Performance - The Casual Sexists

If I scream at the top of my lungs Will you hear what I don't say? If I dance like I'm on a stage Will you see I seem out of place? If I put on a disguise Will you think everything's alright? If I leave before the end Will you forget that I was there? When you saw me leaving Did you think I had a place to go? Since you stopped believing I've had to put on my own show I'll put on a performance I'll put on a show It is a performance I do it all so You won't see my hurting When my heart it breaks I'll put on a performance I'll put on a brave face Even when I was hurting You could always find me Now you've stopped looking for me But I'm still playing hide and seek I want you to notice But you just don't see The show is wasted on you So I perform for me When you saw me leaving Did you think I had a place to go? Since you stopped believing I've had to put on my own show I'll put on a performance I'll put on a show It is a performance I do it all so You won't see my hurting When my heart it breaks I'll put on a performance I'll put on a brave face

When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so really special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, mm I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so very special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? Oh, I don't belong here, no She runs, walked out the door Yeah, she runs, mm Run, run, run But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here