Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own

It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

I know some things may never change
But im lookin out for the better days
I drink sometimes just to hide the pain
But i swear im tryna change my ways
But the rain enough to wash away all the hurtful things ive had to say
But bay i am tryna stay your way but my problems are just soo much to tame
Sometimes i freak cuz i think too much i get in the mood and i dont care enough
But dont think i ever lost my love cuz maybe just in a rutt
Or maybe ill just Never be enough its hard to say its crazy tough
Blowing up my mind but im thinkin maybe im not meant to love
My friends they always say yo tweak wheres the others?
Get your head out of that studio and go visit your mother
Maybe tell her why youve always been so mean to your little brother
Hey tweak why dont you ever even give a call to your sister
She used to be your favorite person now a personal heart killer
Man i just dont know what couldve happened to your head
Went from sleepin all night peaceful to a gun right by your bed
Paranoia got you all confused and you were sober why your eyes so red?

Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own

It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

One time i was a depressed kid growing up without my father
Yeah i was a trouble maker but a lonely little toddler
Big thank you to my mother cuz id be stuck out in that gudder
Id still be locked up in a cell just tryna fix my studder
Biological father Ive messaged you on facebook and it took you 2 years to acknowledge it I guess you better stay put
You hear that baby screaming yeah thats me i was 2 U know im 23 now nope you prolly have no clue
I was bullied every day and no one cared what i had to say
That school never woulda noticed if i woulda died in that hallway
Smoking when i was 14 i was poppin by the 9th grade I been cheated on and heartbroken had jobs and i never even got paid
I been to white pine and i been to every local therapist ive been on every med man they all thought that i was helpless
No idea how i ever made it out if reality they wondered how i graduated in the state of my mentality

Oh, you can't hear me cry (They said i wouldnt do it)
See my dreams all die (Why dont yall look at me now)
From where you're standing (thought you said that id be stuck)
On your own

It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
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