Quest for a Cure - Borislav Slavov

Waking up too early Static on the TV Dressed in all the clothes I had on When yesterday decided I didn't need to fight with the hours and the seconds no more Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working everyday the way that most do Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know That if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man, growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell 'Cos my heads a living hell If I'm honest with myself Stumble as I'm leaving One foot takes the lead Second seems to struggle to find A solitary reason to continue seeking Any use in walking this line Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working every day the way that most do Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know That if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell 'Cos my heads a living hell If I'm honest with myself So how am I supposed to see an end To my all consuming constant fear and dread When I can't even seem to make it out of bed Yeah if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell 'Cos my heads a living hell If I'm honest with myself

Cold and deceived, letting love take its lead I stood in awe as I watched my hell retreat I'm 25 and living my life Crushing the walls of defeat right before my eyes Crushing defeat right before my eyes I will not yield at the hands of my guilt I'd rather break down the walls that entropy built I am no coward, no fear among these bones This body is concrete This will is of stone I'm not sick, I'm just sick and tired of giving in You're a conformist, a sheep to follow suit We're not sick, we're just sick and tired of giving in I'd sever my legs before I'd follow you We watched you cower at the sign of smoke Regret so potent and it makes you choke You're the reason we live this way Hearts full of hope Eyes full of rage I'm giving up on giving in I'm backing out, not backing down I know you want me to submit I know you want me to submit Consciousness has become a plague Spreading corruption to all in its wake Your pathogenic words tearing through the air Killing us slowly I'm not sick We watched you cower at the sign of smoke Regret so potent and it makes you choke You're the reason we live this way Hearts full of hope Eyes full of rage I'm giving up on giving in I'm backing out, not backing down You want me to admit my life's a lie With every word you spit full of genocide If hate's the cure and it makes me well Then open your mouth and inject yourself When is the last time you felt well? When is the last time you felt well? When is the last time you felt well? When is the last time you felt well? I know you want me to submit I know you want me to submit But I refuse to give in You've become the contagion

From one world to another, There's so much to discover Feel so small inside, But courage has no size My heart knows where to go, And I will follow MoreIt's the little things that make a difference It's the quest for love that brings us life It's a dream of what could be That makes it all worthwhile Like you being by my side A love that only grows with time Sometimes I lose my way, Unsure, I grow afraid There's no wrong I can't make right With you standing by It takes a friend like you To remind me of what I knew It's the little things that make a difference It's the quest for love that brings us life It's a dream of what could be That makes it all worthwhile Like you being by my side A love that only grows with time I'll be strong, I'll be brave, From your world and back again We will go until the end, oh It's the little things that make a difference It's the quest for love that brings us life It's a dream of what could be That makes it all worthwhile Like you being by my side A love that only grows with time