Six Years Later - Rachel Portman

Who do you want me to be? It's not that easy to see Can't we have some extra time? There's a new tone in your voice You swear we don't have a choice That's what you said so don't deny Three years later I guess you changed your mind What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay When we know that's not the case You did all that you could If they could help you, they would To look past the broken lines Maybe there's still a chance For us to all make amends And to give it one more try Sooner or later I hope they change their mind What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay (I'm going insane) What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay When we know that's not the case

I was a misanthrope on the end of a rope I spent twenty years, six years on dope Taking a piss while giving up hope I lived a lifetime, six years on dope I was a human trashcan (shortening my lifespan) Live fast, die tan (I think that was the plan) Saving all my money for a one way ticket to Afghanistan (yeah) I was ezoobezon drunk (strung out on junk) Live fast, die punk (I thought I was sunk) From gin swillin' and fish tank penicillin I was a moron bro with impetigo A pleased as fuck Dog Patch Wino Casual sex and herpes complex Now I'm on interferon and valtrex I was a child adult, a walking insult Every shot got more difficult I was a teenage trashbin (a breathing mannequin) A caustic cause (who must've loved suffering) Do pinhole eyes romanticize heroin? I was a moron bro, a circus sideshow A dying slow Dog Patch Wino