Rollercoaster - Bleachers

I left the party like two hours ago Loves like a rollercoaster got me throwing up I'm still trying to forget you but it doesn't work No it doesn't work Yeah i got a lot to learn Sippin faygo goin crazy in my mind again I take drugs just for the pain i gotta clear my head She said what's it really like to be a rockstar I said i don't even know i haven't crashed my car You could go tell all your friends i never cared at all You could see me for a minute who would have to know I just cant stop thinking i just popped an adderall I just find it so damn tempting when my demons call She wan' be my reason She wan' see my demons I go crazy Why she only care about chanel bags and a gucci bracelet Take a trip go through the hidden hills see the plastic faces Popped another pill and time been slowing down just like the matrix Lock myself inside my fucking room i don't know how to save this Save it Save it I left the party like two hours ago Loves like a rollercoaster got me throwing up I'm still trying to forget you but it doesn't work No it doesn't work Yeah i got a lot to learn

One, two, three, four Out of my head I'm beggin' for skin to skin You don't say much 'cause you've been cheated before me I know you think I think I'm better than I am But I'm not tryna wake up in some promise land I just want a secret life Where you and I can get bored out of our minds I just wanna have you in a secret life 'Cause I'm sick of chasing after holy ghosts Been tryna tell you I want you the most You're always looking like a photograph just took Acting high life, reading your old Russian books Don't I know you think I think I'm better than I am Oh, honey, I'm not tryna wake up in some promise land I just want a secret life Where you and I can get bored out of our minds I just wanna have you in a secret life 'Cause I'm sick of chasing all these holy ghosts Been tryna tell you I want you the most And I talk so much I talk so much, it's nice I talk so much because I'm scared to begin God, I want a secret life Where you and I can get bored out of our minds I just wanna have you in a secret life 'Cause I'm sick of looking after all my ghosts Been tryna tell you I love you the most

Some girls Some girls they really just wanna hurt you And there's some boys Some boys that laugh when they break your heart But how love dies is a place that I'm not going And we could try, cause If you're feeling small I'll love your shadow And if you're feeling small I'll love your shadow There are those girls Those girls that are waiting by the phone on the weekend Oh yeah, like those boys, those boys that are home with the broken hearts But the heart wants fear So we're looking for a villain I'll be there If you're feeling small I'll love your shadow And if you're feeling small I'll love your shadow And I know that they have hurt you And I know the love you gave feels cheap and used And I know it's getting harder And I know the lights have all gone dark on you Still I will love your shadow When the love you gave feels cheap and used Yes I will love your shadow When the lights have all gone dark on you How love dies is a place that I'm not going And we could try... If you're feeling small I'll love your shadow And if you're feeling small I'll love your shadow