Real Feel

I thought I'd silenced you But here you are again Welcoming my anxiety I've wanted to throw you out But since you're the gate I remain the prison I thought I'd heal from you Or you'd escaped from me Maybe I'm too scared to forget you I just can't remember how it feels like to function without Absorbed in total free fall It's a waste of time It's not that serious And then, when guilt consumes you in your yoga class And your teacher convinces you You have to come back more often to solve these issues Right? I look around to realise I am the problem Am I put into this world solely to embody it?

Now you've got to breathe It's only where your feet fell People so cool Somebody wants you A lover come back I wanna dance like her Like nobody's watching But nobody's watching Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Feel real, now Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Even when you know Hits you hard Leaves slow, comes back fast When you can't take Don't swallow your pain Been around once It'll be around again Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Feel real, now Forever meant nothing when we had nothing That's the time I took To calm these things Better to have been with than live without it Hold yourself, howl and scream Finally feel everything joining underneath Now you've got to breathe It's only where your feet fell People so cool Somebody wants you A lover come back I wanna dance like her Like nobody's watching But nobody's watching Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Feel real, now Forever meant nothing when we had nothing That's the time I took To calm these things Better to have been with than live without it Hold yourself, howl and scream Finally feel everything joining underneath Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Feel real, now Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Feel real, now Forever meant nothing when we had nothing Feel real, now Forever meant nothing when we had nothing