Retro Games - Pasha Velchev

Was I the problem? When all I thought was That I don't follow The pace of conversation Oh, am I the problem? Letting inhibitions go The first mistake was Losing most my self-control Can't bite my tongue when I'm drunk And here I thought it was the same for everyone But I can't stop calming my nerves 'til they're Numb, useless Vestigial and senseless Waking up to dry mouth and ash Was I the problem? When all I thought was That I don't follow The pace of conversation When the drinks have dried up A concrete basement Now you won't face me I don't remember what I said Am I the problem? Am I the problem? Crooked steps, a purple bruise on my shins Teeth feel rotten through A vinyl floored back room, begs the question Is this just how I live? In fear of what I'll do Wake every day to say I'm numb, worthless Vestigial and pointless A sore to bite every time that I speak I'm torn Last stitch comes loose Frayed and hopeless Point the gun, take a breath, be at peace Was I the problem? When all I thought was That I don't follow The pace of conversation When the drinks have dried up A concrete basement Now you won't face me I don't remember what I said Am I the problem? Stay down, stay down, stay down The memories bleed when I go out Just breathe, you'll never leave The mind just well enough to ask Am I the problem? Oh, it would seem so The resignation I'm gonna die like this When the drinks have dried up A concrete basement Now you won't face me I don't remember what I said Am I the problem? Stay down, stay down, stay down The memories bleed when I go out Just breath you'll never leave The mind just well enough to ask How do you feel about -? How do you feel tonight?