Questions from our night (feat. Soombee) - HANRORO

When I was a little girl Like really little, like eight or so I was playing in my father's study A place in the house I wasn't supposed to go My father fancied himself a sailor His study was filled with nautical decor He kept a boat in a bottle on the top of a shelf And it shattered on the ground when I slammed the door I told my mother everything I told her I was so, so sorry She told me, "Don't cry When he comes home tonight We can make everything okay This is all we have to say" "We don't remember a boat in a bottle It must've fallen off its shelf alone We know you loved it, we're so sad it's broken But neither one of us was even home" And it's our word Yes, our word Against his So I hid screw-ups from my father Made up school awards to please my mom Whatever made the steak taste better Whatever kept the waters calm I was told to keep their secrets And in turn, they'd keep mine As I got older, I got dumber I couldn't help but cross the line Three times I nearly wrecked my life Three times I nearly came to ruin Three times went crying to my parents Who said they'd make it go away Yes, this is all we had to say "We never rented a house in Sedona We didn't see Camille the day she died We haven't been on our boat in some years now So we don't care what you found inside" And it's our word Yes, our word It's our word Yes, our word Against theirs Somebody was paid (paid) To make it go away (away) Everyone was paid (paid) To make the problems go away (away) Doesn't matter who gets screwed Or who is blame Do what you need to do to clear your name An inconvenient truth can be easily erased When I was 26 I was living in New York I developed some fun habits Put my white blood cells to work I remember it so clearly I was home alone on a Tuesday night To level out, I'd popped some downers But couldn't seem to get my mind right I drew a bath and slipped into it And suddenly became aware I couldn't keep my head above water I took a final gasp of air And as I laid there helplessly A million different thoughts came to me I saw my parents hearing the news "Your only daughter drowned today" I thought about what they might say "Our daughter, Judith? No, she moved to Austin She's very happy there, or so we hear She's always been so goddamned independent The years go by, and now we barely see her" "Our daughter, Judith? You must be mistaken You mean the girl we raised as if our own? We loved her so much, she felt like our child But eventually, we had to send her home" It'd be their word Only their word It'd be their word Only their word On its own

Last night we let the liquor talk I can't remember everything we said but we said it all You told me that you wish I was somebody you never met But baby, baby, somethin's tellin' me this ain't over yet No way it was our last night I kiss your lips Make you grip the sheets with your fingertips Last bottle of Jack we split a fifth Just talk about life goin' sip for sip Yeah, you, you know you love to fight And I say shit I don't mean But I'm still gon' wake up wantin' you and me I know that last night we let the liquor talk I can't remember everything we said but we said it all You told me that you wish I was somebody you never met But baby, baby somethin's tellin' me this ain't over yet No way it was our last night No way it was our last night No way it was the last night that we break up I see your tail lights in the dust You call your momma, I call your bluff In the middle of the night, pull it right back up Yeah, my, my friends say "let her go" Your friends say "what the hell?" I wouldn't trade your kind of love for nothin' else Oh baby, last night we let the liquor talk I can't remember everything we said but we said it all You told me that you wish I was somebody you never met But baby, baby, somethin's tellin' me this ain't over yet No way it was our last night, we said we'd had enough I can't remember everything we said but we said too much I know you packed your shit and slammed the door right before you left But baby, baby, somethin's tellin' me this ain't over yet No way it was our last night No way it was our last night I know you said this time you really weren't coming back again But baby, baby, somethin's tellin' me this ain't over yet No way it was our last night (No way it was our last night)

Breakfast at Tiffany's and bottles of bubbles Girls with tattoos who like getting in trouble Lashes and diamonds, ATM machines Buy myself all of my favorite things Been through some bad shit, I should be a sad bitch Who would have thought it'd turn me to a savage? Rather be tied up with cuffs and not strings Write my own checks like I write what I sing My wrist, stop watchin' My neck is flossin' Make big deposits My gloss is poppin' You like my hair? Gee, thanks! Just bought it I see it, I like it I want it, I got it Yeah I want it, I got it I want it, I got it I want it, I got it I want it, I got it You like my hair? Gee, thanks! Just bought it I see it, I like it I want it, I got it Yeah Wearin' a ring but ain't gon' be no "Mrs." Bought matching diamonds for six of my bitches I'd rather spoil all my friends with my riches Think retail therapy my new addiction Whoever said money can't solve your problems Must not have had enough money to solve 'em They say, "Which one?" I say, "Nah, I want all 'em." Happiness is the same price as "red-bottoms" My smile is beamin' My skin is gleamin' The way it shine I know you've seen it I bought a crib Just for the closet Both his and hers I want it, I got it I want it, I got it I want it, I got it I want it, I got it I want it, I got it You like my hair? Gee, thanks! Just bought it I see it, I like it I want it, I got it Yeah, my receipts be lookin' like phone numbers If it ain't money, then wrong number Black Card is my business card The way it be settin' the tone for me I don't mean to brag But I be like, "Put it in the bag.", yeah When you see them racks They stacked up like my ass, yeah Shoot Go from the store to the booth Make it all back in one loop Gimme the loot Never mind, I got the juice Nothin' but net when we shoot Look at my neck, look at my jet Ain't got enough money to pay me respect Ain't no budget when I'm on the set If I like it then that's what I get, yeah I want it, I got it I want it, I got it Yeah, I got it I want it, I got it I want it, I got it Oh, yeah, yeah You like my hair? Gee, thanks! Just bought it I see it, I like it I want it, I got it Yeah

You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything You know I say that I am better now, better now I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything I did not believe that it would end, no Everything came second to the Benz, oh You're not even speaking to my friends, no You knew all my uncles and my aunts though Twenty candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes We were looking forward to the rest of our lives Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside Now it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin' With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas Drinkin' Henny and I'm tryna forget But I can't get this shit outta my head You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything You know I say that I am better now, better now I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything I seen you with your other dude He seemed like he was pretty cool I was so broken over you Life it goes on, what can you do? I just wonder what it's gonna take (gonna take) Another foreign or a bigger chain (bigger chain) Because no matter how my life has changed (life has changed) I keep on looking back on better days (better days) You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything You know I say that I am better now, better now I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything I promise, I swear to you I'll be okay You're only the love of my life You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything You know I say that I am better now, better now I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything Whoa-oh-oh

Wave after wave, no change in my faith I'm here for you through high or low Every time our Earth shakes, I'll fight through the pain I'll die before I ever let you go I made this promise to keep it I won't let you slip away so easy Even if it feels like we're fading It's gonna take a little more than the Earth shaking So throw away the back up plans Don't look back, just take my hand Wave after wave, no change in my faith I'm here for you through high or low And every time our Earth shakes, I'll fight through the pain I'll die before I ever let you go I'll die before I I ever let you go Abandoned love keeps them drifting But I won't jump ship even when it feels like it's sinking So throw away the back up plans (Just take my hand) Wave after wave, no change in my faith I'm here for you through high or low And every time our Earth shakes, I'll fight through the pain I'll die before I ever let you go I'll die before I I'll die before I I ever let you go Surrounded by lonely, bruised, and broken love I've seen it and I won't be like everybody else Wave after wave, no change in my faith (Change in my faith) I'm here for you through high or low (Through high or low) And every time our Earth shakes, I'll fight through the pain (Through the pain) I'll die before I ever let you go (I'll never let you go) I'll die (I'll die before I let you go) Before I (I'll fight through the pain) I'll die (Every time our Earth shakes) Before I I'll die before I ever let you go