Problematic, Persepective - aradhya

I still remember when I hit you up, on Instagram We'd reminisce for hours, I felt like a lucky man I took you out that night, we talked about our future plans I prayed that all this misery and suffering, would end Mood was set, we vibed Never felt like this before Thinkin' true love still existed So, I opened up some more In the moment, so spontaneous I went in for the kiss Next you know, we hit the bed So intensive, with the sex You'd always mention on your ex I didn't pick up on the cues I shoulda listened to my gut And not put up with this abuse Your manipulation lies Simply not alright Entitlement you rollin' with Our morals don't align Communication's key But you don't listen, when I speak If your words don't match your actions How the hell, can I believe? I'm so done with your victim mindset You're so envious, it's obvious Now, I regret You toyed with my emotions I'm so tired of the games Blinded, by your love I shoulda seen the red flags Why should I be sorry? For the monster, I've become? You don't show no remorse I'm so glad that we're done Fuck you, bitch There's no more us Because of all your shit I don't know if I can trust I hope you hear this song And it haunts you, in your dreams You'll get what you deserve 'Cause, I lost a part of me Every argument, it turned into another fight You cannot handle confrontation Yeah, you know I'm right We at each other's throats It's not a healthy stance, at all You said you never cheated I'm suspicious, hope I'm wrong Don't answer, on my calls Comin' home so late at night Say you love me, but what's odd You can not look me in the eyes You're so desperate for attention And, it's screamin' insecurities Depressed, from this relationship It's drainin' all my energy Found you, cheatin' This how I get treated You said, he's just a friend But your excuses, so deceivin' Went and fucked him There's, really, no discussion It's déjà vu, I shoulda knew You're dead to me, we're nothin' Now I'm Sittin' here, with a broken heart All alone, with my thoughts, in the dark, mmm Wish I could erase these memories, possessed Draw the line, won't confine You're a ho, at best You toyed with my emotions I'm so tired of the games Blinded, by your love I shoulda seen the red flags Why should I be sorry? For the monster, I've become? You don't show no remorse I'm so glad that we're done Fuck you, bitch There's no more us Because of all your shit I don't know if I can trust I hope you hear this song And it haunts you, in your dreams You'll get what you deserve 'Cause, I lost a part of me Fuck you It's been running through my mind nonstop Got a little bit of rage We're through All your promises, they don't mean shit There is nothin' left to say You're gonna miss me, when I'm gone You know it's true Had your chance But you blew it, now it's overdue I am shaking, as I'm writing this rhyme Bring the chorus back, one more time And, it goes like Fuck you, bitch There's no more us Because of all your shit I don't know if I can trust I hope you hear this song And it haunts you, in your dreams You'll get what you deserve 'Cause, I lost a part of me Fuck you, bitch There's no more us Because of all your shit I don't know if I can trust I hope you hear this song And it haunts you, in your dreams You'll get what you deserve 'Cause, I lost a part of me

Was on the verge of quittin', then you came into my life Made me feel special, maybe, it'll be alri-yight Now, I'm lost for words, so dead inside How you say you love me, when you messin' with another guy? Joke's on me, should have stayed alone Both lonely, comin' from a broken home You'd always play victim, blamin' me for everything Guess I needed time apart, so I could really think Too many bridges burned, you don't get another chance But, I'm thankful, 'cause it turned me to a better man Why the hell, can I still not get you out my head? Had to write this song, so maybe then, I can forget Fuck love I don't need you All your lies and the bullshit, could see through Keep your memories, 'cause I won't miss All I know is I will never trust no bitch, no Fuck love I don't need you All your lies and the bullshit, could see through Keep your memories, 'cause I won't miss All I know is I will never trust no bitch, no I can spot jealousy from a mile away Projectin' insecurities, another toxic trait Pointless hours, spent up on the phone is down the drain Drown yourself in liquor, but it will not solve the pain Said I love you, such a big mistake Cannot undo, guarantee, I'll find a way Had my soul missin', but you a gold digga Ignite the fire, so I'ma light a match to go with it Too many bridges burned, you don't get another chance But, I'm thankful, 'cause it turned me to a better man Why the hell can I still not get you out my head? Had to write this song, so maybe then, I can forget Fuck love I don't need you All your lies and the bullshit, could see through Keep your memories, 'cause I won't miss All I know is I will never trust no bitch, no Fuck love I don't need you All your lies and the bullshit, could see through Keep your memories, 'cause I won't miss All I know is I will never trust no bitch, no Never meant to be, had to let go I will never swallow my pri-yide Just know, one day will be good enough Everything heals in ti-yime Fuck love, I don't need you Can't erase the damage done Such a waste, just another heartbreak I am kinda trippin' out, as I write this sah-wong Fuck love I don't need you All your lies and the bullshit, could see through Keep your memories, 'cause I won't miss All I know is I will never trust no bitch, no Fuck love I don't need you All your lies and the bullshit, could see through Keep your memories, 'cause I won't miss All I know is I will never trust no bitch, no Fuck love I don't need you Can't erase the damage done Such a waste, just another heartbreak I am kind of trippin' out, as I write this sah-wong