I wither within when I'm without Baptized in sin and blessed with doubt Most nights I hardly know myself Sometimes I feel like someone else Was I ever good enough for you? There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview Underneath, all apathy You're woven into my tapestry Did you ever love me at all? Sometimes I start to lose control Was I ever good enough for you? There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview You love me, I love you You don't love me anymore, I still do I'm sorry, I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying You love me, I love you You don't love me anymore, I still do I'm sorry, I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying

I'm incapable of loving you the way that I want to love you Because we got too much baggage I don't even trust myself so it be hard for me to trust you Betrayal turn me to a savage An I've been riding with my highbeams on just so I can see clearer Tryna gain perspective on myself Act like I don't want you but I swear to GOD I need you And I'd rather argue with you then to be with someone else Stuck in my ways I call a Lyft so you could come through Tequila in the freezer that's the shit I always run to Clicking on your story and it looked like you had fun too I Don't need to be reminded it's a million guys that want you You ask me why I question you like I don't know you or something Maybe I'm paranoid or I'm just going through something I'm drunk I think they mixed this Hennessy homebrew or something My Brody's locked behind the wall they drinking homebrew and puffing I Called ya phone I got no answer I used to that I know we fell out I'm majority to do with that Paragraph of my emotions it's a lot of truth in that Shit is out my character You know I don't be doing that I Called ya phone I got no answer I used to that I know we fell out I'm majority to do with that Paragraph of my emotions it's a lot of truth in that Im incapable of loving you the way that I want to love you Because we got too much baggage I don't even trust myself so it be hard for me to trust you Betrayal turn me to a savage An I've been riding with my highbeams on just so I can see clearer Tryna gain perspective on myself Act like I don't want you but I swear to GOD I need you And I'd rather argue with you then to be with someone else

Okay, my fan base be waiting on me I'm gettin lit cuz everyday somebody hatin on me Just threw another chain, another bracelet on me Bitch keep on calling she like damn you getting famous on me Lately, I been losing sleep I pop a pill to rest I keep numbing my emotions I can't feel the stress They keep on telling me I made it I don't feel success I fuck two hoes at one time because it feel the best I lost Mecca at 15 and shit I'm still depressed Even when I'm smiling, trips to different islands Soba got like 5 and he was in the city wildin I'm sending free prints to the joint With that shit on, I be stylin Industry people keep on saying we should do lunch But I ain't seen my loved ones in like a few months I build my following off of talent, I don't do stunts No, I don't do skits I put you on a news clip Clout chasers tryna rap beef to build tracks I'm posting flyers with the date and time if you still rapping Blue hundreds in my pockets like I'm still trappin Illegal grips and throwaways because I know that it could still happen Pull up in the physical then wheel you off to critical Must be fuckin with that fetty You should stay from round them chemicals Sometimes the love and hate can look identical All this weight that's on my shoulders I'm still smiling in my interviews Keep it in solid till they put me under Started off small now we all doing numbers Gotta thank God cause he keep doing wonders Heart is so cold get the heat like the summer When did the love turn to hate When did the love turn to hate When did the love turn to hate When did the love turn to hate They say they love me but that love can turn to hate sometimes I can't get caught in your feelings gotta take what's mine Some people scared to be successful they afraid to shine Presidential Roly out the Lambo I be racing time National attention yeah my buzz it up But if I fall back for a second I can fuck it up I'm independent staying down because my hustle up Wrote down a plan and followed through Cuz I don't fuck with luck Yeah, gotta be mindful who you sign to Cautious who you align with they can be the ones to line on you Contradiction, tell my God kids don't do as I do Everything is a game until it turns into the hunger games You affected by them comments on the web Then you ain't built for this Bitch I give my life for this I'm down to get killed for this They see me comfy in the trenches They don't know the blood I spilt for this Stupid motherfuckers, I'm a ruthless motherfucker for real Keep it in solid till they put me under Started off small now we all doing numbers Gotta thank God cause he keep doing wonders Heart is so cold get the heat like the summer When did the love turn to hate When did the love turn to hate When did the love turn to hate When did the love turn to hate