She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now, I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequired dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't, no I don't want to be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) Won't let this build up, build up inside of me She isn't real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) I can't make her real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) She isn't real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) I can't make her real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)

She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now, I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequired dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't, no I don't want to be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) Won't let this build up, build up inside of me She isn't real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) I can't make her real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) She isn't real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me) I can't make her real (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)

Tell me your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies Mama almost lost her boy at fourteen It was 2020 baby, I was stuck in quarantine So I plugged out my phone, dropped a perky And a lean I was fucked up, I was fucked up, me Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Mama almost lost her boy at twelve I tried to kill myself cause I couldn't take The pain no more Mama cried, I haven't changed one bit But my mind's on the fence Friends want me to stay but I wanna go My days have been grey I don't know what to say I think I'll be okay All this pain will go away Your love broke me mentally Who would've thought that love would be this Deadly Your love is suicide Your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies