Every night Think of things I can't do or haven't done And does it make me weak? Sometimes I feel like I can't breathe Is it all you see in me? Don't you wait for something more I'll still be sinking to the floor Oh, you can't help me Now I'm all alone Is it my doing? Is it my doing? Outside is getting colder Why does it feel like I'm older than I asked to be? But when you say my name It all falls away so tenderly Don't you wait for something more I'll still be sinking to the floor Oh, you tried to help me Why do I feel so cold? Is it my doing? Is it my doing? Is it my doing? Is it my doing? Is it my doing? Oh Hmm, is it my doing? Hmm

You were the flame, but you burned out easily Yeah and you see the light through the dark But you can't quite see through to me And every word that you waste, every breath that you faked Hope they're keeping you up at night And I'm dying to let you go now Let you go You're the shore, I'm the tidal wave I'm the reason you're coming up for air Holding on to a memory You can blame it on wishful sinking You can blame it on wishful sinking I'd try to save you But what were you thinking? So just breathe slow, caught in the undertow And I'm fighting the current Holding my ground if you can't let go The pressure will hold you down Remember when you said until the end I swear I'll never feel the same again You're the shore, I'm the tidal wave I'm the reason you're coming up for air Holding on to a memory You can blame it on wishful sinking You can blame it on wishful sinking I'd try to save you But what were you thinking? I'd try to save you But what were you thinking? Every word that you waste Every breath that you faked Hope they're keeping you up at night And I'm dying to let you know now Dying to let you know They're coming for you Let you know You're the shore, I'm the tidal wave I'm the reason you're coming up for air Holding on to a memory You can blame it on wishful sinking You can blame it on wishful sinking I'd try to save you (I'd try to save you) I'd try to save you But what were you thinking?

Uh, so close to the water, so close to sinking You been on your own lately too, so what you thinking? Got a lot on my mind, so it's hard to think what I'm thinking, yeah I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason? I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging - F- these nagging, and this nagging - She don't know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better Tryna think that I can change, and now we storming through the weather Feeling unappreciated, and just looking for a "thanks" All she do is irk my nerves, look at me side-ways, make complaints And I know deep in her mind she got a love, but got a hate That's the reason we come back and get so close, then run away On the other hand, I know you must forgive to get to Heaven But it's hard to love my daddy after leaving at 11 Truth be told, I'm just not ready, that's why I ain't get my blessings And I truly understand, so God, I hope you get this message Only looking for peace, crying myself to sleep How a - so shallow but the water get so deep? Could remember 2016 it was only at my feet Fast-forward to now and it done gotten past my knees So close to the water, so close to sinking You been on your own lately too, so what you thinking? Got a lot on my mind, so it's hard to think what I'm thinking, yeah I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason? I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging - F- these nagging, and this nagging - She don't know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better Tryna think that I can change, and now we storming through the weather

Burning all tattered inside my soul I got a feeling that this is gold, I do I do, I do Won't take a second to let you leave I'd rather be tangled up in my sheets with you With you, with you Now I've got a melody inside my head, it rings your name (your name) And you've got the remedy that makes me wanna walk your way (your way) Now I've got a melody and, you've got the remedy And they keep on telling me that you'll be the death of me But I've got a melody and, you've got the remedy So fuck what they're telling me, 'cause I've got a melody Your voice floating inside my head Broken records under my bed you saw You saw, you saw Loving laying out on the sand Honestly we ain't got a plan at all At all girl Now I've got a melody inside my head, it rings your name And you've got the remedy that makes me wanna walk your way, your way Now I've got a melody and, you've got the remedy And they keep on telling me that you'll be the death of me But I've got a melody and, you've got the remedy So fuck what they're telling me, 'cause I've got a melody Now I've got a melody inside my head, it rings your name And you've got the remedy that makes me wanna walk your way

And I don't know how I'll fall asleep When lyin' next to you is a dream Just let it go and fall into me To me Where did you go? Where did you come from? I should've known I could've run from But when I move It just brings me back to you I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire And being with you just makes it harder I'm easily the worst on my own The distance never makes you seem farther, you know? Where did you go? Where did you come from? I should've known I could've run from But when I move It just brings me back to you I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire Try to shoot me down and I'll find reason to get up And leave the ground and I will fly I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher I'm flyin' with my wings on fire (I get this feeling when you hold me close I know it's burnin' but I won't let go They told me I couldn't go higher)

All the guys gas me up on the swim team All her friends, they don't know that I'm 16 I'm pretty psyched she's over every night I'm sorry if it ever pissed you off Well, she doesn't mind Driving home from campus for a younger guy I'm lying to my parents Said, "I'm out with my friends sleeping over again" But really it's just her and I alone Well she's 18, and she does what she likes Making out with strangers when she's bored with her life And she takes me to a whole 'nother high I wonder when she'll stop coming home I hope she doesn't leave me here alone She's out of class for the week on vacation I'm tryna take anatomy in her basement I'm stuck in math, she's drawing up a bath And sending videos to my phone And I kinda like Staying up 'til morning under candlelight And swimming with you naked So I blow off my friends just to see you again I wonder if your brother's catchin' on Well, she's 18, and she does what she likes Making out with strangers when she's bored with her life And she takes me to a whole 'nother high I wonder when she'll stop coming home She's 18, and she does what she likes Making out with strangers when she's bored with her life And she takes me to a whole 'nother high I wonder when she'll stop comin' home I hope she doesn't leave me here alone She is 18 She is 18 Ah-ah-ah-ah