S2 - Polaris

You know nowadays everybody liabilities They told me, "Pick a side" I said, "I'm rockin' with myself, you dig what I'm sayin'?" You know, I know shit get confidential, that's the main reason I ain't trippin' My intentions was to do what I did 'cause when I did what I did I was gon' get the result to see who's really with me And when it all boiled down, shit, everybody turn they back on me Ayy, any time they ask how I'm doin' Shit, I tell 'em I'm cope aesthetic Hey, if he bust domes and clutch on poles, he la familia (bow) I can't be mad if you cut me off and go find someone that's realer (realer) Just make sure he 'bout what he talk about, that he got' make sure he familiar (ooh) They play with me, we blow they block down, look in the eye of a killer (grrah) Nine out of ten, we got them choppers out Snakes inside the whip, tell bro, "Slow down before the cops be on us" (skrrt) Whole hundred shots in the back when I post on the bricks, the type of time I'm on No pot to piss, deep down inside it, dawg Youngin', you wait before your time, stay on your shit, that's what my uncle told me (mmm, mmm) Whole hundred thou', that's for the tennis chain (tennis chain) I'm tryna wash the Perkies down and mix with lemonade This shit I'm spittin' way too gangster, they still don't understand Financially, shorty, I'm straight, but still not mentally Ayy, I live a soldier life mentality Million on my head, I know they after me (uh, uh) Reverse they block and empty the clip (skrrt), we let off shots soon as the addy leak (skrrt) They tryna break down what I built, it took a mil' to make this masterpiece I hit your line, pick up the phone 'cause in your arms, that's where I'd rather be Cops get behind us, hide my chrome inside your purse, make sure it's stashed for me Friendly reminder of my own, I found the plug who had the bags for cheap I'm in your yard, come ride alone, can you explain why you still mad at me? I'm still at war from shit back home, so I can't leave unless I grab the heat Still sendin' green dots to the prison, I'm in my feelings 'bout my dawg in that slammer B put a green dot on the Glizzy, 30 repetition what we standin' on And this a house act in the kitchen, whippin' with that arm and hammer I still got one foot in the trenches, with the quickness dressin' camel This codeine fuckin' up my kidneys, damn near runnin' outta stamina Go tat' my name on your lil' titty, if they ask, say you a fan of me I wrap my flag around the Glizzy, if you play, become a fan of Crips I think my soul back from the 60s, reason they not understandin' me Hey, if he bust domes and clutch on poles, he la familia (bow) I can't be mad if you cut me off and go find someone that's realer (realer) Just make sure he 'bout what he talk about, that he got' make sure he familiar (ooh) They play with me, we blow they block down, look in the eye of a killer (grrah) Nine out of ten, we got them choppers out Snakes inside the whip, tell bro, "Slow down before the cops be on us" (skrrt) Whole hundred shots in the back when I post on the bricks, the type of time I'm on No pot to piss, deep down inside it, dawg Youngin', you wait before your time, stay on your shit, that's what my uncle told me (mmm, mmm)

Yeah I have lived and died To know that all we love we leave behind These undertakings take us far From familiar and comfortable things How much can one heart bear before It tears at the seams? Is this not all we thought it would be? Find your peace in a place unknown And see the world in shades of monochrome You don't have to walk alone To know what it feels like when nowhere feels like home When nowhere feels like home Show me your skin Show me the fear inside your bones 'Cause I've seen a darker side of man Than you will ever know When my lungs refuse to breathe Will you replenish the air in me? When my eyes refuse to see What is standing in front of me? Find your peace in a place unknown And see the world in shades of monochrome You don't have to walk alone To know what it feels like when nowhere feels like Nowhere feels like home The streetlights sing me to sleep The company that I keep And all that keeps me sane and whole Will be the death of me Get me out of here Lend me your ear, I'll tell you what you need to know You'll learn to breathe When life has got its hands around your throat There was a time, there was a place where I could say That I was unafraid of what this meant to me Find your peace in a place unknown And see the world in shades of monochrome You don't have to walk alone To know what it feels like when nowhere feels like home When nowhere feels like home When nowhere feels like

How these times have changed us How they make us question why When we're born and bred And taught we need to be led Just to keep us paralysed But if it's all just some kind of illusion Then to what do we owe this life? And when the skies collapse upon us all Will our worst fears be allayed Or justified?

When we were young and indifferent, we could not have known This world will chew you up and spit you out on your own I know it hurts It hurts me too, just to watch you sinking I can't help thinking Was there something holding you back? Was the weight of the world on your back So long, you're sick of the gravity? Is there someone telling you no? Do you wander with nowhere to go? What are you waiting, oh, what are you waiting for? I'm reaching out, please take my hand The water's getting higher and I can't understand Why I can't pull you in Do you even care? Do you even want me there? We are the victims just like our parents taught us to be Roots planted firmly, but we fell so far from the tree And still we cling to the past with an iron grip As we all fall fast asleep Dreaming of security The chance to redefine The years we've wasted Living on borrowed time My will is spent I used the very last drop Trying to keep my head on straight enough I know it hurts It hurts to feel it all slip right past you I just want to ask you Was there something holding you back? Have you had to cover your tracks So long, you lost your identity? Is there something dragging you down? Crippled under the weight of the crown What are you waiting, oh, what are you waiting for? What are you waiting for? I'm reaching out please take my hand The water's getting higher and I can't understand Why I can't pull you in Do you even care? Do you even want me there? For all of our differences I always said I'd be there if you should come undone It took all I had in me Do you even care? Do you even want me there? Do you even want me there? There are ghosts in every window And they'll follow you back home But if you stay a moment I can tell you all I know Of how these times have changed us How they bring us to our knees How they send us down the crooked path Divide us temporarily I'm reaching out, please take my hand The water's getting higher and I can't understand Why I can't pull you in Do you even care? Do you even want me there? I said I'm sorry, I swear I'll do better I never thought we'd have to carry this weight together This is contagion, a plague that I bear And it kills me to say that I really need you here