Yeah, wanna know where I don't go? When it goes from okay to a oh, no When it goes from hi-five to a low blow When it goes from all five to a solo Lemme tell you what you don't know I've been down, so low I was looking for something, but denying that I found it There's an elephant sitting in the room And I can't find another way to tiptoe around it I been doing greater good for a long time But I can't find any other way to give now I been putting myself on the sideline And it's been time so I'm saying can I live now There are times when I kick myself Say I'm not sick, but I can't get well Say I got this, while I chase my tail As if they can't tell I'm running from my shadow Running from my shadow But it's still there, chasing me down I'll never win the battle Never win the battle and I should have known it by now Just when I think I've found the end, ohh I'm going back around again, ohh Running from my shadow Running from my shadow But it's still there, chasing me down Yeah, yeah, light side's got a dark side to it Daytime flows into night like fluid The yin and the yang with a curved line through it And none of it's illuminating, why I do it Maybe I didn't want to chase what was not right Maybe I didn't want to face, you were offsides Thinking I was far away from a crossed line But I was giving soft praise to a hard lie There are things that you say and you don't say And my tongue's gotten real tired of me biting it 'Cause I keep on following the wrong way And time's come and I can't keep denying it There are times when I kick myself Say I'm not sick, but I can't get well Say I got this, while I chase my tail As if they can't tell I'm running from my shadow Running from my shadow But it's still there, chasing me down I'll never win the battle Never win the battle and I should have known it by now Just when I think I've found the end, ohh I'm going back around again, ohh Running from my shadow Running from my shadow But it's still there chasing me down I love you but I know I gotta let you go Dancing with the devil 'cause she's all I've ever known I wanted to pretend That this time was the end Sorry, but I guess I gotta let you down again Again Again I'm running from my shadow, now my shadow is my only friend Running from my shadow But it's still there chasing me down Running from my shadow Running from my shadow But it's still there chasing me down

We are together There is no you without me Open your eyes and realize the fun we're having, oh can't you see? You fucking pussy, God, you fucking pussy Strapped to a chair as I stare Watching the pussy get ripped and hair pulled Drips to the pool of cum and blood God doesn't exist; atheist, I pray to nothing My sobs don't mean shit I nod as if agreeing will make him quit But the smile indicates a tighter grip The harder he hits, the more she squirts and spits in my face calling me a bitch (Why can't you fuck her like this?) Pregnant with my kid but she's telling him it's his If he was hungry, just then he gave her belly a slit Dick slips in and about my baby girl starts to fall out the more he pounds Her eyes are white The lights are on but no one's home it ain't right She talks in tongue but the tone isn't from a moan type The smell of ammonia's ripe in the air This demonic bastard doesn't care Pissing down my leg Scared bare witness of an unfair realness about to cause despair Trying to break free as they break my knees Stick me on a dildo that measures 3 feet Still it's poking my esophagus At this point there's no need for the KY Stop the shit So much blood looks like they chopped a hippopotamus into pieces Metaphorically speaking the blood cover the room has been leaking from the seam Cut into her womb As my baby girl's being ripped out smothered in cum like jelly ate limb by limb The Devil's ready to sing his hymn Just as I stop to cry Wishing I'd die He looks me in my eye Seem to be a mirror image of myself He looked through me I thought to be in hell, because of that sulfur smell But he was burning her body, screaming stop me You won't, that's why you created Roivas you see I'm the thing that keeps your balls between your legs so you don't beg for shit And when you eat a bitch's clit, you actually make her legs twitch Tells me to look around There's nothing there but us two That he's a product of self abuse I close my eyes open them up to realize There's only one guy standing Dead fetus on the landing Young mother gone too soon Come to think about it, I am my doom Fuck, they never put up that much of a fucking fight What the fuck is that? The fucking cops are here Where the fuck are you at Tak? Tak! Shadows, shadows, loom, loom Faces in the moon, moon Padded wall, tomb, tomb This is my doom, doom Tak, tell me make 'em squirm Throw my body to the curb This the path that I earned At the stake I will burn Wake in a red mist Knife, knife in my fist With a sudden weakness Left to the crucifix Tak Alah is a myth Left me to the abyss Now I'm left to amend for all the shit that we did Now these fuckers got me chained Wanna slice open my brain Yeah, I may be insane but this is all his game For fuck's sake, how much more can he take? Shed skin like a snake And order me to carve Tak into my face Will they bury me? Administer shock therapy? Honestly it's the loneliness that's scaring me White room prepped for my lobotomy All this shit wasn't me Why has Tak abandoned me? Strapped tight they wheel me into my room See a silhouette in the corner, laughing at my doom