Ruminating on Blue - Soso Tharpa

I lost my keys but they're right here in my pocket Cant find my car cause i forgot where i parked it Now im out on the road And im out of control But i know just where my heart is Im on the hook For every second chance ive earned I couldn't learn any less from the lessons ive learned Im not giving up Im trying to tell you its rough So you'll know just where my heart is Im losing faith in my own mind Im losing faith in the program Im losing you and its killing me babe But im doing the best i can I hope you know I wont ever let you go Well i think my system jammed But im doing the best i can Im just a man Watching his biggest plans Slip right out of his hands But im doing the best i can Sometimes i feel like i was born in the wrong time Sometimes my conscious is strong but then it goes blind And i turn on my self Like there's nobody else Who can know just where my heart is Im coming down from my high horse And i don't know just where to stand Im losing you and its killing me babe But im doing the best i can I hope you know I wont ever let you go Well i think my system jammed But im doing the best i can Im just a man Watching his biggest plans Slip right out of his hands But im doing the best i can

Dust to dust, trust and wonder Glowing in your marrow I picture your growing bones, you know And I dread and love tomorrow Come on, Blue As if that moon's not there for you Oh, love transcends anything that ever ends Lying here, your day done, head upon my shoulder What could be spinning in my wee Ganymede? May the stars rain down upon your slumber Light your days forever and preserve your trust and wonder Come on, Blue As if that moon's not there for you Oh-oh, love transcends anything that ever ends On any uneasy night Fill your chest with chilly air Moon bathe and feel mе there with you Giving our own names to thе stars Sharing an armchair in your heart Come on, Blue As if that moon's not there for you Oh-oh, love transcends anything that ever ends On any uneasy night Fill your chest with chilly air Moon bathe and feel me there with you Giving our own names to the stars Oh, on any uneasy night Fill your chest with chilly air Moon bathe and feel me there with you Giving our own names to the stars Sharing an armchair in your heart (come on, Blue) As if that moon's not there for you As if that moon's not there for you, oh As if that moon's not there for you (come on, Blue), oh

I think they'll love me more If I stay depressed I think they'll love me more If I don't progress I think they'll love me Regardless of the things I do Things I do They couldn't hate me even if they wanted to And that's fine I never needed you You couldn't leave me even if you wanted to Forgive me you know that I only speak the truth You know that my love was never meant for you No telegraphing feelings you don't know my moves I only play the game if I know I won't lose I'm nothing like these niggas don't get it confused, yeah Girl, I know You think about me when you're all alone You think about the things that you've been told Coz with me baby you will lease you'll never own Girl, I know You think about me when I'm on the road You think about the things that you've been told Coz with me baby you will lease you'll never own The one in front of the smoking gun The one in front of the smoking gun The one in front of the smoking gun They'll remember me when it's all said and done Yeah, it's me The one who doesn't give a fuck I'm out here moving like a vet no beginners luck I'll leave em star struck with love in their eyes Never reciprocate I'm not into spreading more lies Coz I internalize the thoughts that I will prosper Everyone that's hating is only spreading the gospel Keep my sound on slow that's how I'm seeing my progress But soon enough I'll speed it up I'm revving on full throttle Girl, I know You think about me when you're all alone You think about the things that you've been told Coz with me baby you will lease you'll never own Girl, I know You think about me when I'm on the road You think about the things that you've been told Coz with me baby you will lease you'll never own Talking bout me I know you'll never leave my side you're talking bout me You know you're always on my mind Like I'm on your mind I'll never leave your mind I'll stay on your side tonight On your mind tonight Leave your side no I I'll never leave your side no I