So sad her eyes smiling dark eyes So sad her eyes as it began On such a breathless night as this Upon my brow the lightest kiss I walked alone And all around the air did sway My lady soon will stir this way In sorrow known The white Queen walks And the night grows pale Stars of lovingness in her hair Heeding unheard pleading one word So sad my eyes she cannot see How did thee fare what have thee seen The mother of the willow green I call her name And 'neath her window have I stayed I loved the footsteps that she made And when she came White Queen how my heart did ache And dry my lips no word would make So still I wait My goddess hear my darkest fear I speak too late It's for evermore that I wait Dear friend goodbye No tears in my eyes So sad it ends as it began

I realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shame Scared to death of what's within There's bleeding kind of beating, deep beneath the skin Feel the rattle, ravage, all my sin Hear it scream behind my chest again No alchemy can give me what I wish I could be So I'll try a different body Just a dash of this and that A touch of blood and add some mud My wishes, fears, and painful tears I wonder when I'll have enough No form of love can give me what I wish I could be I pray just change me I'm broken, torn, and tattered I'll never be full again I'll close my eyes and shatter My heart, rebuild from the start Disgusting Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I Realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shame To erase and wash away all the shame Stuck in the mud in my mind, if I clean up, I swear that I'd shine I am confined to what is inside Eating away at the thoughts that I'm trying to hide And I'm sick of all this wondering if I even deserve to live I think it's best I rip these feeling out with the rest of it The breath of life was my demise I'm cursed until the day I die Perhaps a better set of eyes Will blind me from this sin of mine I've been forsaken, I'm breaking, can take it again So take from me my mind and let me be I'm lower than the dirt, a worthless Homunculus Sick of this Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I Realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shame To erase and wash away all the shame Toil all day, till this rotten clay Water and blood just aren't enough To fill my heart up Over and over I try to reshape Crying in shame as I take the pain out Maybe that can change me That can save me I'm broken, torn, and tattered I'll never be full again I'll close my eyes and shatter My heart, rebuild from the start Disgusting Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I Realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide So maybe in my next life I'll finally find Find a way to wash away all the shame To erase and wash away all the shame

In life, nothing shines quite as bright As flowers dyed in colorful lies The petals never fade, they're all fake Plastic makes the perfect face Antipathy world I stand in the rain of my pain Puddles remain on all of my shame But can i clean my name? On my hair, in my heart, it's pouring hard Washing over my scars Before my eyes, the words inside had withered away in my life But now I bare a fruit that has grown in disguise A mirrored me is what they see, made from these lies The makeup lets me hide how I feel unalive Pa pa, pa pa pa parapa pa pa Let's play, let's play Our game of riddles that we chase Ta ta, ta ta ta tarata ta ta Tell me, tell me Why are we still dancing in this pain? I just can't understand the simplest things Who am I behind this face? Every time I find identity, it was just a dream Like your love for me (It's fading, it's fading) I'm a hypocrite who doesn't know when to quit Phony, phony, phony So tangled up in my own lies I'm just a fake phony Antipathy world Before my eyes, the lies and spite had come alive, wearing my face I'm staring at a mask that is melting my name The monster in the mirror that's staring at me A mannequin that's built on deceit, it's all fake Tell me, how do we keep living our lives when They're all built on the lies of a love we'll never see? I'll keep swimming too deep in self-deceit The midnight train I don't need's leaving I'd rather dance while singing Pa pa, pa pa pa parapa pa pa Let's play, let's play Our game of riddles that we chase Ta ta, ta ta ta tarata ta ta Tell me, tell me Why I keep feeling this stinging pain I just can't wash away the stain of each day The rain of all my pain just won't go away I'm a hypocrite who doesn't know when to quit Phony, phony, phony So tangled up in my own lies, I just I just can't understand the simplest things Who am I behind this face? Every time I find identity, it was just a dream Like your love for me (It's fading, it's fading) I'm a hypocrite who doesn't know when to quit Phony, phony, phony So tangled up in my own lies, I'm just a fake phony These petals never fade, they're fake- the face of a phony

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done to me, betrayer Throw your stones and stab me with your hateful stares Curtain call, the final act, so say your prayers So long to you beloved traitor A Last Supper with nothing to say All of the words have fallen onto my plate I feel a fearful feeling starting to lead me astray Hiding my deep desires tore me apart Fighting to hate things I want in my heart Budding a bloody venom, forcing me into the dark The things I've seen and wanna believe But I deny the truth that's staring at me I know the cross I bear is starting to wear on my knees Feeling a bleeding, burning something in me Beneath a voice too timid, bubbling deep Shutting a throat so singed, I don't have a word that won't sting Cutting out this doubt, I see now Clear and free, let loose what's killing me Lower your eyes, my love and spite look quite alike I worship you, but hate grew up into This bitter, sweet disguise Then your mercy came to take the pain that I had on my mind Even if we have to say our goodbyes Even if we lose sight of our lives You'll always have me in your heart I'll never part from your side If only I could stop you leaving If I could hold you right here with me You could wash away my secret sins Save me from the hate I hide within Peace can dirty like water into wine Baptized and brought to light I'll make them see you're a witch in disguise Innocence has died Wilted by your lies Let's break you from this cage But you never came to set me free I'm whispering, still standing in the rain Nothing will change, I'm praying the same thing every day I've lost my faith and myself all the same It's too late to be saved Torn apart, I'm stuck in hate while hoping I can somehow change If we're tired of this back-and-forth strut If there is nothing left here for us I'll see that we are both set free Tonight, I'll see we find peace So that nobody can conquer your heart So nobody can tear us apart You should trust yours in these hands of mine Lean on me, and you'll be alright Tears I shared with you Joy, I shared with you Fights I shared with you Songs I shared with you Dances shared with you Secrets shared with you Still, I'm whispering the same prayer every day How much longer will this feeling torture me? I can't forget the things you said to me; the way we used to be Just how many times will my mind keep bringing up your lies Look me right in the eyes Even if we have to say our goodbyes Even if we lose sight of our lives You'll always have me in your heart I'll never part from your side If only I could stop you leaving If I could hold you right here with me I'll make sure that all my secret sins Everything my heart has hid All the feelings deep within Beating in my heart's the Truth, Amen

No time for the feelings that I fight Gotta find a way to run and hide, I- Smile wide, but deep inside Daggers stab my mind Doki-doki-doki, high tension Suck it in and just pretend Sickeningly hide your eyes From all the things that make you feel again An evening rendezvous Bib-bidi-bob-bide-bou Filling up our lives with hollow-hearted lies like I love you We follow our hearts and soon We'll both dance to An empty love that's born anew Come on, let's throw away our minds Dance on cloud 9 Forget about the stress of life, ra-ta-ta We'll fight the sun and have our fun until tomorrow comes So wipe the tears from your face, and roll the night away Hide the lies from me, don't say I'm lonely The me you see's empty, screaming "Ra-ta-ta" Even when I feel my lowest, I'd like To show myself to you alone if that's alright Little girl fighting what's inside Gotta find a way to run and hide, right Better blot away that deep, dark mind With a heart that's black as dye Doki-doki-doki Innocence Ripped up by what's within Feel the lies tear you up inside, then- Nothing's written in-between the lines Nothing's hidden behind these eyes You, even you, think you know a thing or two About my life as you write all the labels that you like But pay no mind, the truth and lies were lost inside I'm just a fool without a purpose tonight Falling in love just to tear ourselves up, but Still it's not enough for us, a ra-ta-ta We'll fight the sun and have our fun until tomorrow comes So wipe the tears from your face, and roll the night away Singing to myself, who am I now The me you see's empty, screaming ra-ta-ta Saving the last laugh for the final act You slipped back like it's easy to live like that No time for the feelings that I fight I'm not gonna run away and hide, I- Pull the knife that was stabbing my mind Won't waste a word this time Doki-doki-doki, high tension Suck it in and don't pretend Staring right in the eyes of the things that make you feel again An evening rendezvous Bib-bidi-bob-bide-bou Filling up our lives with hollow-hearted lies like I love you The magic will wear soon So let's dance to An empty love that's born anew Come on, let's throw away our minds Dance on cloud 9 Forget about the stress of life, ra-ta-ta We'll fight the sun and have our fun until tomorrow comes So wipe the tears from your face, and roll the night away Hide the lies from me, don't say I'm lonely The me you see's empty, screaming ra-ta-ta Even this nonsense that runs through my mind I'd like to leave it all to you if that's alright

Sky line dripping into the night Like ocean water muddied by the darkest of dyes So sick of this city's disguise It's glowing on the surface, but it's drowning in lies Is there a reason that I feel unalive When I look back on the home where I grew up and died Is there a reason that I'm wanting to hide When I look into the mirror just to see empty eyes Ah, Ghost Town's so loud, can't hear a sound If I fell from this place Would the world keep on turning as if nothing had changed? G-G-G-Ghost that tried living a tired life I'm haunted by the memories I buried inside Upside down falling into the night Will you tell me when I wake up if I'm dead or alive? The world tonight is just too cold I'm shaken with fear of letting go G-G-G-Ghost that tried living a tired life Just cover up your ears and sing it into the night Upside down falling into the light Will you tell me when I wake up was I ever alive?

I've known from the start that it all would fall apart Heart-broken after dark I'm such a fool for thinking anything has love for me, hah The things I wanna say slip on my tongue Taking shape that fades away, my words aren't enough, yeah The songs I write, they never seem to find the words I try to cry the same thing every single night Running circles like the answer's right behind me, calling Drink, forget, the vomit's coming quick Another hit, my heart can't swallow it and spits At the mirror's images Overdose, hold me close, darling Feeling so low, falling Close my eyes and let me leave my blues behind Overdose, hold me close, darling Your lie's hypnotizing Don't stop the music, darling uhhm I said that I knew the end How it all would fall apart, heart-broken yet again For now, I'll play pretend As if it didn't hurt me like it did back then Guess I really never had a clue Heart out on my sleeve, it's no wonder it's blue, yeah Don't pile on the pain and string it along I wanna walk away while I can move on What we had bloomed into a forbidden fruit A rotten taste that burns on my tongue That's why I dance and sing, then drink 'til I'm asleep Forgot the beat, but I keep on believing every lie When you catch me with those eyes Overdose, hold me close, darling The truth is cold, calling Out all the lies we've spent our lives hiding behind Overdose, hold me close, darling The truth is cold, calling Two step from hell now, darling Ah, ah, ah, ah yeah Overdose, hold me close, darling Feeling so low, falling Close my eyes and let me leave my blues behind Overdose, hold me close, darling Your lie's hypnotizing Don't stop the music, darling uhhm Overdose, hold me close, darling The truth is cold, calling I'll be alright, come let me drink up all your lies Overdose, hold me close, darling Your lie's hypnotizing Don't stop the music, darling uhhm Don't stop the music, darling uhhm