Steven - Jake Miller

Steven, I love you I can't grow passed you, I'm homesick in spite of the place, That I fostered and styled and raised this child, Keeps me in pitch and in pace But I miss reaching for the lasers, The sound of the beat as it clicks away, Classes cool behavior, Spending the night out of the sky, Learning to love and not ask why Steven, I missed you, The whole world kissed you, You shot up in bloom like a fern, That was spotted and black, With the leaves rolled back, As I same trick to easy to turn Should I change my name and move to the country, A life full of children and animals, White fences and landed gentry Baby, i want to be myself, But i am somebody else Nine months later i'm the lonely one, With all the food of labor and half of the fun, Crisp and cozy in the rising sun, He's got a heart of gold, And he beats like a drum, And he shakes, The pebbles that crack and then break, The kid logic, Dissolves and it all starts to give away, That nothing is ever the same I can't stand it, I want to be myself, But I am somebody else, Steven, I'm watching the world get boring, There's too much restraint in the mix, I'd be overly flattered to feel so shattered, To have something broken to fix But I know the world outside is knocking, The dream and the drive of the pedigree, The voices interlocking, Maybe I want to be myself, But I am somebody else Nine months later I'm the lonely one, With all the food of labor and half of the fun, Crisp and cozy in the rising sun, He's got a heart of gold, And he beats like a drum, And he shakes, The pebbles that crack and then break, The kid logic, Dissolves and it all starts to give away, That nothing is ever the same I can't stand it, I want to be myself, But I am somebody else And you'll never harbor someone like me, If you never leave then you'll never see, I swear that i will pull you from the wreckage, Of this sunday-monday routine I will pull you from the wreckage, Don't you leave on my own, 'Cause you and me, We're two of a kind, We're two of a kind Steven, i love you I can't grow past you I have nothing left to give to you

I don't want to see you go I don't even want to be there I will cover up my eyes And pray it goes away You've only lived a minute of your life I must be dreaming, please stop screaming I don't like to hear you cry You just don't know how deep that cuts me So I will cover up my eyes And it will go away You've only lived a minute of your life I must be dreaming, please stop screaming Steven! Steven! I hear my name! Steven! Is someone calling me? I hear my name! Steven! That icy breath that whispers screams of pain! I don't want to feel you die But if that's the way that God has planned you I'll put pennies on your eyes And it will go away See? You've only lived a minute of your life I must be dreaming, please stop screaming Steven... Is someone calling me? No... Steven... I think I hear a voice--- it's outside the door! Steven! I hear my name! Steven! Is someone calling me? I hear my name! Steven! What do you want? Steven! What do you want? What do you want? What do you want? Steven! Steven! Steven! I hear my name...

Telah lama Kurasa mengganjal di dada Ada segelintir curiga Kau tak lagi terlihat seperti biasa Sekian lama Kucoba tepis semua rasa Rasa ragu yang pernah ada Semua t'lah kuanggap jadi hal yang biasa Until one day I found some many lies In front of my eyes, ye-ah That day I finally realized That I could not trust you Saat kumulai percaya padamu 'Tuk iringi langkahku Bisanya kau campakan aku Kau mampu ingkari janjimu Saat kumulai percaya padamu 'Tuk temani hariku Bisanya kau tipu diriku Kau mampu hianati aku Oo-oo-oo Hi-ye-ee-ee Hu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu Yey Oo-ye-ah One day I found some many lies In front of my eyes, ye-ah That day I finally realized That I could not trust you Saat kumulai percaya padamu 'Tuk iringi langkahku Bisanya kau campakan aku Kau mampu ingkari janjimu Saat kumulai percaya padamu 'Tuk temani hariku Bisanya kau tipu diriku Kau mampu hianati aku Saat kumulai percaya padamu 'Tuk iringi langkahku Bisanya kau campakan aku Kau mampu ingkari janjimu Tapi kini kubiarkan berlalu 'Tuk balut perih hatiku Kau pikir siapa dirimu Yang mampu hancurkan hatiku Oo-oo-oo-oo Ye-aa-aa-ay

Reason never seems To come to guilty men Things that meant so much Mean nothing in the end Their function is dysfunctional To hide the truth Distracted by their faith Ignoring every proof A bicycle A garden wall A mother's call A love is born And after all The sleep that falls on me In the city there are those that live alone Twilight brings them from the gloom Into our homes And hiding there among The wreckage left behind They see things that haunt them When they close their eyes Come back if you want to And remember who you are 'Cause there's nothing here For you my dear And everything must pass When the world doesn't want you It will never tell you why You can shut the door But you can't ignore The crawl of your decline Come back(Child come) if you want to (Child come) (Child come) (Child come) Come back(Child come) if you want to (Child come) Come back(Child come) (Child come) A bicycle A garden wall A mother's call A love is born And after all the sleep that falls on me

I'm throwing out the page I found The memory 'bout you and I There's a time I dreamed about The place we'll go on a summer night So take me to your deepest heart Now I really need proof to go on 'Cause my life goes dark When I know that I can never be your love, oh-oh Wish we never talked Wish we never saw But now I know you're just too far To catch you with my arms Wish I never met you Wish I never touched your hand On the day I really thought you are The only one that I could ever really love I'm not a person that believe About the things that people talk But the things you said, they made my world I never doubted you were wrong, ooh-ooh So take me to your deepest heart Now I really need proof to go on 'Cause my life goes dark When I know that I can never be your love Oh-oh-oh-oh Wish we never talked I wish we never saw But now I know you're just too far To catch you with my arms I wish I never met you I wish I never touched your hand On the day I really thought you are The only one that I could ever really love Just tell me that I'm wrong Or say anything at all I don't care if it's true or false, no Don't tell me your excuses Was the love we had honest Was it ever true? I wish we never talked I wish we never saw But now I know you're just too far To catch you with my arms I wish I never met you I wish I never touched your hand The day I really thought you are The only one that I could ever really love