Relapse - Colossal Figures

If anyone asks, you never saw me And I know you know better than to call me Let's just hide out under the covers One more secret between two old lovers What can it hurt? I ain't hung up on you I ain't in love with you This is just time that I'm wasting One or two little sips I'm alright, I can quit You're just some wine that I'm tasting I don't have to have you I don't need to need you You're just a high that I'm chasing Don't think I'm coming back It's just a relapse I know I said, I said it was over But it's hard when I miss you to stay sober So if I show up here at your door again Oh, it's just me falling off of the wagon What can it hurt? I ain't hung up on you I ain't in love with you This is just time that I'm wasting One or two little sips I'm alright, I can quit You're just some wine that I'm tasting I don't have to have you I don't need to need you You're just a high that I'm chasing Don't think I'm coming back It's just a relapse I can quit when I'm ready (I can quit) I ain't hurting nobody but me I ain't hung up on you I ain't in love with you This is just time that I'm wasting One or two little sips I'm alright, I can quit You're just some wine that I'm tasting I don't have to have you I don't need to need you You're just a high that I'm chasing Don't think I'm coming back It's just a relapse Oh, no Don't think I'm coming back It's just a relapse

Relapse Tear the stitch from my open wound Time would heal but I never wanted to Roots run deep, poison rushes through Left its hooks in me Severed my sense of truth Severed my sense of truth I take one step forward then two steps back 'Til I run out of time in the hourglass When heaven is full And hell don't want me back Watch it fade to black As I relapse You might call me insane Withdrawing from the pain Tell myself I can change Swear I'm not an addict Just another bad habit Just another bad Just another bad habit Just another bad habit I take one step forward Then two steps back 'Til I run out of time in the hourglass When heaven is full And hell don't want me back Watch it fade to black As I relapse I take one step forward Then two steps back 'Til I run out of time in the hourglass When heaven is full And hell don't want me back Watch it fade to black As I relapse I should stop but I ain't one to quit So you can save yourself Or free fall in this bottomless pit Save yourself

Lately I've been thinking that I'm not the one to play this part Cause every sweet word that I write could never fix their hearts I can't help but think That someone else is living my dream Because this means so much to me Am I the man that you want Or the man that I'm supposed to be? Am I the man I'm supposed to be Or did they get the whole thing wrong? These days I wish I never wrote a single song For you to sing along I'm just so scared to find I'm wrong Cause I've chased these dreams for way too long I let the hate of the world fill my head with doubt I won't let their voices drown me out I let the hate of the world fill my head with doubt I won't let their voices drown me out You are the reason, I do this for you not myself You are the reason, I do this for you not myself You are the reason, I do this for you not myself You are the reason, I do this for you not myself You are the reason, I do this for you not myself You are the reason, I do this for you not myself Am I the man I'm supposed to be Or did they get the whole thing wrong? These days I wish I never wrote a single song For you to sing along I'm just so scared to find I'm wrong Cause I've chased these dreams for way too long When you want me to fail And stand in my way I'll use your hate to fuel my rage I'll use your hate to fuel my rage