Staring/Closure - AyiL

I didn't believe you When you said you'd leave me bruised But everyone told me It's always the beautiful ones Who show you the world from the highest of mountains Then push you right down to the deepest of valleys But I didn't know I was chasing horizons Oh I could've sworn you and I we were flying Flying I know I'm not perfect I tend to dramatize, overanalyze, criticize every little thing I do And I get awkward and nervous I guess I'm just a little insecure sometimes But I'm a man of my word, yeah you know that I'm honest Not a Saint nor a God, but a King, yes I'm worthy When the music is playing I'll be on the dance floor But I don't wanna dance by myself anymore It's not enough This is not enough It might be fate It might be bad timing Or maybe I'm just not the man that you dreamed of It is what it is and there's no way around it If you find what you need Then I hope That you're happy

Feel small again Same old story Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off without you I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I am better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you I'll take time again War on worry Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off alone I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying And though I'll be sad Lying's still lying And I'll settle with that Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I give up trying for you I give up trying I give up trying At least for today Lying's still lying I'll make it okay Bend it all you want And hide it all you can But I give up fighting for you I'm trying I'm better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you, yes

Oh God I know it I know I shouldn't call her back She's using me and I'm fine with that Yeah, she's using me and I'm fine with that And I hear ya sighs Through your phone tonight Look deep up in my eyes And tell me why'd you call me just to tell me to Come over Come over For closure For closure For closure She's hot and cold like Shoto Todoroki I know I know I must be crazy Phone's always dry And I never get a reply And I hear ya cries Through your phone tonight Look deep up in my eyes And tell me why'd you call me just to tell me to Come over Come over For closure For closure Come over Come over For closure For closure For closure

If it ain't you I know my heart wouldn't last Still waiting on the moment you come through Remember all the things in the past I've sent the pin but you still ain't rendezvous I know you missin' me But you chose him over me Leaving was the only Choice I had in front of me And now my heart's a little colder Find it harder to stay sober And I know this can't be over And my love keeps getting older But my heart keeps tellin' me You're my one and only But I know for sure I can't get down on one knee I don't want this to be over Miss you cryin' on my shoulder Why'd you leave without no closure? I wish I had never known her And no you never trusted me No cap girl you're all I need I'm trapped can you let me free? And I promise you're the one for me yeah, yeah Fuck that shit girl I been said sorry I need some closure Will you come back to me? No probably Cause I know it's over And now my heart's a little colder Find it harder to stay sober And I know this can't be over And my love keeps getting older But my heart keeps tellin' me You're my one and only But I know for sure I can't get down on one knee