These boots of suede Will never fade If I picture the rain Going away I've tried to save Falling things from the humble ground I finally Tried to leave But you're holding the keys To everything I could want and need In my head and in the ground There's never those hard feelings Even now Years reaching for the ceiling Show me how You think you look so different You never change You never fade When you wear olive green And in a place like this How was I to replicate the way we felt on 5th With flashing lights And passing time Never holding your hand But with your arm in mine We formally crossed the streets to Julian's rhymes But Julian spoke the truth It was just a phase with you But Julian spoke the truth It was just a phase with you There's never those hard feelings Even now Years reaching for the ceiling Show me how You think you look so different You never change You never fade When you wear olive green

I've already soothed the burns From the radiation Coming from the rage you felt When I wished you well And said I don't want complications I didn't mean it In a bad way I just figured That I'd always Be honest You said to be honest I'm always honest But now I know You never are I didn't think that you'd go far with your Racist boyfriend and his fancy car But somehow you did It's like A stolen coat put in a lost and found or Feeling the need to turn around When the image of your face is already burned In my head It doesn't change a thing you did I see right through You're so predicable now I know the truth I never really had a doubt You're not so screwed From what I see it's all laid out But you look so blue For someone that's got it made I didn't think that it would come to that Where I was always wrong and we were always mad I guess I'll claim the fault though Because I see you're busy making real good choices Claiming you care about your best friend's voice When the only thing you care about is When you'll go to sleep And yet you say you still have dreams I see right through You're so predicable now I know the truth I never really had a doubt You're not so screwed From what I see it's all laid out But you look so blue For someone that's got it made You've totally got it made I see right through You're so predicable now I know the truth I never really had a doubt You're not so screwed From what I see it's all laid out But you look so blue For someone that's got it made You've totally got it made

You couldn't leave the house even if you wanted to They tried to give a damn but you could never get a clue So much baggage but you never let them lend a hand Instead you Drank away and started tripping on your ceiling fan You used to hate "I told you so's" But you seem to take them well now And I can tell It's over You're sober No longer the pictures you took in October Reminders of all nighters And not the kind with used up lighters You're a fighter And you're tired So your skin made the perfect bed For the flower That you planted When you told yourself now's not the time to be dead It's over You're sober No longer the pictures you took in October Reminders of all nighters And not the kind with used up lighters You're a fighter And you're tired So your skin made the perfect bed For the flower That you planted When you told yourself now's not the time to be dead

So this is it The end of you and me and everything in between But their expectations were always bound to bleed out Your air was sinless and you wouldn't let me breathe with you You couldn't see this through It was fleshed out Only to be flushed down Along with the rest of me There's no chance With your cold hands Giving unwanted sympathy A lighter will burn a bridge fine The flames won't swallow the sky I'm glad they are peaceful tonight I can see you from my side But why would I want that I close the shades behind my back To hide away the sunlight's face That shows me all the time I've wasted Aimlessly numbing myself You reaching out to me is hell Cause nothing you could say or do will bring him home Leave me alone

Mi mente era joven Y la furia se me escapaba de mis pulmones Y con mi alma tan frágil Que se quebrava cada vez Que me dijistes que no sabes que decir me Don't be so nonchalant to me You always told me not to read into things like this But you make things easy to believe Now I must sell for you to see That I've been getting better Solo quiero saber Compare cuánto te cuesta decir la verdad A cuánto te cuesta joder Sus mentiras me tienen viendo luzes Solo pedí honestidad Nunca pedí que me trataras dulce Don't be so nonchalant to me You always told me not to read into things like this But you make things easy to believe Now I must sell for you to see That I've been getting better