Didn't get up 'til the afternoon Our plans fell through and now you're calling me out Guess I should have set the alarm a little earlier 'Cause now you call me up, alright I'm not enough? Alright I fucked it up? Alright I'm such a slut? Alright, whatever helps you sleep at night Didn't wanna have this out with you, but now I have no choice To talk it over Well, if you were better to me Then maybe I'd consider fucking you goodbye Alright Want me to cry? Alright Like I might die? Alright You're a good guy Alright, whatever helps you sleep at night 'Cause you can never tell what it is I am thinking You say I'm mysterious 'cause I won't let you get it in You can never tell where it is this is going You say that you're a genius, I say you must be joking Yeah, like a piece of shit, you either sink or float So you take her for a ride on your daddy's boat And you are not in love, but it's close enough You say you think about me when you're fucking her 'Cause you can never tell what it is I am thinking You say I'm mysterious 'cause I won't let you get it in You can never tell where it is this is going You say you're a genius, I say you must be joking Yeah, like a piece of shit, you either sink or float So you take her for a ride on your daddy's boat And you are not in love, but it's close enough You say you think about me when you're fucking her Yeah, technically I know that I agreed But it was unenthusiastically

Hello? Yeah, I hear you bro, I hear you You got a minute bro? Yeah, I got a little minute, little quick sec Alright I want you to hear somethin' I'ma play somethin' for you alright? Alright, alright Yo, yo, you hear it bro? Yeah Yeah, yeah Alright listen, listen Let me tell you what shit is like right now, yo, yo What's life like now, tryna figure out They put this mic on trial 'cause he be killin' now Forever bitin' my forbidden style Been laying low for a minute in the game Since I came all these niggas lookin' timid My light could never dimith, the Lord is my shepherd Jesus woke a devil in him since sinnin' with least effort Thinking back to those lefferts days And I ain't been the same since I left 6th grade My mind strayed, used to have the biggest heart Taking walks with abuela in the park, I used to tell her I'ma grow propellers one day and be a good fella Play the hero or whoever, the hood gon' tell us Let's just pray it ain't the villain Tell 'em I be feeling some way Thinkin' I can get the Maybach off gun play Instead I let the words play with 90 beats a minute Bet the streets lose a heart beat before the verse finish But life goes on, basic rules still apply Bet you can feel that line in any hood you live by From Flatbush to Figg side, I was a schoolboy too Hoppin' trains, I just missed my Q And what's life like for me, it's but a dream Everything ain't what it seems, up underneath The surface is but a screen, we only see What we know What's life like for me, it's but a dream Everything ain't what it seems, up underneath The surface is but a screen, we only see What we know And what's life like now, I can't figure out They put my mans on trial, say he a killer now Conspiracies, we gon' get you out Just keep ya head up G, shit is wild It's bugged out 'cause I know you tryna see your child But I'ma hold you down still 'cause you my brother I just gave Will a lil' somethin' for your baby mother But don't stress, know you caught up in some b.s Bet next time you see us, we gonna be our best Love you my nigga, word is bond, you'll stay strong Out in New York the same shit is goin' on Peace to all my brothers who keep still holdin' on Been away so long, feel like a tickin' time bomb The misjudgment of my kind, whom the odds is against Put our backs on the fence, so we self defence Followed by a series of unfortunate events Looking like white America got a brother again And what's life like for me, it's but a dream Everything ain't what it seems, up underneath The surface is but a screen, we only see What we know What's life like for me, it's but a dream Everything ain't what it seems, up underneath The surface is but a screen, we only see What we know Take shots to the face with no peace of mind Give me my piece of mind Take shots to the face with no peace of mind Give me my piece of mind This life is all we know, this life is all we know Man that's crazy yo, that's amazing B Thank you bro Word bro That one is for, that one is for you my nigga Good lookin' bro, good lookin' man That just boosted my adrenaline It's been ages, I gotta get out this joint b I love y'all man, real bro, for real man I think by every day that go by I just be thinkin' 'bout y'all for real You, Kirk, everybody bro I heard the new one on Rosenberg That shit is a bomber b Oh, you heard that shit?

Why do I feel like I gotta be somebody that the world wants me to be I was crazy, I was losin' it Cocaine in my body, I'm abusin' it I'm gettin' fucked up on Percocet Just received a call, it was a death threat If I gotta die today and there ain't no other way But shootin' me down then Puttin' me up in the grave Then I'mma face it Look the shooter in his eyes The one who can save me is the man in the sky The one pullin' the trigger is the devil in disguise For my children's sake, I'm tryna be alive I'm a beast in the streets, I know how to survive All my life I been doubted Will I see 25? I doubt it Rolls-Royce bitch just know I just bought it I just wanna be the man for my fam I been through pain, I walk in the the rain I look at my reflection up in the Mirror and I can admit that I feel so ashamed I've done some dirt that I cannot forget I'm wipin' the blood, I'm wipin' my sweat The reason I killed him cuz' he posed a threat (ugh!) I got some sons and I got a daughter You playin' with me there's gonna be a slaughter I don't wanna live my life like this no more I don't wanna sell this dope The streets got me so fuckin' paranoid I don't know what I'mma do I'mma be a gangster forever Ain't no love in the streets And I don't trust you I'm facing my demons That evil, I've seen it The money, the root of all evil, believe me You rob, you steal, you pop a pill and you kill Everytime I need paper this is the way that I feel My brother told me do it for my nephew Bullets hit your body, now you leaving the rescue One thing I know for certain Everytime you try to change, the devil's gonna come and test you My brother told me do it for my nephew Bullets hit your body, now you leaving the rescue One thing I know for certain Everytime you try to change, the devil's gonna come and test you I'm trying to change my life for the better If I go to prison would they write a letter Would they even care, if I wasn't there It feels like I got haters everywhere Haters, suckers, motherfuckers I was built like no other It's a cruel world, they criticize your skin color Mobbin', robbin', homicide for something that makes them feel alive I'm always curious to find out where I'ma go when I die People hate me all the time but they ain't even met me yet I was born to win in last so that ain't nothin' I'ma sweat I came up off of sellin' that dope Have you ever had the cops break down your door Have you ever had the cops put you On the floor and rob all of your dope No, you don't know, how that feels You're totally broken and ready to kill You're praying to god Asking for a deal, "Oh lord, I can't afford a meal" I just want to go legit I just feel like a piece of shit I don't wanna live my life like this no more I don't wanna sell this dope The streets got me so fuckin' paranoid I don't know what I'mma do I'mma be a gangster forever Ain't no love in the streets And I don't trust you I'm facing my demons That evil, I've seen it The money, the root of all evil, believe me You rob, you steal, you pop a pill and you kill Everytime I need paper this is the way that I feel My brother told me do it for my nephew Bullets hit your body, now you leaving the rescue One thing I know for certain Everytime you try to change, the devil's gonna come and test you My brother told me do it for my nephew Bullets hit your body, now you leaving the rescue One thing I know for certain Everytime you try to change, the devil's gonna come and test you