So Scared - Emily Kopp

They say love grows, but I've only seen it die I'm too young to feel like I'm runnin' out of time I get so scared Thinkin' I'll never get over you I'll always be making a compromise No matter what I do, ooh And maybe I'll never get over you I've heard no one controls what happens in our lives The universe gets to decide Our future is written up here in the sky And I get so scared Thinkin' I'll never get over you Everything I've imagined And none of our plans coming true I met someone new and now I'm scared to go all the way I hear you in my mind and can't let go of what you used to say I'm freakin', it's repeating' when you said there'll never be a day When letting go feels like before, tonight we're tryin' anyway And I get so scared Thinkin' they'll all be just like you All the ways that you hurt me And all of the shit you put me through But, maybe They'll all be just like you Or maybe, I'll never come close to you So maybe, I'll never get over you Baby

I'm so scared of dying And leaving you behind Every day I try just to stay alive So you won't be sitting by That empty chair at night I'm smoking like a factory Come on, keep ahead of me Don't wanna think of you Happy and alone 'Cause I'm so scared of dying And leaving you behind I put a little poison in your cup one time So lock me up, baby if mercy is a crime I check your breathing as you sleep Hoping it slows and stops for keeps Don't wanna think you might Have to be alone 'Cause I'm so scared of dying And leaving you behind I don't wanna think of you Running through the worst of me Or you to figure out You should've long ago got free It is better for us both if I survive So you never know how it feels To truly be alive 'Cause I'm so scared of dying And leaving you behind I'm so scared of dying And leaving you behind I'm so scared (I'm so scared) I'm so scared of dying I'm so scared (I'm so scared) Every day I just try to stay alive (I'm so scared) 'Cause I'm so scared of dying

Take my hand and rock it real slow I wanna feel your love tonight Let's put the world on pause and get drunk off these city lights I'm all about us tonight Ooh, I'm scared to fall in love again Ooh, I'm scared to fall in love again Yeah, tried to give you everything, I was thinking wedding ring You were cheating every chance you got while I was faithful Then you went with who you, told me not to worry 'bout Now you got a baby with him, damn, that could've been me Can't say that I hate you, if I had the money That I have now, I would've taken you away from Everything that killed us, would have seen the real us Now I'm scared of falling in love again Take my hand and rock it real slow I wanna feel your love tonight Let's put the world on pause and get drunk off these city lights I'm all about us tonight Ooh, I'm scared to fall in love again Ooh, I'm scared to fall in love again Yeah, tryna help you see the truth But you prolly won't look I just wanna hear your story Like a audio book You knew me before my ex, yeah We stayed at the W, yeah Better not fuck my name up Like a substitute, yeah I can tell you wanna do it but you don't know how to do it 'Cause you're scared to death You can tell I wanna do it but I don't know how to do it 'Cause I'm scared to death We should grab each other's hands and take a jump off the cliff And hope we fly Then you pause and I pause and we look at each other But we both know why Take my hand and rock it real slow I wanna feel your love tonight Let's put the world on pause and get drunk off these city lights I'm all about us tonight Ooh, I'm scared to fall in love again Ooh, I'm scared to fall in love again