Second Thoughts - Aidan Barzee

She threw down her golden band Crushed it with her feet into the sand Took her silent partner by the hand Yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah Somewhere near the edge of town She said she was torn and turned around Can you help me cast this evil down Yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah We'll drive for the line now There's nothing to be lost You and I will cross over With no second thoughts We'll drive for the line now There's nothing to be lost You and I will cross over With no second thoughts Dreams fade, hope dies hard She cups her eyes Looks out at the stars Says, "I feel we've travelled very far" Yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah Yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah Yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah

Wonder if it was all a lie If there's still good in our goodbye Or if I could find my peace with what was said Was the melody to your harmony So do I take responsibility For the racing thoughts inside your closed off head I just tell our stories in the songs I sing It's all that we have left for us to bring I bought every single lie that you had ever sold You're the crazy ex in all my ex and o's I think back to the summer nights But I also think back to every fight Our breakup songs hit way too close to home Make you feel like I'm not enough Then you play the victim and say you had a rough I'm better off drunk on the floor alone Despite it all you're still a masterpiece But the masterpiece was just not for me Cause Mona Lisa can't pick up the phone I just tell our stories in the songs I sing It's all that we have left for us to bring I bought every single lie that you had ever sold You're the crazy ex in all my ex and o's I just tell our stories in the songs I sing It's all that we have left for us to bring I bought every single lie that you had ever sold You're the crazy ex in all my ex and o's

I'm a kid from Arizona sun, who lives his life out on the run And questions everything he's taught in church My brain swings like a metronome I scroll through couples on my phone They always make me think through my self-worth She never gave me time of day I march right with the black parade 'Cause something about a trumpet drowns out pain I blame my stupid heartbreak songs on everything that's going wrong I think that's why my drummer hates my name Sober hearts can't keep a beat Hurt too much to end my withdrawal Packed my things and moved to Utah I like to think there's room for change In all my growing pains Wonder if my brother's out there I hate his death, it came out of nowhere I miss him every day since I was 18 I sometimes drive to where he's buried He talks to me, says life's less scary When you come to terms, you're left in grass and green He whispers when I find my wife And find her in a dress of white And build our little house upon a hill To tell her that she's all I have She's all I want and all I am And sing to her and make our time stand still Sober hearts can't keep a beat Hurt too much to end my withdrawal Packed my things and moved to Utah I like to think there's room for change In all my growing pains Funny how life gets you down I know that Jesus lives in New York towns Sober hearts can't keep a beat Hurt too much to end my withdrawal Packed my things and moved to Utah I like to think there's room for change In all my growing pains

Met you in a bookstore in a mall Man, those were days where we had it all Remember when you broke down on the phone I should have held you and said you're not alone Leaving me has finally give you peace So you can stop being heart if it helps you breath Know that I could die a happy man If flowers from my grave were to end up in your hand If I lose my self worth over you If you think of me then know that I think bout you too Tried my best but never could have seen You were always the better half of me Turns out I still love you to your bones And it's a lie that words don't hurt like sticks and stones And one day I'll pack up and leave the town Far away where I can't bring you down As I'm there I think I'm prone to change And what it doesn't is my tears still fall like rain If I lose my self worth only you If you think of me then know that I think bout you too Tried my best but never could have seen You were always the better half of me If all I have of me is the ghost of you If your velvet pink turned to winter shades of blue Or if the best of words are wish you luck Then it's a disrespect to the feelings in my gut If I lose my self-worth over you If you think of me and know that I can vouch for you Tried my best but never could have seen You were always the better half of me