Still Life - Steve Ward

Well, that's life Why would it change it now? I wanna, I wanna (yeah) I wanna go back but That's life, why would it change it now? One minute I'm up, one minute I'm face down I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but She is my guiding star, she's on my tarot cards She wants to break up, why don't you say? That you dug your own grave But I'm wondering if you want love anymore I wanna go back but That's life, why would it change it now? One minute I'm up, one minute I'm face down I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but That's life, that's what you told me You think too much, shut up and hold me I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but No, she won't want me back like this, no Now that I have gone and messed up She wants to break up, why don't you stay? I've been grinding my teeth so long, long, long Won't be able to smile when you're gone (gone, gone, gone, gone...) You're my baby girl, only one for me And when the walls are closing in You turn and say to me You wanna go back but (one, two) That's life, why would it change it now? One minute I'm up, one minute I'm face down I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back back, back But that's life, that's what you told me You think too much, shut up and hold me I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but Oh, yeah (La la la, la la la) I wanna go back, back, back but

What can only be found now? It can only be found now Did you find it? Do you see it? It can only be found now As if, as if staring at a gravesite 'Til I become a gravesite Would it make me a still life? As if I knew what I knew But I don't, so I do what I do So I go with the flow 'til I'm blue As if the notion to know shit Could save no one from nothing As if I make space saved for placelessness And be pasted into my peaceful bliss As if I'm displaced in this place Is it this face? Within this grin? As if How 'bout that How 'bout that I'll walk into the landscape I won't come back How 'bout that How 'bout that I'll walk into away How 'bout How 'bout I walk into the distance Until I become the distance Would it make me the distance? How 'bout The still life with old shoes holds truth Deep in a blue mood with hues of gold sun views It's the rearview and the real you that haunt you Even here too, real soon I'll walk away into a way of being Be it, I meant to mean it Reaching for meaning But I'll wake up I'm still Jacob With still life and self-love How 'bout How 'bout that How 'bout that I'll walk into the landscape I won't come back How 'bout that How 'bout that I'll walk into away How 'bout that How 'bout that How 'bout that How 'bout that How 'bout that How 'bout that

Remember those photographs we took on that boat in Spain I took 'em down and ripped 'em up and threw them all away Remember on the back of one you wrote we were meant to be That doesn't really matter now 'cause you don't mean a thing to me Baby, you should've told me Told me from the start I thought that I was your only Till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else I never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, so, so damaged Because of you Got rid of those clothes you left Like you got rid of my dreams I don't wanna be reminded of All of the memories Ah yes, still have the tickets I saved from our very first date But it don't really matter now 'Cause you threw our love away Baby, you should've told me Because now I'm torn apart I thought that I was your only Till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else I never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, so, so damaged Because of you It's almost like you would never hear I almost feel like I don't care, girl I've almost got here to forget pain The only thing I've left to say Is how could you leave me so damaged Damaged, oh no no no no I never thought, never thought that you'd do that Everything is gone You said you love me, you said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong I never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, I'm so, so damaged Because of you Never, never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, I'm so, so damaged Because of you

It was a night like this Under the stars one kiss And I totally knew you were the one And I had no reservation no That day is still on my mind I play it over and rewind But I never get why you never fell The same way that I did I wish you gonna crash in me No turning back totally Lost in a rush the way that I was Totally lost in you Why couldn't you crash into me Why can't tell no past on the things Holding you back the way that I have Been doing the same for you Why couldn't you crash in me One look is all that I needed to know That you are for me and I didn't need No more cofirmation ohhhh So why do you ask so many questions? I don't understnad what makes you keep coming back If you just let our worlds collide you'll feel so much better I wish you gonna crash in me No turning back totally Lost in a rush the way that I was Totally lost in you Why couldn't you crash into me Why can't tell no past on the things Holding you back the way that I have Been doing the same for you Why couldn't you crash in me Why you so afraid of letting go It's like some things gonna go Instead it's going down the road Why don't you crash into me No turning back totally Lost in a rush the way that I was Totally lost in you Why couldn't you crash in me Why can't tell no past on the things Holding you back the way that I have Been doing the same for you Why won't you crash into me Why won't you crash into me Why won't you crash into me Why won't you crash woh oh Why won't you crash into me No turning back ohhh Why won't you crash oh Why won't you...

I won't let myself out there again And I have to face the truth, no more pretend Oh, it kills me inside to let you go But I have to move on, you hurt me so I'm seeing through you and I won't take no more I have been foolish, won't be running back this time Don't even try I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price This is goodbye Can't believe how we've just fell apart Never thought that you would break my heart I've been so foolish, I just had to open my eyes To realize I have been foolish You'd be only mine if I never left Yeah, that's the promise that you never kept Oh, it kills me inside to let you go But I have to move on, you hurt me so I'm seeing through you and I won't take no more I have been foolish, won't be running back this time Don't even try I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price This is goodbye Can't believe how we've just fell apart Never thought that you would break my heart I've been so foolish, I just had to open my eyes To realize I have been foolish I have been foolish, won't be running back this time I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price I have been foolish, won't be running back this time Don't even try I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price This is goodbye Can't believe how we've just fell apart Never thought that you would break my heart I've been so foolish, I just had to open my eyes To realize I have been foolish Oh, I have been foolish

فكرت كتير قبل ما اجي يا ترى اقولك ولا لأ قررت أقول خلاص عادي لأني فعلاً عندي حق إنت أغرب حاجة عرفتها إنت صفحة سودة قفلتها صدمة عمري بأمانة فترة ذل ومهانة يا أكتر سيرة كرهتها إنت أغرب حاجة عرفتها إنت صفحة سودة قفلتها صدمة عمري بأمانة فترة ذل ومهانة يا أكتر سيرة كرهتها كنت باقي وبغبائي بتحمل وأعاني كنت بلغي كبريائي وأقول هيتغير عشاني تحت شعار الحب كنت مش شايف قيمتي اتاريني ظالم نفسي وكنت بقلل من كرامتي وبالنسبة لعمري اللي فات تروح في داهية الذكريات ومش هقول إني ندمت عشان بجد أنا اتعلمت فكرة إنك تستنى الإحساس من أي حد زي ما تسقي ورد صناعي وتستناه يكبر بجد إنت أغرب حاجة عرفتها إنت صفحة سودة قفلتها صدمة عمري بأمانة فترة ذل ومهانة يا أكتر سيرة كرهتها