suck it go berserk aye, got these bitches screaming woah She gone suck it woah woah, These bitches two spend the night Hop on that dick and you know she riding I want your head, commit suicide Yeah Yeah, you cannot come to the Congo You cannot come to the jungle Gold like James Bondy, bitch I get money like Gandhi Ape, let's go harambe We shooting choppas on Sunday Long sticks out the Hyundai Glock 40 have you rocking Parking lot, no lacking These niggas mad cause we popping Like we're in school, they gone copy This shit that happened, can't stop it Fuck Santa Claus we too Naughty Bitch we some killers like Nazi's Build an empire like Taraji I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today Throw some money in your face Shoot your baby momma with a K These bitches getting lazy, sparing fuck niggas lately I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today These niggas swear they ain't scared Bitch I got one in the head, I might put one in your head Ain't no nigga getting spared, play crazy end up dead Nigga say he a dog, play Clifford end up red We got your bitch on the lingo, she love when I say believe it SANDAS hoe achieve it, take your clothes don't leave it Tryna spend the night bitch please These hoes getting month, these hoes getting uncomfortable, these hoes getting unbomfortable Kel-tec's where your head at, these niggas getting played out Simba we some big cats, and that Glock so reliable Do a nigga so horrible, these bullets recyclable Free smoke is available I know these niggas they hoes, these niggas tryna act though Anybody want smoke, let grim reaper fucking know Eeny, meeny, miny, moe, catch a sucka wipe his nose If he holla cut his throat, real mob ties fuck a rope I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today Throw some money in your face Shoot your baby momma with a K These bitches getting lazy, sparing fuck niggas lately I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today I'm on that bullshit today

Ha Hey, hey Ooh-woah Ooh, oh, hey Those things you did, I didn't recognize How much they hurt me, only I blamed it (I wanna apologize) Was I being too difficult for complaining for the pain I was dealing with? Or catching you in different lies That you would deny, cold face-ed (yeah) But you found a way to make it back But as much as I refused My heart is still asking, do you Do you mean it when you say my name? 'Cause lately all this bullshit ain't making me feel what you say Tell me, do you mean it when you say my name? 'Cause it's always constant bullshit when you don't do what you say Beside, apart from you, I would ride for you, I will (I will) Even them times you ain't do me right, I was right here Showing you what the word, being loyal is But we would always end up fighting But the truth is I was only trying to make it right Even thought I might've been wrong In the way that I didn't keep it private Responding in the best way I knew When you know that a bitch stay down When you been doubting where I stay Do you mean it when you say my name? 'Cause lately all this bullshit ain't making me feel what you say Tell me, do you feel it when you say my name? 'Cause it's always constant bullshit when you don't do what you say I was only trying to live my life But darling, you'd rather let outside Influence That fame and fortune shit to ruin us, yeah, yeah Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (oh-oh, oh, oh) Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (oh-oh, oh,) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Didn't think you'd take my story and throw it in my face That's a real nice way to throw me away Don't you even worry, I didn't really need a friend I was just pretending to be lonely The jokes on you How do you feel? I feel cool Now those butterflies all seem bubblegum, The only thing you knew to make my feet go numb This ain't a love song No, you don't deserve one How did you feel with your hands up in the clouds? What did you have when you brought them down? Hopefully something accountable I swallowed your knife You won't be feeding the fear in my new life My instincts are so much better than yours My windows are open and you've closed all your doors How time flew I can't recall when I thought you were cool Now with those butterflies all seem bubblegum, The only thing you knew to make my feet go numb This ain't a love song No, you don't deserve one How did you feel with your hands up in the clouds? What did you have when you brought them down? Hopefully something worthwhile

Looked down the hallway to the mirror Noticed all those stretch marks From when I was 15 And I smoked too much weed Those marks remind me Of scars behind me Now that I'm wiser I know it was just an opportunity To grow and be on my own But not alone Those marks are mine And they don't pay no fines Ahhh I should've known better I asked for sugar when I should've been making bread I was afraid of my demons but now we're hanging Don't want to be with you, man I want to be in the band No here's a lighter, toke an antidote for your ego stroke We are not prisoners just friends in the rope Braid those frays Keep it all contained I am a wise gal Shoulda told you, woulda told you if you Would've listened to me Speaking about all my dreaming Aw that's okay, I only know My half of the half of the half of the half I asked for sugar when I should've been making bread I was afraid of my demons but now we chillin' Don't want to be with you man I want to be in the band I asked for sugar I should've taken it Just like you took it Ahhh I should've known better I asked for sugar when I should've been making bread I was afraid of my demons but now we're shaking hands Don't want to be with you man I want to be in the band I asked for honey when I should've been making my money I wasted time betting, shacking with beaus in their buggies Give me another hand I want to be in the band Whatcha gonna do with those bees in your bonnet? Oh sweet Jesus, I think they're hornets Maybe you'll get lucky and they'll still make honey Give it to your monkey It'll be so nice

Look down, i found a stow away Come back, inside our hide away Runaway to the beats that play they go on and on and on And i hope you know, I'll never let you go Look up, I will lift you up Stay near, so i can feel your touch So dark but i heard your heart beat on and on and on In the morning light we would be alright Going nowhere fast Hope it will last We're sinking like a stone It feels so wonderful Going nowhere fast Who knows when the time ends It's never clear We might last a moment Or a thousand years And the towers may tumble But we won't shed a tear And the mountains may crumble But we're still standing here And i know you're wondering if I'll wait for you still I promise i will Going nowhere fast Hope it will last We're sinking like a stone It feels so wonderful Going nowhere fast Tonight I'll keep you so close Alright i think we're almost Too bright I'll keep my eyes closed And try living in this moment Going nowhere fast Hope it will last We're sinking like a stone It feels so wonderful Going nowhere fast Tonight I'll keep you so close Alright i think we're almost Too bright I'll keep my eyes closed And try living in this moment

There's a heart in the states That beats for your embrace Just to be in the grace Of your negative space. I tell it not to be So damn naive But when my brain agrees Oh you better believe. It's not lust. It's need. When I try to swallow the feeling devours me. It's not lust. It's need. There's no heart in my place. I have no breathing space. Took the flower from the vase, Left the vase in case. I will catch my breath along with your caress. I'll wear that yellow dress till there's nothing left. I-I-I Idon't care if I'm alone. Your shadow don't haunt me no more. You were the calm before my storm. Ooo-you. You will be forever more. Forever more Oooo

I'll fix it up in practice Bring it to you in a package Leave multi-faceted Takes courage to be passive Still, you shattered my magic Tossed the keys to the casket And I captured the flag And recited the alphabet backwards! Placed my head on your lap and Tell me I'm attractive A look that is classic Or a case in a basket Matter of fact, got shafted It took me years to move past it Now I'm more elastic And I leave the crowd laughin' Real life for the most part Real life for the most part Real life for the most part Real life for the most part While you pet me in your daydream I am only sayin' what you make me say Be your best friend in a heartbeat But reality is keeping us awake Don't blame me, I'm a bastard Baby-Boomer plastic You know I've never asked for this To be born so tragic Before you think I'm believin' a message in the comment's section Just recall that we are all celebrated actresses (Tequila, tequila) Real life for the most part Real life for the most part Real life for the most part Real life for the most part Eeeeyup!