So Far Gone - CalenRaps

Tell me the wars you're fighting Behind the smile you're hiding All of the things I know you want to say We tried our best to find us But there are no lights to guide us I can't sleep beside a stranger now And piece by piece we fall apart With every beat slows down my heart So I'll just say what you won't say And I'll take the blame, if it's for your sake No turning back on what you can't save So far gone Yeah, we're so far gone I try hard to remember This prison cell used to be a shelter Now we're just looking for the best way out And I can't fight you anymore You're already one foot out the door So I'll just say what you won't say And I'll take the blame, if it's for your sake No turning back on what you can't save You're so far gone Yeah, we're so far gone And this is the face of letting go And these are the things we already know So I'll just say what you won't say And I'll take the blame, if it's for your sake No turning back on what you can't save So I'll just say what you won't say (so, I'll say) And I'll take the blame, if it's for your sake (for your sake) No turning back on what you can't save So far gone Yeah, we're so far gone Yeah, we're so far gone So I'll just say what you won't say

Don't ever leave me Don't you deceive me All night long Up and gone Right behind me Try to find me All night long So far gone Makin' a livin' at the table Is nothin' but a fable You better get yourself in order Before we cross that border Yes, I'm goin' down Out on the highway Drunk on a Friday All night long So far gone You're livin' in between When you're lookin' at a screen Better get yourself together Before we're lost forever Yes, I'm goin' down Don't ever leave me Don't you deceive me All night long Up and gone So far gone So far gone So far gone So far gone

I know they say that the space between Can make it stronger than we've ever seen They might be right but I disagree 'Cause I've never felt stronger than when you're with me Sometimes I wonder why you even care 'Cause even when I leave you're always there with me And like a candle makes a brighter place This mark you've made on me can't be erased I wanna be so far gone in you So far nothing else will ever do I wanna be so far gone in you In you I've stood alone and I've fallen down Your hands were there to pick me off the ground Sometimes I cry 'cause I can't believe Your love is big enough to cover me Sometimes I've wondered if you're even there But when I feel far away you meet me there And like a candle makes a brighter place This mark you've made on me can't be erased Yeah I wanna be so far gone in you So far nothing else will ever do I wanna be so far gone in you In you I wanna be so far gone in you So far nothing else will ever do I wanna be so far gone in you In you, I wanna be lost I wanna be lost in you Like a ship in the night I wanna get lost in you Underneath your sky I wanna be lost in you Like a ship in the night So far gone tonight I wanna be so far gone in you So far nothing else will ever do I wanna be so far gone in you In you So far gone in you In you In you So far gone in you

You say you trust us but don't pick the phone up Act like we mean something to you I know you doing you I call your brother on the landline He say you ain't never got no downtime You always working so late Hope that you're safe Your family been missing you, you come gon' back this way? You know it's real out here for us It's like you don't care enough But out here baby boy's so far gone Lord knows I ain't been home in so long Game so deep and the drink's so strong And I don't trust no one at all Far away from you I've already paid my dues I don't got a lot but I'm making do I'm trying just to get along Went to holy water from holy water From being children to slaying daughters Who gon' go to Hell for me? Tryna give myself a reason to keep believing in a season that leaves fall for me Say boy don't talk to me Get from 'round my way Can't judge 'round my way You gon' be so rich and don't ever show it You can buy all the clothes you need and still don't visit me I called your brother on a cell phone He said you went out and you ain't been home You're always partying late Hope that you're safe You don't even message me when you leave out the states You know it's real out here for us It's like you don't care enough But out here baby boy's so far gone Lord knows I ain't been home in so long Game so deep and the drink's so strong And I don't trust no one at all Far away from you I've already paid my dues I don't got a lot but I'm making do I'm trying just to get along Went from being cozy to living crazy From you don't know me to wanting babies Who gon' go to Hell for me? Tryna give myself a reason to keep believing in a season that leaves fall for me Say boy, don't talk to me Get from 'round my way Can't judge 'round my way It won't be too long 'Til I'm not here to say how much you mean to me one day I won't be too long I want you to stay strong 'Cause it won't be too long Just tell my baby close her eyes and wait for me to get off from my vacation, yeah My life just wasn't no place for ya How can I lie? Oh, and I can't cry This one's for my child, my child I'll see you in your dreams tonight This one here for my child, my child I'll see you in your dreams tonight Keep playin' motherfucker

I feel a little bit left of center But then again, we've all been there before Every time I see a lost cause coming It's nothing less, nothing more Every time I get lost in paradise I find a way to screw it up somehow Not the way it's supposed to be But it'll do for now When you're right, you're right Everything else in my life just might be wrong You're wrong all the time So far so good 'cause no one knows I'm faking I wish I could show you the toll it's taking Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow So far so good I better find a way to cross my fingers Half the luck will get me twice as far I'm sick and tired of coming up for air It shouldn't be this hard Every little bit will help, I wonder If it's enough or did I cross the line The kitchen counter is a bad reminder of a better time When you're right, you're right Everything else in my life just might be wrong You're wrong all the time So far so good, 'cause no one knows I'm faking I wish I could show you the toll it's taking Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow So far so good When you're right Everything else you messed up just might be wrong You're wrong all the time So far so good, 'cause no one knows I'm faking I wish I could show you the toll it's taking Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow So far so good So far so good, 'cause no one knows I'm faking I wish I could show you the toll it's taking Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow So far so good

Yeah yeah I done came a long way And I been riding around, searching for a better meaning I really think they don't notice me because they never seen it One in a million, what a wonderful feeling I made this promise now I just want to fulfill it Like, girl I hope you know I love you though I'm changing But all my niggas been treating me like I'm famous And this is all that I wanted I ain't complaining But if I keep it 100 this shit is draining Cause now they call me fake They used to never call me back And now she call me bae, she used to never call me that And I ain't falling back in love because it's all a trap I tell her "life ain't fair" and then I call a cab I got no love for you I'm so broken and heartless I couldn't do enough for you, I was working my hardest Trying to manage being a better man and a better artist Should've known it was a lie when you said you'd love me regardless See, I see the good in people And I feel like it's so bad for me I look for God cause I know the devil is after me And I ain't never feel nothing except this agony But if I died right now, it would be a tragedy Cause I done came a long way Yeah, I done came a long way And I be lying if I told you I ain't think about the paper The hoes and the shows and stunting on all my haters But lately I've been feeling my purpose is something greater Like maybe I could help you go face what you been afraid of This food for thought and it's catered I just really hope they hearing me I love the struggle cause lately it's been maturing me We used to sleep on that sofa it was just her and me That's when I knew I'd love you for an eternity I had no one beside me and to hold me down for real I never had no one to stop me and just tell me about myself I always came off way too cocky even when I needed help I'll never let a label sign me then just put me on the shelf I got too much to say, to just be brushed away I need my momma not to have to work another day I'm sick of being so dependent Staying where my brother stay It's time to find a way out Or time to find another way