Starscape - DJ Delusional

Though it's not what it seems, it still pleases me to see you fall Because I know that you won't learn a thing through it all You'll deny you can't find peace of mind anymore Until you feel nothing at all Another self-indulgent tirade meant to impress me So egotistical and vain, so sad it's depressing So what is the purpose behind the way you've glorified your existence Still, I can't help but watch the wave you've unleashed collapse as it kills you You're diluting yourself again I obsess over things you've said But over and over again A part of you dies Though it's not what it seems, it still pleases me to see you fall Because I know that you won't learn a thing through it all You'll deny you can't find peace of mind anymore Until you feel nothing at all You feel nothing at all Another self-destructive statement meant to upset me You're optimistic or insane, either way you're obsessing So what is the purpose behind the way you've minimized my existence Still, I can't help but watch the wave you've unleashed collapse as it kills me You're diluting yourself again I obsess over things you've said But over and over again A part of you dies Though it's not what it seems, it still pleases me to see you fall Because I know that you won't learn a thing through it all You'll deny you can't find peace of mind anymore Until you feel nothing at all You feel nothing at all

Was I delusional for loving you I gave you credit where the credit wasn't due Whether the weather I would run to you It's time to split the things I do from what I used to do Blaming myself when you don't call Maybe you're my biggest downfall ya Was I delusional for loving you Am I delusional? Guess who guess who guessed the password to your phone I had I had I had too much time alone ya I put the phone away I don't want to impose Why you got the devil in your contacts tho (huh) Usually I don't mind Your blood isn't like mine Was I delusional for loving you I gave you credit where the credit wasn't due Whether the weather I would run to you It's time to split the things I do from what I used to do Blaming myself when you don't call Maybe you're my biggest downfall ya Was I delusional for loving you Am I delusional? All of what I give is what you take away I don't I don't I don't want to say your name ya If I attempt to use the logic that you gave You turn to me and say you say that I'm so vain (what) Usually I don't mind Your blood isn't like mine Was I delusional for loving you I gave you credit where the credit wasn't due Whether the weather I would run to you It's time to split the things I do from what I used to do Blaming myself when you don't call Maybe you're my biggest downfall ya Was I delusional for loving you Am I delusional?