I've never been lonely I've got these ghosts to keep me company I took the rearview off this old Ford, so I only see in front of me Now the past is out of sight and out of mind Swore I changed, now I'm back chasing these white lines I'm just a long-haired son of a sinner Searching for new ways I can get gone I'm a pedal to the highway If you ever wonder why we write these songs 'Cause I'm only one drink away from the devil I'm only one call away from home Yeah, I'm somewhere in the middle I guess I'm just a little right and wrong These back roads got me These pills pretend to be my friend And I'm done for the last time I'm lying to myself again I always say that but I'm on my way back there somehow I should know by now I'm just a long-haired son of a sinner Searching for new ways I can get gone I'm a pedal to the highway If you ever wonder why we write these songs 'Cause I'm only one drink away from the devil I'm only one call away from home Yeah, I'm somewhere in the middle I guess I'm just a little right and wrong Mistakes I made, I paid for them in cash Walked a million miles on broken glass I'm feeling like I'm fading My heart's been slowly breaking Might pop a pill, and smoke and maybe drink Talk to God and tell him what I think At first, He's gonna hate me But eventually, He'll save me I'm just a long-haired son of a sinner Searching for new ways I can get gone I'm a pedal to the highway If you ever wonder why we write these songs 'Cause I'm only one drink away from the devil I'm only one call away from home Yeah, I'm somewhere in the middle I guess I'm just a little right and wrong

I take a moment just to breathe when I'm feeling that stress With my sins on my sleeve, with what heart I have left 'Til I take my last breath, I will battle with the flesh I picked the side for which I ride There ain't no straddle in the fizz (lord, please) I feel the time passing by I can feel the crash coming I been on a manic high Reminisce to cooking packs Changed my life, no looking back The only man I fear is the reflection I'm looking at Only time I'm ever happy is when I'm keeping a buzz I feel a wall around myself and the people I love Lord, protect me from the storm, I feel the thunder again I done prayed before with a pistol under my chin (Lord please) 'Cause I know that I've been living wrong All along, I just didn't wanna be alone Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong All along, I just didn't wanna be alone I'm so afraid of me My demons keep chasing me There ain't no saving me I can't get away from me Pray for me 'Cause I know that I've been living wrong I can't get away from me Pray for me I just didn't wanna be alone I can't get away from me I can't get away from me I can't get away from me Still running from the devil, stiletto's on the gas pedal Pain so high that she crying in a falsetto Echos of my last words' louder than her screams Living in a nightmare, I promised her a dream But I promise this ain't her, this is me My life is slipping through my hand, her love's at my feat I beat myself up 'til my eyes swelled shut So I can't see the love and the choice that's in front of me, fuck I feel stuck in a rut, deep pain in my gut I'm an angel to my demons that duck that cup Built a wall around my heart not to hide It's to keep my love safe from what I see inside Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong All along, I just didn't wanna be alone Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong All along, I just didn't wanna be alone I'm so afraid of me My demons keep chasing me There ain't no saving me I can't get away from me Pray for me 'cause I know that I've been living wrong I can't get away from me Pray for me, I just didn't wanna be alone I can't get away from me I can't get away from me I can't get away from me

(We all live in a house of mirrors) (We all live in a house of mirrors) Broken mirrors, broken glass I'm picking up the pieces of my broken past And I'm standing at the grave of my father's name 'cause I pray to God, no, I don't wanna be the same, so I see the tide rise inside your eyes I fight against the current, but it just won't die Through the heartache, I find redemption And change the fate of my reflection It's three in the mornin' And I don't know where I'm goin' I think my mind's been stolen (I think my mind's been stolen) We all live in a house of mirrors Running from myself, but there's nowhere to hide I like to think I look like a hero But all I see is a child that's terrified The numbers on the clock don't last My reflection don't reflect my past We can't hide in a house of mirrors Unless you break the glass The person that I used to be is just a memory One look at me, and all you'll see is just the enemy And who you pictured I would be, I guess we'll never see My dreams, well, they can rest in peace, I guess it's just my destiny It's three in the mornin' I think my mind's been stolen 'Cause the fame is golden But the glass is broken We all live in a house of mirrors Running from myself, but there's nowhere to hide I like to think I look like a hero But all I see is a child that's terrified The numbers on the clock don't last My reflection don't reflect my past We can't hide in a house of mirrors Unless you break the glass I'm trying to make my way through broken glass Picking up the pieces of the past I don't wanna see what shadows cast When I look back We all live in a house of mirrors Running from myself, but there's nowhere to hide I like to think I look like a hero But all I see is a child that's terrified The numbers on the clock don't last My reflection don't reflect my past We can't hide in a house of mirrors Unless you break the glass

Sometimes I don't know what to Write about but sometimes I do Thinking about the music industry And how its kind of new And sometimes I just make beats For the fun of it I'd rather be making a melody than Doing anything else Because this is what I love to do And sometimes I don't have a Rhyme even though I have all the Time to put a line in Yeah ta' put a line in I feel like God put me on an Significant assignment And I know that everything will Be revealed on His perfect timing But the greatest gift of all that he Has blessed me with is this Rhyming One day it might be me with a Contract that I'm signin' It's not up to me It's not in my control with my Future to define it Trusting where I can't see I don't mind it Whoever hears me I hope For your sake that salvation yeah You find it Wisdom and truth I hope you bind it And sometimes I think about time Wondering where did it go Their right when they say time Will tell In my life it had really show Moments turned to memories And memories turned into the Past I never realized that I Grew up so fast Man speaking of moments Make sure you live in em' I've had a couple pass by in my life And I'm missing em' That hit too close to home And all of that made me far from it Trying to figure out what life really is and what it wasn't Realizing there is never a perfect moment for life to be seized We all miss you Rip Denise Four days after my seventeenth Trying to figure out why it was Meant to be Trying to figure out why I was Here and you weren't Man I remember my junior year in the Library yeah during lunch So in shock it was like life Went straight for a punch All I'm tryna say is live everyday Like it's the last It's time to focus on the present Rather than worrying about The past And I don't know about you but Life is goin pretty fast It feels like yesterday I was just a little kid on the Playground trading lunches But now I'm working hard In the studio I'm reaping now and eventually I will sow I'm living everyday like it's my last Yeah This is all I want to do man Forget about my past Yeah This is my future And I'm not done growing I'm learning in life There's no chance of knowing I'm doing everything in my Capability to make this all happen Young and at work yeah Keep on laughing Know that I got true grit I'm never lacking Song upon song yeah I keep on stacking It's just I've been around older folk Who have been mad at the world Wishing they would have done Something with their lives rather Than watching it move Yeah watching it move But I'm not gonna be that girl Yeah It's not gon' be me Speaking of past times Remembering all of those Sad rhymes I miss you dec yeah We all do We all do When we come together it feels Like it's just not the same Looking for you across the table But then giving me a reality check Sometimes it seems fake rather Than serial Life and death is no joke I'm like Jesus take the wheel Take the wheel yeah Yeah yeah take the All I'm tryna' say is live everyday Like it's the last It's time to focus on the present Rather than Worrying about the past And I don't know about you but Life is goin pretty fast And sometimes it's greater feeling Like an outcast Sometimes being an outcast means That your meant for more That you get different Opportunities and Significant doors Yeah Been lookin at my face In the mirror lately like wow I've grown so much Man 2020 revealed and had shown So much I've learned in this world There's a difference between Giving and receiving And not to be selfish arrogant Person that is so needy I've learned so far that all you need is God he'll handle the rest And sometimes less is best And I've noticed how simple life Can be if you just trust in Him Your looking for a dub but the Wins in Him I've turned away from the flesh Because I crave heaven I meet Him face to face when I was As young as seven God sought me Picked me out of the crowd and Said follow me He saved me like Jonah Suffering in the sea I've learned it's not about the I But about the we Yes This whole rap thing is it for me

I've no wish to hurry you luv But have you seen the time? It's quarter to ten and we're supposed to be there at nine I don't think the registrar Will be very pleased When we show up an hour late Like two frozen peas Both now facing for the first time Presently and past Something that begins with M And ends in alas More than not complete disaster Even from the start What could it be...? It's Matrimony I know how you've dreamt about Being walked down the aisle But think of the money we'll save And you'll see it's worthwhile It won't please our mums and dads But they don't even know Besides if they did what's the betting They wouldn't even go You and me are all that matters Disregard the rest Trust your soon to be old man He knows what is best Very shortly now there's going to be An answer from you Then one from me That's matrimony Oh, I'm truly grateful for the little things in life That have made me so glad Every other hour that I spend with you Is not in the least bit sad Quite the opposite in fact And if you don't believe me Here's the proof Ask me if I and I'll say "Aye, I do" You and me are all that matters Disregard the rest Trust your soon to be old man He knows what is best Very shortly now there's going to be An answer from you Then one from me That's matrimony Marriage - the joining together of two people For better or for worse till death them do part Ole!