Pistons Free Throw

Okay, okay Okay, okay Not gonna lie, sometimes I feel my forward progress is a treadmill Especially when lately everyone asks how my head feels Well, it's still there, I say while shrugging so they think that I don't care Or think I'm losing it because I bleach my hair And I just needed to start making a change An outward projection, a reflection of the new start I've gained I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs I'm at full sprint, but still locked in stasis My feet cemented, wind in my hair And I am scared Okay, I'm scared of every thought in my brain Scared of losing my identity and knowing where I came from I'm scared of change, of staying the same Scared of losing my mind or forgetting my name I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs When I feel like shit, and I feel complacent Can I be sure that it was really fixed? I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs I'm at full sprint, but still locked in stasis My feet cemented, wind in my hair I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs When I feel like shit, and I feel complacent Can I be sure that it was really fixed? Okay (Who cares, who cares?) okay (Who cares, who cares?) well I am scared (Okay, okay) well I am scared (Okay, okay) I'm almost there