Suicidal Redemption - Ruru

Seems like such a long time ago But I don't know if I'm ever gonna let her go Well, I remember the first time that I met her I knew she was the one, there couldn't be anybody better Well, I was lost when I looked in her eyes I didn't even have a chance, I didn't, I was mesmorized Well, those eyes, those eyes, they made me realize Sorry, sorry, I didn't know what was to be Sorry, sorry, I could not see Sorry, sorry, Lord, how could this be? Sorry, sorry, it's raining down on me Well, I know it sounds crazy to say But in everything I do, I think about that day Last time I talked to her was on the telephone She said I know it's been a while, but I don't feel like being alone I slammed down the phone on the last thing I'd hear her say Now it's getting harder to live with it every day And I pray, I pray that you can hear me say Sorry, sorry, I could not see Sorry, sorry, it don't seem fair to me Sorry, sorry, Lord, how could this be? Sorry, sorry, it's raining right down on me Now I'm sorry Not a day goes by when I do not sit and wonder why this had to be It don't seem fair to me, no, no, no, no, it don't seem fair to me The more I wish and pray, the more it seems I waste away But it would mean, oh, so much if I could just reach out and our hands would touch And if I'd just go back again I know it'd all be different, have a happy end I know exactly right where I'd start I'd send her a letter straight from my heart It doesn't seem fair, why can't I forgive? She was, oh, so young, she didn't even have a chance to live And it's, oh, so hard to forgive Sometimes people think I don't know what to say 'Cause I'm looking out in space, but inside I'm praying I pray, I pray, I pray, pray, pray And then I think about the day she died About that night and in the morning I'd cry, cry, cry And I cried, I cried just as hard as I could So sorry, sorry, I didn't know what was to be Sorry, sorry, well, it don't seem fair to me Sorry, sorry, Lord, I'll always be Sorry, sorry, she died but it's killing me When will it come that time when it'll be my day And I wonder what I'll see and what you'll think And if I'll have the courage to stay When I last was seen, thinkin' out of my head, won't do it for me I'll start by looking her straight in the eye And telling her that I'm sorry

Flashing pictures on my screen Shown too quickly to be seen Does not register in the conscious mind Propaganda of another kind They're fucking with me subliminally They're fucking with me subliminally Flashing pictures on the screen Shown too quickly to be seen Doesn't register in the conscious mind Propaganda of another kind Danger, nightmare Doomsday, nightmare Murder, nightmare Nightmare, nightmare Danger, nightmare Doomsday, nightmare Murder, nightmare Nightmare, nightmare They'll fuck with me subliminally They'll fuck with me subliminally They'll fuck with me subliminally They'll fuck with me subliminally Watching TV, I start to cry For no reason, I don't know why Could it be from messages on my TV Which I'm getting subliminally? They're fucking with me subliminally They're fucking with me subliminally Flashing pictures on my screen Shown too quickly to be seen Does not register in my conscious mind Propaganda of another kind Danger, nightmare Doomsday, nightmare Murder, nightmare Nightmare, nightmare Danger, nightmare Doomsday, nightmare Murder, nightmare Nightmare, nightmare They'll fuck with me subliminally They'll fuck with me subliminally They'll fuck with me subliminally They'll fuck with me subliminally Mind control, the easiest way Sponsered by the CIA It's a weapon you cannot see It's propaganda subliminally They're fucking with me subliminally They're fucking with me subliminally

I just wanna go out with you Ill pick up flowers and pastries I know you like I like to hide my true self But society fucked me over and turned me into a bitch i am today But i wont let that get into our way I just wanna go back to my room I don't want this fame i just want you But you like someone else Ill hunt that fucker down just so i can stay with you Ill turn off the lights and forget who you are If you run away i will shoot you Even if i think it very hard Ill burn every memory and shoot my self in the arse All these question still remain Like Who would you kill? Who would you love? Who would you take? And Who would you hurt? I will be better on my own I like these suicidal thoughts But for the time i just want you I sinned a lot Hell hot For good reasons Torture me Ill give u a fortune cookie I know you like to see shit That hurts me I will put you on a chair And pull all your nails I will tie you up And shave your head I will make you do the dishes before You make any wishes I will make you move my 100 pounds sofa along a hill I will give u my blood as a beverage I will play with you hair as i trim them off I just wanna go back to my room I don't want this fame i just want you But you like someone else Ill hunt that fucker down just so i can stay with you Ill turn off the lights and forget who you are If you run away i will shoot you