Pray for This - Lavish

I know for sure his heart is here with me Though I wish him back, I know he cannot see My hands trembling, I know he hears me sing I light this candle and watch it throw Tears on my pillow And if there is a Christ, he'll come tonight To pray for Spanish eyes And if I have nothing left to show Tears on my pillow What kind of life is this if God exists Then help me pray for Spanish eyes He had to fight like all the rest In the barrio all the streets are paved with fear I don't understand; at least he was a man I light this candle and watch it throw Tears on my pillow And if there is a Christ, he'll come tonight To pray for Spanish eyes And if I have nothing left to show Tears on my pillow What kind of life is this if God exists Then help me pray for Spanish eyes How many lives will they have to take? How much heartache? How many suns will they have to burn? Spanish eyes When will they ever learn? You were not the Maravilla in our minds We were proud to fight but we cannot win this blind Stand your guns against the wall Who's next in line to fall I light this candle and watch it throw Tears on my pillow And if there is a Christ, he'll come tonight To pray for Spanish eyes And if I have nothing left to show Tears on my pillow What kind of life is this if God exists Then help me pray for Spanish eyes Tus lagrimas de tristeza No me dejan olvidarte How many lives will they have to take? How much heartache? How many suns will they have to burn? Spanish eyes When will they ever learn?

I pray for your help I pray for your help I pray for your help Not anything else I pray for your help Do you hear anything? I'm standing on my knees I lack the discipline It's not I don't believe Show me just anything I need to feel the dream But at times I'm scared I lift my hair on top of my head All I want is to surrender So I can finally rest I trust my faith I don't have anything else All I want is to surrender So I can finally rest I pray for your help It's not always easy I just tend to forget You're real as gravity 'Cause whatever you see Catastrophe appears I hope you understand But at times I'm scared I lift my hair on top of my head All I want is to surrender So I can finally rest I trust my faith I don't have anything else All I want is to surrender So I can finally rest I pray for your help Do you hear anything? I'm standing on my knees But at times I'm scared I lift my hair on top of my head All I want is to surrender So I can finally rest I trust my faith I don't have anything else All I want is to surrender So I can finally rest

Beautiful garden where have you gone My self-delusions are leaving me in the storm Taking for granted all the goodness that I've found Somewhere I lost all, the control came crashing down And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers Cuz it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother, call to the captain Can't you see this state that I'm in And no one would know this, nobody noticed Cuz it's me where it begins Beautiful morning please don't wake me from my sleep Cuz I need some comfort to regain my sanity And I don't wanna feel this crazy, I don't wanna feel discarded Shattered into million pieces I'm so brokenhearted Nowhere left to run Nowhere left to go So I hope And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers Cuz it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother, call to the captain Can't you see this state that I'm in And no one would know this, nobody noticed That it's me where it begins And I pray for forgiveness within I swear that everyday I feel like my mind is haunting me I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made This time I don't have the strength to gather myself And I'm falling to pieces And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers Cuz it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother, call to the captain Can't you see this state that I'm in I pray for forgiveness, looking for justice Searching for answers, call to my mother Pray for forgiveness, breaking the silence And nobody knows this, nobody noticed That it's me where it begins