Ripples of Autumn - Mendeville

Please don't make me hide I've been putting up a fight What's the use of it now When I get pulled down anyways? I've been hiding my expression You can't blame the reflections And the ripples on the ground I might as well have drowned So, I'm keeping busy, work twice as hard as you Want you to believe me that I can pick and choose Said you'd let me drive your car as long as I'm with you Then you'd wait 'til we get far to tell me that you'll be gone soon Feels too late right now, I've been holding back 'Causе I'm afraid that I'm too loud Six feet underground I feel alone again stuck between my friеnds I guess I'll figure my way through them Not sure how I do it, but I'm sure now The people would listen as the water glistens Then I see my reflection so much clear So, I'm keeping busy, work twice as hard as you Want you to believe me that I can pick and choose Said you'd let me drive your car as long as I'm with you Then you'd wait 'til we get far to tell me that you'll be gone soon

Are you afraid of the world outside, Fond of the scales growing over our eyes, The catalyst thrives mortality undone, You're defective I'm done with it, Mold the world until it fits in your answer, Cheat every test to press on, Twist the world like it doesn't matter, Turn every truth to venom, I see the hurricane on the horizon, I know the eyes of the storm will swallow me whole, Believe in the lies they use to break you, I'm wasting my time trying to save you, Increasing contamination, The veins in my eyes start to split and tear, You poisoned the the air, Total hypocrisy, A plague on humanity, Feel the noose pulling tighter and tighter, Draining the strength to press on, So kick the chair, Finding that nobody cares, I see the hurricane on the horizon, I know the eye of the storm will swallow me whole, Were nothing if were not cursed, A dead march for the singular being, Everything you are disappears, A hollow shall programmed for hatred, No point in being, You fake to fit the whole, No individual, Watch them take control, Its unforgivable, Wasting away to nothing in an instant, Failed by the kids that define my existence, The catalyst thrives, Mortality undone, You're defective I'm done with it.

Take your last look forever, This memory burns in my mind, Closing the loops, Carry the weight for the rest of time, No need to suffer this alone, We maintain a constant symbiotic connection, Accepting relentless unbiased evolution, Imminent death, Its useless to from approaching doom, Its the last eclipse, Were caught in the shadows and left in the dark, Feel the wight of this, its drowning us all, We beg for redemption, Tear down the structures stone by stone, We maintain a constant symbiotic Connection accepting relentless deception, You will suffer this annihilation, Drowning in sorrow, Blinded by aspirations of a dying world clouding your vision, Wait for the light of the morning sun, It never comes, Separated, Alone and disconnected, Its the last eclipse, Were caught in the shadows and left in the dark, Feel the weight of this, Its drowning us all as we beg and we beg and we die