When I woke, I was not awake The light from the sun felt so far away I went up with all of my strength Straight for the sun from the depths I sprang And I drank from the sea But it opened up and swallowed me So I sank down deep Now I'm drunken like a seasick dream In this dream, I am awake I am awake Well, the wind it ordered the waves Roll right in, make me their slave So I went so far away I didn't look back, come back some day Mama wave, and she weep She said, "Horizon, don't you take him from me" Black sails on the sea Just carry me until I can be Awake In this dream I'm awake

You always wanted songs of celebration On how to cease the day But you'd never think that I'd be coming your way List of my demands: I don't want to make you sad For the sake of both of us I'll stand This time I can Leave me out this time You might fall down this time You know and I might even find you You can't give me what's mine I need this for myself And right now you're not helping So know we're through I know it's not what I say that matters It's what I do So what does that say when I'd do anything for you Well I guess we're back to square one Feels like it always ends this way One moment you praise my patience The next I'm too slow And you said you'd let me know You might fall down this time You know and I might even find you You cant give me what's mine I need this for myself And right now you're not helping So know we're through Know we're... Leave me out this time Leave me out this time Leave me out this time Leave me

Little vulture come down from your nest Until you catch your own the world is not impressed You built a culture of lies a fortress fit for no other So is it any surprise when there's shit to uncover Own the sonnets sweeping through their heads Move the sand that blocks the roots you wish to spread All you need is control eyes at every corner There's nothing you couldn't know not a speck of disorder Buildings glisten all around Cities rising from the ground Buildings glisten all around Cities rising from the ground But I know the shape of your heart when you drag them out in the dark Oh paranoia! Led you to detain more than a million getting in your way You feel that commerce pulsing through your veins Oh paranoia! Led you to detain more than a million getting in your way You feel that commerce pulsing through your veins Little vulture come down from your nest Until you catch your own the world is not impressed You built a culture of lies a fortress fit for no other So is it any surprise when it breaks, it breaks, it breaks, it breaks And I know the weight of war Said I know the weight of war I've held it off before Still I cave I cave I cave

I saw you in the evening sun You weren't afraid of anyone The sky was painted out of phase So count the words; so drown the haze I saw you in the evening sun You weren't afraid of anyone The sky was painted out of phase So count the words; so drown the haze Lying on the road as whispers pierce the clouds above You've got to stay You got to stay 'Cause I've been thinking about you each and every day Overcast and dreaming all tumultuously Take it all back because I saw the sun inside Saw every little thing you left behind Deliria beneath the skin Those flightless eyes are sinking in So tell the floor; so tell the walls It takes the climb to learn to fall Deliria beneath the skin Those flightless eyes are sinking in So tell the floor; so tell the walls It takes the climb to learn to fall Lying on the road as whispers pierce the clouds above You've got to stay You got to stay 'Cause I've been thinking about you each and every day Overcast and dreaming all tumultuously Take it all back because I saw the sun inside Saw every little thing you left behind Don't try and convince me sweetly; let me collapse completely, babe As warm as a plate of ashes, we were just battin' lashes, babe From over your shoulder you could feel me adore you You could feel me adore you, girl, from over your shoulder We were trembling softly by the shore - it's something in those eyes So light it up and show the way 'Cause I've been thinking about you each and every day Those little words will have to stay Because of all you had to say Lying on the road as whispers pierce the clouds above You've got to stay You got to stay 'Cause I've been thinking about you each and every day Overcast and dreaming all tumultuously Take it all back because I saw the sun inside Saw every little thing you left behind

How could you possibly screw up any worse? You were given trust then let it leak till it burst Pale pale guilt that could cut through your hide Until it's fizzing inside you You know you're bound to find it Dysphoric, dysphoric, dysphoric Cast those myths off the tips of your teeth Before they sour every ballad and pull you underneath Swallowed up, the silent tyrant tangles and frays Viscerally shifting through a circular haze Wrought rocks swivel not like sparks in the eyes But with furious incisors You know you're bound to find it Dysphoric dysphoric dysphoric Cast those myths off the tips of your teeth Before they sour every ballad and pull you underneath