I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town 'Cause I'm someone you don't need around And I know it feels like love right now But eventually I'll just let you down Trouble follows me down every lane Self-sabotage is my middle name I'm a bonafide shit hurricane And I'm terrified that I'll never change When the truth is I'm scared You're all I wanted I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why, am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin, yeah (Oh-oh-oh) I've crossed the line about a hundred times (Oh-oh-oh) I sober up, then apologize (Oh-oh-oh) but these demons here, they're here for life (Oh-oh-oh) you're too beautiful, don't waste your time 'Cause the truth is I'm scared You're all I wanted I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin, yeah I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't want to ruin, yeah I don't wanna ruin (step one, I was freaking out) (Step two, feeling better now) I don't wanna ruin, yeah (Step three, if you stick around) I promise I'll never let you down Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down

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Dirty sneakers, clean them off After hours in the park Took me golfing in British air I would have hated it if you weren't there You've had a lot of exes Had a lot of experiences But this is all so new And I'm so scared that you You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Maybe this whole entire city by the time that I leave You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Even if you're not there, you'll be the only thing that I see Primrose Hill with all your friends I'd hate if something happened, and I won't see them 'Cause now I've rode the train just to meet your mom I've seen your hometown, where you're from You've had a lot of exes Got a lot of experiences But this is all so new And I'm so scared that you You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Maybe this whole entire city by the time that I leave You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Even if you're not there, you'll be the only thing I see Oh-oh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Oh, no, oh, oh-oh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me I just know it, I know it You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Yes, you will, oh You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Maybe this whole entire city by the time that I leave You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Even if you're not there, you'll be the only thing that I see Oh-oh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Oh, no, oh, oh-oh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

Now that I'm thinking sober Don't you try to get no closer I'm just gonna get in my car and drive, and drive Looking in the rearview mirror Everything is so much clearer Watch me wave it all goodbye, goodbye The light's flashing, giving me all the danger signs Someone to save, to save But it don't work that way Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake When the last straw is broken When the last door is closing I ain't that dumb to stick around, stick around I ain't got the time for looking back Gonna let yourself slip through the cracks And you just keep going down, down, down I'mma stay undercover Lay low need some time No one to save, to save This sick cycle's over, babe Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake Why you looking at me, spitting that same old lie Trying to bring back, ain't no flipping my mind Don't you get it by now the story's over, over? Still calling my name outside my house I'm hitting the switch Watch the lights go out Watch the lights go out I hope you ache, ache, ache oh, oh I hope you ache, ache, ache oh, oh Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Locked up tight Like I would never feel again Stuck in some kind of love prison And threw away the key, oh, oh Terrified Until I stared into your eyes Made me stop to realise The possibilities So, so I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna say it like it's never been spoken Tonight, tonight, I'm letting go, go, go, go I'm gonna give it like it's never been taken I'm gonna fall like I don't need saving Tonight, tonight, I'm letting go, go, go, go So played out The same lies with a different face But there's something in the words you say That makes you all feel so real I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna say it like it's never been spoken Tonight, tonight, I'm letting go, go, go, go I'm gonna give it like it's never been taken I'm gonna fall like I don't need saving Tonight, tonight, I'm letting go, go, go No need for me to run, run, run You're making me believe in everything No need to go and hide, hide, hide Gonna give you every little piece of me I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna say it like it's never been spoken Tonight, tonight, I'm letting go, I'm letting go, go I'm gonna give it like it's never been taken I'm gonna fall like I don't need saving Tonight, tonight, I'm letting go, go, go