Scabs - Speedy Ortiz

Yeah You will never see me (Okay) Walk away from the grave I made (Wassup?) Just know life isn't easy (Okay) Made my fair share of mistakes (Wassup?) And I sat in the back seat (Okay) Hopin' that I'd be replaced (Wassup?) Hopin' someone would meet me (Okay) Just meet me on the halfway (Wassup?) Grandma wanted to see me (Huh?) But she never got to see my face (Huh?) Before she passed, I was out with my so-called friends (Huh?) In the end, was it worth her sake (Huh?) Or did she die to resurrect again? I play the songs to paint the view (Okay) Life is just a horror movie, how it eats away at you (Yeah!) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) (Eats away at you, eats away at you) Sleezy! Heard you on your knees every day, prayin' that I'm dead (Fuck outta here) Mama don't understand but this the way that I live (No-no) Feel like we're runnin' out of luck in a grave of the feds (Yeah) Did my dirt, and now I gotta lay in my bed (Mula!) It's do-or-die (Boom), or you and I (Boom-boom) I don't care about goin' back to jail, I'm institutionalized (No-no) Had the lawyer money ready, stacked since June-July (Mula!) Hunnid K bail even though I know it's suicide (Sleezy) I'm back to my own ways, they want me crucified (Bitch) Fuck the system, 'cause I'm a jail baby (Sleezy) .38 shell brazy (Boom-boom), on my way to Hell, baby Ain't no way in Hell could save me (No-no) Probably smokin' Ls with Hades (Sleezy) (Sleezy, Sleezy) (Sleezy, Sleezy) (Sleezy, Sleezy) (Sleezy, Sleezy) (Sleezy, Sleezy) (Sleezy, Sleezy) (Sleezy)