Life's full of pain, pain from your birth Pain to the day, that they put you in the dirt You can fell pain from gettin' up and puttin' in the work Or pain for regrettin' all the days that you focused on the worst Pain, pain from your birth Pain till the day that they drive you in a hurse You can fell pain from gettin' up and puttin' in the work I been thru so much in life there ain't much these mana tellin' me Why you call me family you feeling like my enemy Everybody wanna try fuckin' with' my energy Brush that won't stop till I built a legacy I see roads ahead which way do I turn now Man kept it movin' and look how it turned out They got no stamina can't make it through the first round Ya burnt out, I can't see them man unless I turn' round If you can't see the light you better find a way We all got problems gotta face them you can't hide away If you can't see the light you better find a way We all got problems gotta face them you can't hide away I hate the world but im lovin' life Skippin' on the rythm I be hittin' it up just in time If you feelin' this show me another sign Lifes full of pain, pain from your birth Pain till the day that they put you in the dirt You can feel pain from gettin' up and puttin' in the work Or pain for regrettin' all the days that you focused on the worst Pain, pain from ya birth Pain till the day that they drive you in a hurse You can feel pain from gettin' up and puttin' in the work I focus on the better in my life Focus on my son and focus on my future wife Its not easy to focus sometimes your focus will be blind But lifes like a muscle If you practice you will get there in good time I focus on my soul, body and mind Everything must be just how I want it it's my time I feel it in my bones, I feel it when I look it to your eyes Cause' you feel it when u look into my eyes Why do you look suprised So many times them man doubted me fine I honestly don't mind Roll the fuckin' dice Why you sittin' on the side Life is just a game it's just a ride What's the meaning of it all Would do you expect a little boy To stay on the floor if you seen him fall Would expect a baby To give up when time after time, after time, after time, he couldn't walk What im sayin' is inside you there is more They say that when it rains it fuckin pours But i'm dancin' in the thunderstorm i'm not stayin' indoors I'm climbin' to the top, got me diggin' in my claws I been doin' this for years I've literally seen it all I've literally been in the lowest place a person goes I didn't think there was a way back and it burned my soul But you can win, you gotta learn to grow You gotta look at yourself you gotta serve your role Find what gives u joy n find a hobby Partyin' it's cool but your poisonin' ur body You're playin' for your mind, drugs play a major role Only so much you can take till it takes it's toll Now I know that I got bad days to come But I'm getting stronger now so I can be there for my son I didn't think that I'd ever be standin' here when i was young So I'm makin' every day count And yeh im havin' fun cause life's full of pain Lifes full of pain, pain from your birth Pain till the day that they put you in the dirt You can feel pain from gettin' up and puttin' in the work Or pain for regrettin' all the days that u focused on the worst Pain, pain from ya birth Pain till the day that they drive you in a hurse You can feel pain from gettin' up and puttin' in the work Or pain for regrettin' all the days that you focused on the worst

Lights, camera Struck a pose If someone help you put lipstick on Yeah, high heels now you're six feet tall And everybody knows who you are And nobody cares if your heart is aching Nobody cares if you want no more Nobody wants to know You cried the night before Vaster your dreams and your hopes into it Everything you used to know is gone And you're slipping into in your own Trying not to lose yourself 'Cause these lights won't kill me now Saying these clothes won't change me now Saying these words won't scare me now Saying I will be myself (Yeah), I will be myself (Yeah) Got signed and my life changed People acting like I've changed It's still the same old Gerald With a bus pass I don't drive range Guess I keep it just to say I do I haven't been home in like a month or two I mean to tell the truth I ain't have a day to even buy a car if I wanted to Yeah, I got money now But everything changed in just a blink Like I don't even really know what to think For like ten years I could touch the brink I mean, it's tough to last there's evidence I mean, I'm not trying to be a pessimist I mean, I'm just trying to make sense of this I mean, I don't know I mean, I guess it's just People saying I should keep in touch But truth be told I ain't sleeping much It's so nonstop, it's so much pressure There's plenty times I need a rush Fuck am I saying, I love this shit I'm supposed to be here This is my dream I could focus, see clear It's all your choice if you chose to see fear, yeah Vaster your dreams and your hopes into it Everything you used to know is gone And you're slipping into in your own Trying not to lose yourself Saying these lights won't kill me now (Lights won't kill me now) Saying these clothes won't change me now (Clothes won't change me now) Saying these words won't scare me now Saying I will be myself 'Cause these lights won't kill me now (Lights won't kill me now) Saying these clothes won't change me now (Clothes won't change me now) Saying these words won't scare me now Saying I will be myself I will be myself Nobody cares if your heart is aching Nobody cares if you want no more Nobody wants to know Nobody cares at all Saying these lights won't kill me now (Lights won't kill me now) Saying these clothes won't change me now (Clothes won't change me now) Saying these words won't scare me now Saying I will be myself I wanna be myself I wanna be myself I wanna be myself

You see me I'm a waterfall They want to know my name I overflow with something that Is close but not the same I sit atop my tower of glass Drink full your eyes on me I lie beneath the empty sun With nothing In my hands On my skin They flow Like liquid You see me I'm cleanup You touch me I steal You taste me I'm nectar But that's not how I feel If I can't be myself Then I'll try being you And I'll keep being someone else Til I taste nectar too You see me I'm a waterfall They want to know my name I overflow with something that Is close but not the same I sit atop my tower of glass Drink full your eyes on me I lie beneath the empty sun With nothing In my hands On my skin They flow Like liquid You see me I'm cleanup You touch me I steal You taste me I'm nectar But that's not how I feel If I can't be myself Then I'll try being you And I'll keep being someone else Til I taste nectar too

Paper Heart By yourself You might burn tomorrow You should live like crazy While you're still here Paper Heart Empty hands Clinging to tomorrow Don't give up on loving While you're still here Still I feel You don't have to hurt to feel alive Someday soon You won't burn much brighter than the floor (Still I feel You don't have to hurt to feel alive Someday soon You won't burn much brighter than the floor) Paper Heart By yourself You might burn tomorrow You should live like crazy While you're still here Paper Heart Empty hands Clinging to tomorrow Don't give up on loving While you're still here I reach out for someday Smiles in the school hallway You're not here now are you? Paper Heart you burned that day Paper Heart By yourself You might burn tomorrow You should live like crazy While you're still here Paper Heart Empty hands Clinging to tomorrow Don't give up on loving While you're still here (Paper Heart By yourself You might burn tomorrow You should live like crazy While you're still here Paper Heart Empty hands Clinging to tomorrow Don't give up on loving While you're still here) (Still I feel You don't have to hurt to feel alive Someday soon You won't burn much brighter than the floor)