You're in the bills I pay my therapist You're in the extra weight around my hips You're in the pills I carry in my purse The reason I became an introvert I've done everything that I could do But the voice in my head talks like you And you don't have a clue And it's not fair You'll never apologize And you don't care I can't even sleep at night (hmm) I spent all of last year just tryna forget All the backhanded shit that you said Oh, no, it's not fair That you don't even realize You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh) You still ruin my life (ooh) You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup The extra heartbeart when someone brings you up You're in the way, I'm scared to drive home too late You're in the pity on everybody's face And I know you think it's all my fault And I guess that's why you never called 'Cause you don't have a clue (yeah) And it's not fair You'll never apologize And you don't care That I can't even sleep at night (hmm) I spent all of last year just tryna forget All the backhanded shit that you said Oh, no, it's not fair That you don't even realize You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh) You still ruin my life (ooh) It gets better, it gets better That's what everybody said Not forever, not forever That's what everybody said Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind What a waste of time It gets better, it gets better That's what everybody said Not forever, not forever That's what everybody said Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind But you're still finding ways to ruin my life, ooh Yeah, you still ruin my life, ooh

I miss you pushing me close to the edge I miss you I wish I knew what I had when I left I miss you You set fire to my world, couldn't handle the heat Now I'm sleeping alone and I'm starting to freak Baby, come bring me help, let it rain over me Baby, come back to me I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life Ruin my life, ruin my life I miss you more than I thought that I could I miss you I know you missin' me too like you should I miss you You set fire to my world, couldn't handle the heat Now I'm sleeping alone and I'm starting to freak Baby, come bring me help, let it rain over me Baby, come back to me (baby, come back to me) I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life Ruin my life, ruin my life I want you to ruin my life You to ruin my life, you to ruin my life, yeah I want you to fuck up my nights, yeah Fuck up my nights, yeah, all of my nights, yeah I want you to bring it all on If you make it all wrong, that'll make it all right, yeah I want you to ruin my life Ruin my life, ruin my life

When I was young I used to check for you under my bed (Under my bed) But now I'm older and instead I let you sleep on it (Sleep on it) You're smoking five days a week Don't you say I'm why you can't breathe You got nerve sayin' it ain't that deep Friends don't wear skin to sleep Oh Why'd you let me sink in Pools of wishful thinking? I don't wanna swim anymore Look at all these bloodstains I've been calling warpaint There ain't nothing here to fight for King of my condo, there's a second toothbrush by the sink (By the sink) Then I ask where your kingdom lies You hand me a blank map with X in ink (X in ink) I'm every metaphor You hold me like I'm your everything and more But when the sun rays greet the floor You make it clear I'm everything but yours Oh Why'd you let me sink in Pools of wishful thinking? I don't wanna swim anymore Look at all these bloodstains I've been calling warpaint There ain't nothing left to fight for, hmm I'm givin' up the fight Don't wanna waste my time You go run for your life Be my guest, be my guest Oh, I'll be fine Oh-oh-oh-oh I'll be fine

I'm way past gone, and I just see the bottom of this bottle I just woke up to a room full of models Who know that I ain't calling them tomorrow It's been so long, since I have been on this level right here Waking up, after I passd out, I put my clothes on, before I mash out Cause I been losing my mind, wasting my time Fucking these hoes and sipping this wine Skipping the line to get in the side Playin the bottle n feeding them lies Shawty say she need a ride I tell her cool and get ready to slide Into my room, I hit her from behind Doing again like I'm pressing rewind Cause I ain't never babysitting, I been lining up shots I'm a show you how to turn it up a notch First you get a swimming pool full of liquor, then you diiive in it Swimming pool full of liquor, then you diiive in it I wave a few bottles, then I watch them all pop All the girls wanna play Baywatch I got a swimming pool full of liquor and they diiive in it Pool full of liquor I'm a dive in it, ohh Pour up, drank, head shot, drank Sit down, drank, stand up, drank Pass out, drank, wake up, drank Faded, drank, faded, drank I'm way past gone, from the partying n bullshit Don't remember where I'm at, in a room full of bitches Music playing in the back Damn, time for me to get gone Cause I ain't supposed to be here Feeling faded, I'm so intoxicated And your girl, say she feeling X rated I'm gone cause I been Losing my mind, wasting my time Fucking these hoes and sipping this wine Skipping the line to get in aside Biting the bottle n feeding them lies Shawty say she need a ride I tell her cool and get ready to slide Into my room, I hit her from behind Doing again like I'm pressing rewind Cause I have never babysitting, I be lining up shots I'm a show you how to turn it up a notch First you get a swimming pool full of liquor, then you diiive in it Swimming pool full of liquor, then you diiive in it I wave a few bottles, then I watch em all flock All the girls wanna play Baywatch I got a swimming pool full of liquor and they diiive in it Pool full of liquor I'm a diiiive in iit Pour up, drank, head shot, drank Sit down, drank, stand up, drank Pass out, drank, wake up, drank Faded, drank, faded, drank

We float before the sea at dusk In heavy mist, in glitter dust I smile before I want to I smile because you want to We sip the wind through lips of lust And out it comes, warm wisps of love I smile because I want to I smile because you want to Put the flowers in your hair Wrap your tendrils round my chest I smile because I want to I am your boy Shake my little soul for you now, toy And I settle up into a world of noise I'm a man of many tricks and tools and joy With a battery of guilt on which to poise Down by the shore, a funny foal Who bit my wings and ate 'em whole You left before I come to You left before I come to We took to hills into the trees I hit my head and bit the leaves You left before I come to You left before I... Shake my little soul for you now, toy And I settle up into a world of noise I'm a man of many tricks and tools and joy With a battery of guilt on which to poise Shanks of slate fall to the beach Wrapped in life in ultra greens Pools teem with tiny feet And whorls of tired anemones You left before I got to You left before I got to You left before I You left before I... Shook the flowers from your hair Run to me and kiss my hands I'm dead before I... I'm dead before I... Shake my little soul for you now, toy And I settle up into a world of noise I'm a man of many tricks and tools and joy With a battery of guilt on which to poise Shake my little soul for you now, toy And I settle up into a world of noise I'm a man of many tricks and tools and toys With a battery of guilt on which to poise I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do I smile because I won't do