I wish that you and I lived in the Sims We could build a house and plant some flowers and have kids But we're both at some trashy Halloween party downtown And I'll probably never see you again I wish that we lived on a VHS I'd erase the things I said and that I'll probably say again Hit rewind on all the times I got lost in my head But I guess I'll never see you again I'll probably never see you again Oh, goddamn I wish we would've met on another night, baby Maybe, then I wouldn't let you leave me Yeah, oh, goddamn I wish we would've met on another night, baby In another life, baby In another... I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let- I wish that we met walkin' round the MoMa Yeah I'd say nice to meet you, instead of saying nice to know you I try to impress you with some bullshit 'bout Monet At least I wouldn't be too drunk to stay And I wouldn't have let you slip away Oh, goddamn I wish we would have met on another night, baby Maybe, then I wouldn't have let you leave me Yeah, oh, goddamn I wish we would have met on another night, baby In another life baby In another... I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let- I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let- I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you I wouldn't have let you leave me

You're on the phone with your mom, you look happy I'll sit on the couch with the dog, while she's napping I'll wait my turn, but I have to say something Before I lose my nerve Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating Or I'm just eating too much Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling I think I should tell you I'm not doing well It's hard to say it honestly Don't know how to ask for help When I don't know what's wrong with me I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well You hold my hand, and I struggle to let you You say you've known for a while, but it's nice to hear me say it You're holding space, and I don't wanna take it I'm trying to learn how Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating Or I'm just eating too much Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling I know you can tell that- I'm not doing well It's hard to say it honestly Don't know how to ask for help When I don't know what's wrong with me I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, doing well, doing well, doing well Look me in the eyes Tell me you're not worried about me If I look away, if I cry, that's a good thing

I'm not a serious person When it comes to serious things I'll make a fart joke when we're in a fight Act like you hate it, but I see you smile I'm not the cleanliest person I'll leave my food in the sink I'll even say things that push you away But sometimes I don't fucking think But I'm getting serious, seriously scared We'll end up too serious with gray in our hair Have serious bills and give serious stares Seriously wonder how we ended up here I'm not a serious person But I want you seriously I'm not a serious person Forever is funny to me There's so many people who don't stick around But you just feel different to me Everything in me is fighting a joke Your parents are perfect and mine are fucked up Don't have an example of what we should be I don't want you to cook while I'm watching TV I don't want you to stay when you know you should leave Want you to choose you before you choose me 'Cause when you do, it'll be sweet I just want you seriously I'm getting serious, seriously scared We'll end up too serious with gray in our hair Have serious bills and give serious stares And seriously wonder how we ended up here I'm not a serious person But I want you seriously

If I were a fish and you caught me You'd say "Look at that fish" Shimmering in the sun Such a rare one Can't believe that you caught one If I were a fish and you caught me You'd say look at that fish Heaviest in the sea You'd win first prize If you caught me Why's everybody on the internet so mean? Why's everybody so afraid of what they've never seen? If I was scrolling through and I saw me Flopping around and singing my song I'd say "Damn, they're cute" and sing along If I were a rock you would pick me up And say that's a nice rock Skippiest on the lake Plop, plop, plop I'm the perfect shape And if I were a sock you would put me on And say "That's a nice sock" Happiest as a pair I found you now I'm not scared Why's everybody on the internet so mean? Why's everybody so afraid of what they've never seen? If I was scrolling through and I saw me Flopping around and singing my song I'd say "Damn, they're cute" and sing along How lucky are we? Of all the fish in the sea? You get to be you And I get to be me Just let 'em be mean We're as free as can be To be the you-est of you And the me-ist of me If I were a fish Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo If I were a fish Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo If I were a fish Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo If I were a fish Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo