Purge - JayDaYoungan & Yungeen Ace

They keep asking me if I'm okay, ain't shit okay I've been hurt my whole life I lost my best friend My mud brother and my blood brother, all in one I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt That's why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst Feel like my whole life a cell, I tend to go through the most I've been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where the door What you know about pain? (uhh) Tired of goin' through all this pain (I'm tired of goin' through all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know, what you know?) Tired of holdin' all this pain (I'm tired of holdin' all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know 'bout pain?) Tired of goin' through all this pain (I'm tired of goin' through all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know 'bout this pain?) Tired of holdin' all this pain (I'm tired of holdin' all this pain) Started back when I was younger, beatin' on, child abuse I fell victim to the the streets I'm tired of hearin' the rent was due In and out of sticky situations, back and forth in altercations And I lost my life to these streets (I swaer I lost) I lost three brothers How the hell I'ma tell they mamas? (how the fuck I'ma do that?) I tend to fault myself sometimes Like how the fuck I get caught slippin'? (how?) And why I wasn't on my pivot? Like damn I'm the reason why they missin Lookin' around and it blood everywhere (I swear it's blood everywhere) It's tears fallin' but it's blood Every tear (I swear it's blood every tear) Lookin' around and it blood everywhere (I swear it's blood everywhere) It's tears fallin' but it's blood every tear I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt That's why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst Feel like my whole life a cell, I tend to go through the most I've been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where the door What you know about pain? (ayy) Tired of goin' through all this pain (I'm tired of goin' through all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know, what you know?) Tired of holdin' all this pain (I'm tired of holdin' all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (uh, what you know?) Tired of goin' through all this pain (I'm tired of goin' through all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know about this pain?) Tired of holdin' all this pain (I'm Tired of holdin' all this pain inside) See I was lost tryna find, like how the fuck I lose myself? I'm surrounded by the fakes, seem to only love they self In this world you play for keeps, every man for they self How the fuck you gon' be loyal to me when you ain't loyal to yourself? Whole lot up on my mind, can I vent sometime? Seem like I always lose but can I win sometime? I've been tryin' to keep my distance Everybody say I'm actin' different I don't give a fuck bitch, can you feel the pain I'm feelin'? Goin' through the storm, can you feel the rain that's hittin'? Whole life a livin' hell, imagine the life I'm livin' So much shit up on the line that I sacrafice I'm tired of cryin', why we all gotta die? I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt That's why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst Feel like my whole life a cell, I tend to go through the most I've been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where the door What you know about pain? (whoa-oh) Tired of goin' through all this pain (I'm tired of goin' through all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know about this pain?) Tired of holdin' all this pain (I'm tired of holdin' all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know, what you know?) Tired of goin' through all this pain (I'm tired of goin' through all this pain) What you know 'bout pain? (what you know about this pain?) Tired of holdin' all this pain (I'm tired of holdin' all this pain)

Sometimes people don't be feeling like I'm human or something Like they don't think I'm human 'Cause of everything I've been through Or how wealthy they think I'm doing But they don't know I still got feelings too People just be tending to walk over my heart It's like they all start to use me And let my feelings start to abuse me The more I do, the more I'm tryna cope Breakin' down, I just been losin' hope It's like they all tryna use me And let my feelings start to abuse me The more I do, the more I'm tryna cope Breakin' down, I just been losin' hope It's like they all tryna use me They don't know the fact that I got feelings, and I'm human They send this drop, but know what exactly what they doing I don't get it sometimes Every time I turn around, someone's over envy They don't ask me how I'm feeling, they don't understand it My feelings climb My soul lost, it can't find me Heartbroken, misuse, mistreated, all defines me They only want what I can provide for them They don't love me, they love what I can provide for them They only care for what they want They don't care for what I need They always want something in return Look over, all they get from me Look over, all they get from me (Look over, all they get from me) uh-huh How can you use someone you love? How can you mistreat someone you love? How can you use someone you- How can you use someone you love? How can you mistreat someone you love? It's like they all start to use me And let my feelings start to abuse me The more I do, the more I'm tryna cope Breakin' down, I just been losin' hope It's like they all tryna use me And let my feelings start to abuse me The more I do, the more I'm tryna cope Breakin' down, I just been losin' hope It's like they all tryna use me

(HeartBeatz on the track) You say it's smoke, we tryna make you choke We pull up in a hurry If I tell him to, I bet he shoot Just like he kin to Curry I'ma send ya bitch ass to the sky Soon as I send the word Hop out we don't do no drive bys When we come bend the curb You say it's smoke, we tryna make you choke We pull up in a hurry If I tell him to, I bet he shoot Just like he kin to Curry I'ma send ya bitch ass to the sky Soon as I send the word Hop out we don't do no drive bys When we come bend the curb "Go again", that's what I tell my shooter if he miss his target Can't hit the club unless I'm getting paid, bitch, I'm too rich to party Got yellow diamonds look like lemonade, both of my wrist retarded I'm shinnin' Johnny, honestly, I'ma be real I don't know what hit the hardest I keep a Glock close right now I can't tote but play will stretch you out No, he ain't got no motion He broke and I know it These niggas be flexin' for clout I got a check like Nike Baby, ya ain't gotta check for me There ain't no check for me now All of my bitches keep fightin' That shit don't excite me It really be stressin' me out You say it's smoke, we tryna make you choke We pull up in a hurry If I tell him to, I bet he shoot Just like he kin to Curry I'ma send ya bitch ass to the sky Soon as I send the word Hop out we don't do no drive bys When we come bend the curb "Go again", that's what I tell my shooter if he miss his target Can't hit the club unless I'm getting paid, bitch, I'm too rich to party Got yellow diamonds look like lemonade, both of my wrist retarded I'm shinnin' Johnny, honestly, I'ma be real I don't know what hit the hardest