Remainder (Lofi) - Spanish Love Songs

Had the feeling that we were due for bad news Six months away before we knew That no good was ever coming through I burnt down the house for you I moved my shit out of your room I kissed my dog goodbye, said, "I guess it's time to move" My things on the lawn in the heat September stayed so warm And your sweat tasted sweet It's the last time I held you complete The last family on the street The only time we meet You're not alone But all things in mind I couldn't be better Than times that I've denied myself my happiness And all things considered I come out the remainder Left alone without my whole So where'd you go? Now I stayed indoors on my throne And I talk to myself Pray that you haven't flown And I'll reap what I have sown 'Cause I'm just a fucked up boy Who dreams of dying alone But all things in mind I couldn't be better Than times that I've denied myself my happiness And all things considered I come out the remainder Left alone without my whole But all things in mind I couldn't be better Than times that I've denied myself my happiness And all things considered I come out the remainder Left alone without my whole Moving in on miserable (but all things in mind) With rings and beds I took for granted (I couldn't be better) Feels like I am barely here (than times that I've denied) Seven years that never happened (myself my happiness) Giving up on loving things (and all things considered) Except maybe for my new family (I come out the remainder) Hold myself up for display (left alone without my whole) Everything just brings me down today

We are all trapped in prisons of the mind, It's a hard sensibility But we'll see it through in time But when words come between us Noiseless in the air Believe me, I know it's so easy to despair. But don't Tonight i'm talking to myself There's no one that I know as well Thoughts collide without a sound Frantic, fighting to be found And I've found things in this life That still are real A remainder refusing to be concealed And I've found the answer lies in a real emotion Not the self-indulgence of a self-devotion Too many situations Left with too little to say So we try, we try to feel our way And if decisions cause divisions Tell me who's to blame? Pick a target for convenience When there are other ways So don't Tonight i'm talking to myself There's no one that I know as well Thoughts collide without a sound Frantic, fighting to be found And I've found things in this life That still are real A remainder refusing to be concealed I've found the answer lies in a real emotion Not the self-indulgence of a self-devotion