SLEEP PARALYSIS DEMON - Ethan Bortnick

One, two, three, let's go I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas Am I skitzo, am I not? When I'm pissed off I spit fire When I'm lonely I'm just talking to myself and wine What's the meaning of my life When I don't care if I die? When I'm taking every substance and my brain is fried I will hug you, if you stay But there is no, just no way That I'll ever give a fuck about your feelings, no Yes, I love you, I don't care Should I fuck you? I'm not fair When it comes to being fair, I always open wounds I'm taking everything so personal I'm taking everything so personal I'm taking everything so personal I'm taking evеrything so personal I'm taking everything so pеrsonal I'm taking everything so personal I'm taking everything so personal I'm taking everything so personal Woke up in the night just to swallow my pills Looking for the light, suddenly I got chills Something is grabbing my leg, I can't move a muscle Looked him in the eyes and I felt all my fears Getting demonized, it kept grabbing my heels I'm watching a spiritual being that praises the devil Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me Sleeping paralysis creeping on me I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas I keep giving bad people good ideas

I used to talk a big game I was enslaved to the fame I used to be judgmental Now I judge the judgmental Packing heat, it's the wild wild west Behind the screen, I got all the time to flex No one with keys to my psyche But everyone today is just like me One by one we drop like flies Praise the realm that blurs real life Ideal versions of ourselves Locking us in prison cells Dressed to depress Upload photo evidence Let's find you something distracting And feed you reactions Why so tense, why so tense, why so tense Rid of my friends, rid of my friends, rid of my friends Packing heat, and I'm running from the law Behind the screen, slinging guns and agitprop No one with keys to my psyche But everyone today is just like me One by one we drop like flies Praise the realm that blurs real life Ideal versions of ourselves Locking us in prison cells We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves We can't live with ourselves

Something about you already hurts Already know we will crash and burn I know you've been holding back You feel familiar in all of the worst ways You're double booked on Valentine's day I know you'll never want me back the same way That I do That I do, ooh-ooh I know you Better than you, ooh-ooh, ooh Here's to us being left in the dust And a cycle we can't break Here's to us being left in the dust I just can't go back that way Oh, I'd kill to be an arsonist And burn bridges without shame You flipped a coin I'm second choice You spilled Your guts on the counter While I cooked whatever you wanted, bitter deja vu Guess it didn't matter anyway Fuck this No one to blame but myself You're doing exactly what I would do Everyone's a hypocrite I know you Better than you, ooh-ooh I know you Better than you, ooh-ooh, ooh Here's to us being left in the dust And a cycle we can't break Here's to us being left in the dust I just can't go back that way Oh, I'd kill to be an arsonist And burn bridges without shame You flipped a coin I'm second choice