Really Nice To Think About - JESSIA

I know that I will love again I'll meet someone and we'll make amends I'm sure she'll be a gentleman And I will be content And all that I will be fulfilled See the world and pay my bills Have a drink and eat my fill Of dinners and free will But if you come to me In my home with my three kids If you asked me to leave To be with you and split Well I'd at least Have to think about it You never loved the same amount You spent a week at my mother's house And honest I can tell you now I love you more than my future spouse And if you come to me When I've promised to commit If you told me that you loved me And asked me for a kiss Well, I'd at least have to think about it You are my Achilles' heel The weakness only I can feel I've been a liar and you've been a pill But I'd still have to think about it Things Just won't be the same I'm scared to death I'll scream your name And still there's not a thing I would change That's okay But I think about it

I should admit it I'm kinda stuck in a loop In a loop that is you Boy, you're still on my business None of my business Who you call when you're drunk Damn, it used to be me and I miss this I know I'm good on my own Still it's hard to let you go Thought I'm over you but no, 'cause like I Always have to think about you Trying not to think about you Guess I'll have to wait 'til I forget Fuck I gotta quit fantasizing Always over-analyzing every little stupid thing you said I always have to think about you Trying not to think about you Guess I'll have to wait 'til I forget Fuck I gotta quit fantasizing Always over-analyzing every little stupid thing you said Man, I hate it Gave you space, too much space Now you wake up every day To a different pretty face Am I crazy? 'Cause lately, I can't look at no one else Tell me, how the hell are you back dating? I know I'm good on my own Still it's hard to let you go Thought I'm over you but no, 'cause like I Always have to think about you Trying not to think about you Guess I'll have to wait 'til I forget Fuck I gotta quit fantasizing Always over-analyzing every little stupid thing you said I always have to think about you Trying not to think about you Guess I'll have to wait 'til I forget Fuck I gotta quit fantasizing Always over-analyzing every little stupid thing you said Trying not to think about you Trying not to think about you Trying not to think about you 'Bout you Trying, trying trying Always have to think about you Trying not to think about you Guess I'll have to wait 'til I forget Fuck I gotta quit fantasizing Always over-analyzing every little stupid thing you said I always have to think about you Trying not to think about you Guess I'll have to wait 'til I forget Fuck I gotta quit fantasizing Always over-analyzing every little stupid thing you said (Thank you everybody)

Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot where I was One, two, three, four I try to think about Elvis, Memphis Oprah in the afternoon I try to think about palm trees, fig leaves The creature from the Black Lagoon I try to think about high heels and good deals Anything to get me through I just can't concentrate You're all I think about these days I try to contemplate the cosmos And what goes 'round and 'round the sky at night I try to think about the champagne, freight trains Slowly rolling out of sight I try to focus on the headlines, the street crimes Every time I think I might I just can't concentrate You're all I think about these days My mind wanders where it will And when it settles right on you I forget what I should say I forget what I should do My mind wanders where it will And when it settles right on you I forget what I should say I forget what I should do Come on, Patty, get it together I try to think about Shakespeare, leap year The Beatles or the Rolling Stones I try to think about hair-do's, tattoos Sushi bars and saxophones I try to think about the talk shows, new clothes But I guess I should have known I just can't concentrate You're all I think about these days You're all I think about these days

You said it's over now Not tomorrow, not the next day, not any day You said you'd figured out what can move me Darling, I figured that out too Make no time for tylenol, salbutamol Fuck my life, you cared when I was sick No one ever gave a shit You said you gave the world, I took it all You fought this war, once I had asked me "What am I doing this for?" It should've been you Well, now it's you Never been the one for romance Never thought that I'd get married Never been the kind to give a shared life a second glance Selfish prosе, a lifestyle of a stained glass window Wondеr what colours and shapes I'll throw I look to the horizon And all I ever saw was a background for my phone It should've been you The constant and the undiscovered you Well, now it's you What a perfect time for realization I'll wake up early I'll watch the sunrise I never liked the rain but sunshine Hasn't worked its charms of late Call my mother, tell her I love her You know I never had the guts to say "I'll dream of summer, I'll dream of you and me" "In that Coyote, lying out in the shade" Just tell me one thing When your heart finds its place, just take a step back and smile When you're sat in a better place We could've kicked my ass together We could've slapped my face together We could've stitched my mind together If only I knew what to say We could've kicked my ass together We could've slapped my face together We could've stitched my mind together So this is how I lose you

You, yeah, normally when I think about you There's a picture-perfect thing that I do And I fake things, doing it right now I'm going off track And I never ever really look back So I always end up thinking like that Real life, I'm putting my lights out While I think about you, you, you Oh, while I think about you, you Oh, I think about you Oh, I think about you (Oh, I think about you) (Oh, I think about you) And normally when I think about this There are voices that I try to resist Dig a hole, I'm digging it right down And where would I go If I never ever really laid low Tell me everything I really should know There's a world I'm spinning in right now While I think about you, you, you Oh, I think about you, you While I think about you, you, you Oh, I think about you, you (You know I think about you) While I think about you I really wonder if you'll ever hold me I really wonder if you'll ever hold me And something tells me that it's really not wrong Feels like forever, you could string me along I really wonder if you'll ever hold me While I think about you, you, you Oh, I think about you, you While I think about you, you, you Oh, I think about you, you While I think about you, you, you Oh, I think about you, you While I think about you Oh, I think about you (Oh, I think about you) (Oh, I think about you)