I met my friend at the pool He told me things are going well But not without the need to knock on wood We said goodbye After saving drowning killer bees And crying 'bout how much he loves his wife I told my friend about last night Risking my relationships and people I just can't resist And bad behavior I've been trying to hide Suffocate and drown She kissed me when I kissed her mouth She asking me, "Do you wanna skip town?" but I never could, babe You know that we both move too fast Why would you even ask me? I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just crazy about the thought of thinking I adore you I met my friend at the pool She told me she was fucking up But I wouldn't call her anybody's fool We said goodbye And she touched down on London ground And I went back to trying to live my life I saw my late friend last night He came to see me in a dream I don't know why he visits me I worked all day just let me sleep, alright? Two shots in my head I felt my legs kick in my bed I remembered what my mama had said "Now child" You never could, baby I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just waiting on someone to wake me I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just crazy About the thought of thinking I adore you