Soul Disintegration - Scar The Martyr

I've spent my last nights Strung up and pulled tight. Holding out, sleep and grow. An answer comes without a please: 'Do what you want.' [Chorus:] Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss. Rather live my life in regret then do this. What happened to the love we both knew? We both chased. Hanging on a cigarette you need me, You burn me you'll burn me. Hushed with a finger Don't say you'll never when you might, Or just another time. This poison comes instruction free. Do what you want, but I'm drinking. Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss. Rather live my life in regret then do this. What happened to the love we both knew? We both chased. Hanging on a cigarette you need me, You burn me you'll burn me. Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh [continues through chorus] Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss I'd rather live my life in regret than do this What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me.

I see Lights when I close my eyes With you I'm lost on the other side Time slows Forever into the night With you I'm numb but it feels so right I see Lights when I close my eyes With you I'm lost on the other side Time slows Forever into the night With you I'm numb but it feels so right Disintegrate (Disintegrate) I see Lights when I close my eyes With you I'm lost on the other side Time slows Forever into the night With you I'm numb but it feels so right Disintegrate I see Lights when I close my eyes With you I'm lost on the other side Time slows Forever into the night With you I'm numb but it feels so right Disintegrate

Put on a smile Put on a show Give em all what they think they know Rouge on the cheeks Sweat in the sheets Give em what they think that you owe In low secret tones The whispers will flow With secrets of the girl who fell apart A danger to keep A cobra asleep Wasted like another broken heart Everyone loves something bout a broken spirit Everyone is gathering in hopes they'll hear it Crashing through a legacy The falling of the armor Everyone loves someone if they play The Martyr They think I lost I pity the thought That I'd go down in their decay A figment awake can't easily break I'm in control til judgment day Everyone loves something bout a broken spirit Everyone is gathering in hopes they'll hear it Crashing through a legacy The falling of the armor Everyone loves someone if they play The Martyr Everyone loves something bout a girl pretending Everyone is gathering her tragic ending Crashing through the image of a girl and her desire The war might be won but I won't play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr Everyone loves something bout a broken spirit (Put on a smile put on a show) Everyone is gathering in hopes they hear it (Give em all what they think they know) Crashing through a legacy (Rouge on the cheeks) The falling of the armor (Sweat in the sheets) Everyone loves someone if they play The Martyr (Give em what they think that you owe) Everyone loves something bout a girl pretending (In low secret tones the whispers will flow) Everyone is gathering her tragic ending (With secrets of the girl who fell apart) Crashing through the image of a girl and her desire (A danger to keep a cobra asleep) The war might be won but I won't play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr The Martyr Play The Martyr The war might be won but I won't play The Martyr

I see you in bed again So worthy of being hated You're dreaming all this time You've torn out my heart again So easy to be misleaded For thinking this was right We've done this many times No more, fuck off, take it, there is no god We would've engaged by now There is no god, only me In serving out your life you will see light You see the martyr and it's harder So you fallout into grace No room for the tears again You suffer, you've been mistreated In my eyes you're a creature You're tasting the limes again Misery will follow Too late for feeling sorry In serving out your life you will see light You see the martyr and it's harder So you fallout into grace I've got one simple question How many times will this cloud fall? Until there's no reason Follow me out You try to swallow In serving out your life you will see light You see the martyr and it's harder So you fallout into grace It's your Christ again Is your Christ a friend? Follow no more There is no reasoning behind this All the suffering keeps me stumbling There is no reason behind this For all this pain that's still around Pain that's still around There is no god, only me

Follow me to the water Follow me to the sea We're going down to meet a Martyr A Man who's blood can make you clean He bled for your forgiveness He bled to make you free So I'm standing as a witness To the mercy I receive So follow me to the water Drink and never thirst again We're going down to see the Martyr He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin Follow me to the water Follow me to the sea We're going down to meet a Martyr A Man who's blood can make you clean He bled for your forgiveness He bled to make you free So I'm standing as a witness To the mercy I receive So follow me to the water Drink and never thirst again We're going down to see the Martyr He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin