Spectacular Spider R

Yeah A quick trip to NOLA to catch up with some old friends Yeah, I copped the whip and then next Day, start thinkin' 'bout the next one Like I ain't satisfied, in my head, I start second guessin' Appreciate where you at, I still ain't learned the lesson Compare myself without realizin' that I'm the blessed one My good days and my bad days, they seem to keep on switchin' Most artists sound don't feel like me, but you don't pay attention Don't talk about alcoholism, don't talk about addiction Don't talk about mental health, don't talk about depression Spend hours scrollin' my socials, and I compare myself See all the things I don't like in me, I can't bear myself The voice in my head keeps talkin', wish I ain't hear myself And in the depths of my darkness, sometimes I scare myself Is it ever good enough? Is the work I put enough? Is it goin' pop? Is it too soft or is it hood enough? Nina Simone never could have been misunderstood enough It's all there, you just gotta look enough (You know?) Is it good enough? 'Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Uh) Is it good enough? (Yeah) Somebody show me the remedy (Uh, uh) Is it good enough? I remember when you said to me 'Cause if not now, when will it ever be? 'Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Oh no) The questions we ask ourselves The things we don't talk about out loud (Yeah, uh) I fell out with all my exes, now they're cursing his name Chasin' ghosts and memories, I think I'm searchin' in vain I self-medicate sometimes, they said it works for the pain Sacrifice the personal life while tryna work for this fame I put my personal gain, before the people I love And now I'm here askin' myself while 20 deep in the club Who really loves me for me or who's just here for the clout? If I had to guess it's fifty fifty just to even it out I'm rambling, back on topic since they gave me the floor The point's appreciate the present, I just wait here for more And I been starting days with writing lists what I'm grateful for We're like some heroes to these kids, I drag my cape on the floor We lost Nipsey and I cried 100 tears in my room Let's celebrate our heroes now, Not just when they're gone too soon (Yeah) I'm thinking back on it now But don't get so caught up too much you Miss the spectacular now (Let's go, uh) Is it good enough? 'Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Uh) Is it good enough? (Yeah) Somebody show me the remedy (Uh, uh) Is it good enough? I remember when you said to me 'Cause if not now, when will it ever be? 'Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Oh no)

I'm really back in my element Feeling like weezy I'm back on my shit again yea Spitting and flowing articulate Feel like a militant how i be killing it Really smooth how I be flipping it What it do shit I been living it Watch how I move but I be winging it And I'm stacking my Lizzy and Benjamin yea Life in the tropics could really be fun Shout out to Scruphe he really a don Hopped on the beat cause it gave me a buzz Music my love she hit like a drug Came out the mud, sipping on mud I remember doing this shit just because Shout out to haze ma woe we Up Came a long way we use to have none Ray ban shades in the tropical sun Painting these pictures I don't need a brush I feel like doing what cannot be done Feel like a Don the chosen one Spectacular woedee I'm feeling immaculate Chill god I'm chosen I'm really attacking em Two thousand twenty three I'm with the pack again I took to the sky like a javelin People act crazy when you be the bigger man I love my jackets I'm flexing in letterman Crime only pays if you leaving no evidence Man I did all this shit for the betterment Life in the tropics could really be fun Shout out to Scruphe he really a don Shout Mikey ma woe we Up Shout out to dats he really the one Feel like I'm chosen I shine with the sun I'm really golden I'm living it up She finna do anything for a buzz She use to do anything for the drugs On a new level, I'm going up Trapping and rapping I do this for fun Truly amazing he came out the mud Shine like the sun I'm really above